SYDNEY AND KATYA
Katya came on the line almost at the first ring. Sydney held the 1991 journal in her left hand, as she listened to her aunt on her cell.
“Sydushka, how are you?”
“I’m reading her 1991 journal...it’s awful.”
“What?” Katya had not read all the journals. This was one of them.
“Did you know she ran a couple of—of whore houses in Moscow and the numbers racket too?”
“Yes, after I became her financial accountant and planner.”
“How could she do such a thing?”
“What thing?”
“The whore houses...” Sydney seemed horrified that Irina had participated in that type of venture.
“Sydushka!” Katya snapped. “Your mother made a lot of money by blackmailing men who frequented them. She ran clean houses with periodic physicals on all the women. She owned an apartment house and rented them out to the women. Did you know most of them retired after two or three years? They left that business and eventually married or bought into businesses.”
“Oh!” Sydney realized that prostitution was a business, but her mother did seem a more concerned owner than anyone else she’d heard about.
“Furthermore, Sydney Anne, she never took in underage girls either and you can guess why!”
Sydney nodded. “Yes, I know. It just seemed not to be like her.”
“Hummm, I thought you were beginning to know more about her as you read the journals?”
“Yes, I was, but this was the first time she had anything to do with prostitution.”
“Read on, my dear, and you’ll see what else she did as The Man.”
“Did you know about Yuri Mansovar?”
“One of her rapists?”
“Yes.”
Katya laughed, “No and she never told me. Just that he paid final price. I don’t want to know either. Is there anything else?”
“No. But how are you?”
“Fine. I find I like snow less and less. I’ve bought apartment in Florence near yours.”
“Great! Are you going to live there full time?”
“No, summers are too hot. I’ll head for cooler climates: Rio, Santiago or maybe Sydney. I’ll always keep you informed where I’ll be.”
“Thanks. Sorry I bothered you, but I had to talk to somebody. I try not to say too much to Vaughn.”
There was silence on the other end. “Sydushka, does he know why she killed him?”
“No...He doesn’t want to talk about it.”
“Well you know best how to handle it. Perhaps he’ll ask you some day.”
“Maybe...anyway I’ll probably call you again.”
“One question before you go. Do you know your mother a little bit better than before?”
Sydney sighed. “Katya, she’s the most complex person I’ve ever known. Talk to you later.”
*****
Friday – October 25, 1991
I’ve waited a month or more since hiring Maria as my secretary to decide if she will work out. I have to admit that she’s wonderful. Her degree in economics has helped me immensely when Khasinau presents another financial scheme. He wants me to buy real estate with my profits, diversify with stocks and bonds, and some venture capital for the future. Maria gives me a great deal of insight into the economical future of businesses and as well as whether or not stocks and bonds are a good investment. She is worth her weight in gold. She stays and I may make her my financial advisor.
So now I must talk to Galina. I want her to be my procurement officer. I’m fairly sure she will do the job once she agrees to join me. My hesitation is whether or not she is tough enough...and whether or not I can stop thinking about our time together in Central City.
I guess I’ll know more when we meet. I asked Maria to arrange an appointment for tomorrow.
Saturday – October 26, 1991
I saw Galina today at noon. I met her at the office when everyone was gone. Maria set the appointment up as I requested. I was nervous, but I’m not sure why. No...that’s wrong, I did know why.
I knew Galina loved me.
I dressed professionally, but comfortably in plain black slacks and jacket, a red blouse, boots, and jewelry composed of medium gold hoop earrings, a Rolex watch which was real and not a knock-off that you find in Moscow these days as well as a square cut 3 karat diamond ring on my left fourth finger. It covered the gold band I wore on the same finger.
I heard the elevator doors open and close. My heart was thumping loud enough I thought that anyone on the street could hear it. There was a knock on my door.
“Come in,” I said my voice almost cracking.
The door opened and Galina faced me. She wore denim jeans, white turtleneck sweater, over which she’d thrown a fleece-lined denim jacket. It was cold now as we approached winter, but it wouldn’t be but a few days longer before snow fell with regularity. She wore only a little lipstick. Her blond hair was cut short. She’d used a little mascara on her eyelashes, framing those sparkling blue eyes. She was beautiful.
“Spasibo,” she said sitting down in front of me. She looked around and finally turned her gaze on me. “You look fabulous, dear Irina. Is this yours?” She swept her hand around her as if to encompass everything.
“Da,” I said. “How have you been? I know you are working for McDonald’s. Do you like the job?”
“Da.” She stared at me, her eyes roving over every inch of my face, as though thirsty for some piece of information I was not giving her. “I have five people on my staff. We have certain criteria regarding the vegetables like lettuce, tomatoes, eggs, potatoes; all of it must come from our country.”
“That is good.” I commented. I knew I was fidgeting a little, but hope she didn’t see it.
“Just what did you want to see me about?” She said, crossing her legs.
“I want you to be my procurement officer. It will pay twice what you are making at McDonald’s.”
Her eyebrows raised in surprise. “Twice? Moy bog, what type of business are you in...robbing banks?”
“Kind of...” I smiled, running my tongue across my teeth. “I’m into several types of businesses all of whom make money, but let’s say that they are not at all completely legitimate.”
She pursed her lips and whistled. “Wow, that’s being frank. Aren’t you afraid I’ll tell all?”
“Nyet,” I said softly.
“You’re really just playing with me aren’t you?”
“Would I do that? Remember when we last met, I told you I had plans for my future and that they included you?”
“Yes, I remember everything you said that day...everything.” She crossed her legs and those dangerous blue eyes focused on my face. “I don’t think I can work for you, Irina. It would be too much for me...to see you every day.” She stood suddenly. “However, thank you for hiring Maria and paying her a decent salary. It helps.”
“Galina, how can you turn down this offer?”
“I must.” She faced me, staring down into my face. “I love you. I cannot work for you for that reason. Remember, you said, ‘I have no desire to have sex with a woman. It isn’t right for me. Understand?’ Those words were seared into my memory. So I cannot work for you, no matter how much money you wave in front of me.” She turned, walking away.
“Galina, wait!” I swallowed hard. “I too remember what happened...especially your kiss!”
She turned to look at me, her eyes searching mine for some sense I was not lying and that I meant what I said.
“I’ve never forgotten it...and what’s more, I can’t.” I stood walking toward her. “I want to experience that feeling again.”
Galina’s eyes widened with hope. “Then kiss me,” she ordered and threw her arms around my neck; her hands grasped my hair, gently pulling me toward her.
There was no hesitation. I pulled her close and bent over her face, dropping my lips onto hers. I explored them with gentle kisses at first, and then my tongue insisted on going inside between them, exploring every tooth, dueling with her tongue, licking her gums and every inch of her mouth inside. This kiss took minutes to finish and we both were out of breath. I felt wet between my legs and was surprised by the tingling I felt also.
Galina stared at me. “I think that I want you...very much, Irina Derevko.” She cocked her head. “What’s more, I think you want me.” She smiled. “I will work for you, Irina, if you will...stay with me one night...all night.”
“Isn’t that blackmail?”
“Blackmail? Well, I guess you should know.” She grinned. “No, it’s a promise of pleasure beyond your wildest dreams.” She touched my mouth. “Give me a bonus now. I don’t want any money, just your body for one night.”
We stared at each other.
“Da,” I whispered. “I will come to your place.”
“There’s Maria,” she said. “Your place.”
I was breathing heavy and my heart was doing all sorts of funny things. I blinked; then nodded. I gave her my address. “What time?”
“Let’s have dinner first,” she answered. “I’ll pick you up. My treat and say, eight?”
“Fine.” I stepped back looking at her. “How should I dress on our first date?”
“I’d love to see you in something sexy.” She smiled. Turning, she walked out the door, leaving me staring after her.
What was I doing? It was as if I’d lost all control of my senses except one—passion. Perhaps that was what I was missing or had been missing. I knew I’d been a passionate wife to Jack. Since my return though there had been none. Not even Oleg made me passionate to the degree I had with Jack. However, Galina now, she was someone different. I would give up one night. What was so bad about that? She would then work for me.
I’m writing this before she picks me up. I’m not sure what the evening will bring. However, I did dress as she asked. Date bait, as Jack once said to me when I’d put on something similar. The spaghetti-strap dress was made of a soft clinging material that accented every curve. The color was red. Accompanying it I wore black three-inch heels, a pearl necklace with matching earrings and no watch, just my rings.
I expect her any minute.
Sunday – October 29, 1991
My God!
It’s hard to get my facts in order. Truth is my heart and brain seem to collide every time I try to write coherently. It’s a struggle, but I am determined.
Galina was on time. Promptly at eight she knocked. I opened the door and she stepped inside, staring at me from head to foot and back again. “Stunning,” she said. I could see she was hard put not to kiss me. I knew she wanted to. She had in truth asked me out on a date, so she could help me on with my coat.
She drove us to a small restaurant somewhere in the city. She said it was only a couple of kilometers from her apartment. She liked it because the food was good and the ambiance was pleasant.
When we arrived, we were shown to a booth she had reserved. I allowed her to do the ordering as she was, evidently, accustomed to dining here often. The food was good. She ordered a bottle of wine which we drank all of during our meal. Galina told me about herself and her family and, of course, asked about mine. I told her my parents were dead. I had a sister who lived in Moscow during the summer, but was stationed in Rome during the rest of the year. One other sister, I said, I had not seen in years.
We finished by nine-thirty and Galina drove back to my apartment. Once inside, she helped me off with my coat. She placed it on the coat rack; then smiled.
“Where is your bedroom?”
“There,” I nodded toward the closed door. “Do you want a nightcap?” I think I was putting off the inevitable. “Vodka?”
“Spasibo.” She followed me to the kitchen. I pulled open the freezer door and took out a bottle of my favorite. I poured out two jiggers apiece and handed her one. “To us,” she said and drank it in one swallow.
“To tonight,” I said and swallowed it all.
I started for the bedroom, trembling just slightly, but she didn’t notice. She took my hand and stood with me beside the bed. “I want to undress you. May I?”
“Da,” I said, kicking off my heels.
She leaned forward and kissed me softly on the lips. Galina moved behind me and unzipped the dress, letting it fall to the floor. I wore no bra. I heard her intake of breath as she saw my back. “Tell me,” she said angrily. Her fingers traced the white scars which had not faded yet.
“Ten years ago I was sent to prison as a suspected traitor. Those are my re-education scars.” My voice held a tinge of bitterness in it. I felt her lips on my back, kissing the scars as if to make them go away.
Galina’s lips felt soft, caressing almost. Her hands unsnapped the garters from my hose. She pulled the belt down over my hips, letting it fall to the ground. My breath caught as her hands stroked my thighs while rolling each hose down my long legs. She stood and stepped back around to face me. Her eyes seemed to drink in every inch of skin I had. She caught her breath again when she saw the scars around my waist and abdomen. Again she kissed them.
“How long do you stay dressed,” I whispered.
“I’m not finished with you. Be patient.” She whispered back, leaning forward to kiss my nipples, catching them between her teeth and pulling. The nipples were hard and ached with desire.
I moaned.
She laughed lightly; then slowly pulled off my red lace panties, leaving me bare-assed naked. She kissed the patch of dark hair between my legs and stood. “Now, my Irina, for you are mine tonight.”
Her clothes were off in less than five seconds. She wore no bra and panties. As my eyes traveled over her body, I saw no blemishes, just white skin, soft and...desirable. The patch of hair between her legs was as blond as the hair on her head.
“To bed with you,” she said, pushing me down. “Let me work. Just relax and enjoy.”
I did and I did. It was incredible. She kneeled with one leg between my legs and began by kissing me. Her hands worked their way into my hair and she held my head still as her lips covered my face with kisses. She then sent her tongue dashing into my mouth, working more magic until I felt my heart beating so hard it surely could be felt.
I felt desire wash over me like a waterfall, never stopping. She moved down my body until she reached my breasts which were not bad for a 40 year old and sucked the right, pulling and twisting the nipple with her mouth, while playing with the other breast with her free hand. Then she reversed herself and worked on the other...kissing...sucking. I closed my eyes, my mind playing with my past, remembering the love-making between Jack and me.
“Relax,” she whispered, lifting her face up to look at me.
“Impossible,” I panted feeling my body heating up.
Galina, finished with my breasts, moved to my abdomen, kissing and sucking my on fire body, her tongue mercilessly probing everywhere as she moved ever so slowly downward, back and forth across my abdomen and both thighs until she came to my rich patch of fine dark hair and labia. Her tongue leaped to my clitoris, touching, licking, and sucking voraciously as though there was not enough to eat.
Now I was gasping, whimpering, and unable to speak. My heart thundered in my chest as I felt my body reach for the climax I knew was just ahead. “Hurry,” I gasped, “please!”
Galina wiggled her right hand and pushed three fingers inside me, eliciting a high-pitched moan. Her lips held onto the clit as she pushed herself up slightly allowing her enough room to maneuver her right hand and fingers further inside me in a thrusting motion. I thought I would never reach the top of my desire.
She stopped! Lifting her head, grinning at me, she whispered, “Like it?” She didn’t give me a chance to answer as she moved down on my clit again, voraciously sucking as her fingers thrust hard. I gasped as desire mounted.
Suddenly I arched my back, shuddering as the orgasm hit me as hard as I’d ever experienced. Galina kept thrusting, slowly, but hard and each time I felt my body respond. She kept at me and I kept peaking and falling time and time again.
Finally, I was exhausted; I couldn’t take anymore, but Galina seemed to take it as a challenge to see how many orgasms I had in me. She thrust again, I shuddered and collapsed back on the sheets totally spent. She had done the work, but I was drained of all emotion and my energy.
I fell into a deep sleep as she curled up next to me. “I love you,” she whispered. It was the last thing I remember.
I awoke to find her gone and a note on the other pillow.
“I have to give two weeks notice and then I will join you. Thank you for an incredible evening.”
I fell back onto my pillow. I glanced at the clock and saw that it was late. I went into the bathroom and stood for what seemed an hour under the water. It poured over me and my thoughts cascaded over my mind, thinking about last night. Galina had proved herself to be an adept lover and a provider of excellent sex.
Nyet, Irina, nyet.
RUSSIAN TRANSLATION
Moy bog – My God
Spasibo – Thank you
SYDNEY AND VAUGHN
“Oh my gosh,” Sydney closed the journal.
“What now? Did your mother kill someone else?” Vaughn looked up.
“No,” she answered. “She had an affair...”
“Nothing new,” said Vaughn, putting his magazine down.
“...with a woman.”
Vaughn’s eyebrows shifted upward. “Well, that is new. Who was it?”
“I don’t know her. Didn’t ever hear Mom say her name.”
“You didn’t exactly spend a lot of time together,” Vaughn said.
Sydney sighed, “I know, but it’s just so...so...unexpected.”
“Nothing your mother did should be considered unexpected. I wonder if your aunt knows anything.”
“Maybe. I’ll check with her the next time she and I talk.”
***
TBC