Appology from Natalie/Alias56

[Espionage]

Hmmmmmm, that was a truly horrible thing 2 do 2 ppl, i mean, v few of us actually know each other so all the stuff we say on here is in trust and im sure that most people on here are truthful in what they say! I juz think that lying about things like that is wrong, totally wrong. People get hurt and it's not fair to deceive people the way Natalie has.
Hope that everyone can move on from this and forget her lies coz it would be horrible to think people might leave because of this. I'm positive that most of us are truthful people who others can confide in.

*~Loz~*

 

[Lilly]

soz, i never noticed! I AM SO SOZ! u never told me any of that!
though i have to agree with Nic Bristow!! u clever clogs u! can i burrow ur shoes? i have exams coming up! NO! soz off topic!

 

[Tommy]

soz, i never noticed! I AM SO SOZ! u never told me any of that!
though i have to agree with Nic Bristow!! u clever clogs u! can i burrow ur shoes? i have exams coming up! NO! soz off topic!

What are you talking about!?!?

 

[Rambaldi_Follower]

I can't believe she did that. That is so horrible to her parents, a whole community of people thought thay were abusing her.

 

[spysurfergrl247]

18!!I cant wait that long!!Im sorry i was mad im not really!!!I totally forgive you!!!

 

[spysurfergrl247]

No, I won't be on anymore, my mom is allowing me to post this good-bye. I will not be allowed on again until I am 18.

Though, really, it makes me feel better that it's out. I'm really, really, very sorry everyone. -_- I never, never ment for it to come out this way. It just started out with one little lie, then got biger and biger untill all of this happens. :blink: This is defenity a big lesson to me, even though I might not like it, and hopefuly this might be a lesson to others.

Also, I only listed very fue people on that list, I'm sorry to everyone!! Charlie, Sunfire, AliasHombre, JpB, the list go's on! Please, I'm very sorry!!!! I just hope none of you are mad at me, and those that have already stated that they arn't, well lets just say - you guys rock!

Adios everyone... -_-

What!!NO WAY!!!You where my friend sence the start when i logged on into AA!!This bites!!I know that some of you guys dont forgive her but i do and i was very mad at first but i still want to get to know her cause she is my friend.And she deserves a second chance just like everyone else.

 

[Existentialist]

I can't really comment too much, but I feel very bad for Natalie. Something is wrong with anyone who feels the need to lie so much, and I kind of pity people like that. I feel really bad about saying that stuff about her parents, since they aren't abusing her anyways. I also feel sorry for her parents... really really sorry, because so many people thought they were terrible and wished horrible stuff on them. Good thing wishes aren't horses after all. I've come across all types of people on the internet, and I've learned to be wary of most things they say, but I truly felt bad about what I thought had happened to her.

Ugh, no wonder no one can trust anyone anymore.

 

[SiriCerasi]

I dont feel bad for her at all. Its her own freaking problem, if she needs attention and that is the only way she can get it :angry:

 

[SiriCerasi]

soz, i never noticed! I AM SO SOZ! u never told me any of that!
though i have to agree with Nic Bristow!! u clever clogs u! can i burrow ur shoes? i have exams coming up! NO! soz off topic!

What are you talking about!?!?

yeah i agree what the HELL are you talking about?!? Some of us are a little upset if you hadnt noticed, if you wouldnt mind respecting that...

 

[alias_fan]

maybe she posted in the wrong topic or something b/c who knows what she's trying to say.... i can't figure it out.

 

[AliasHombre]

how could you not have noticed?

 

[nance]

soz, i never noticed! I AM SO SOZ! u never told me any of that!
though i have to agree with Nic Bristow!! u clever clogs u! can i burrow ur shoes? i have exams coming up! NO! soz off topic!

errrr what the heck?? what is SOZ? and clever clogs? :blink: besides that but it's very off-topic.

 

[alias_fan]

Natalie, I know you're sorry, but that really hurt. I can't believe you would lie to me about those things.... I mean...I...I don't even know what to say right now  You probably won't even get to read this. I guess I'll forgive you in time. But I'm just so appalled with what you did, I don't know if I can trust anyone ever again. And maybe to the rest of you I'm being selfish, but you know what, I really don't care what you think. 

it's odd that you say that jo this being an alias website. one of the most important things alias has taught me: trust no one.

You are 100% right I should have thought of that...I even prayed and felt sorry for her but now....uggh.

i did too and you can't blame yourself for believing her. it's human nature to respond to someones distresses. i really think that it was quite stupid of her to take it that far and i think that she must have a weird mind to trick and lie like this. it's quite pitiful that she needed to lie like this to get attention.

 

[a.k.a.Kate_Jones]

Something is wrong with anyone who feels the need to lie so much, and I kind of pity people like that.

I agree completely. You have certainly gained a lot of people's pity, Natalie, whether you wanted to or not.

I'm just a little weirded out by this all..

 

[Aliasgirl47]

She read this entire topic and all our responses to it, and she cried. But then again we cried over her, and well, you know, it was all lies....
Maybe this is good b/c she can realize how bad this is to do and how badly she hurt ppl...

 

[Alias_Gay]

I just can't believe what I just read ... men, how can people be so pathetic ... did you think no one would like you in any other way, that you had to lie about such horrible things that do happen to people somewhere in the universe ... I mean, c'mon, we laughed together, we have fun together, and we all cried together on your supposed death ... if someone had started that rumour, OK ... but yourself did it ... how could you do that? don't you have feelings for the way other people think or felt about you? Did something snapped in your head? Did you need attention? I hope you got it ... because who would believe you from now on ... that was just selfish ... I hope life treats you good, and hope your parents can straighten you out ... as to forgive you ... I am no one to forgive you ... but I will never forget what you did ... that was just mean ... It makes me mad at you for that ... but hey, such is life and we have to deal with it ...

How could you?????

 

[Brittany]

God damnit...Natalie...that was just selfish...really...that hurt...A LOT!  I'll forgive you eventually...but not now...im disgusted in you...that someone would actually do that...I defended you! to my friends who said it was lies...i feel so stupid now...if one more of these false rumors comes up im gone...this has been hurting so much! Actually I don't know if I really want to come back at all...what the hell

i know what you mean...i didn't believe a lot of the stuff just because it wasn't very realistic but i still thought I should trust what she said...jsut because....well, this site, this community isn't like a lot of sites and I trust you guys. I thought we were losing 'one of our own' so to speak....geez....now i just feel like an idiot for believing it just because i thought i knew yall and that if it was on here it was true.....I'm sorry but I have to agree with Tommy and everyone else that's happy to see you go..... -_-

 

[Natalie]

My daughter is indeed restricted from internet use, and she will not be allowed to be on the internet again until age 18 (I have supervised her reading your responses to the appology for this time so that she will know the impact of the things that have happened). Other, additional punishment are also in the decision process between my husband and myself. I felt that it would be helpful if I let you know what I have seen in my daughter through all of this.

First, I understand your feelings of anger. I felt it too when I discovered that she had said we (my husband and I) were abusing her. I felt anger and intense betrayal too. I also felt fear. Fear that, though there is not a shred of truth in it, she might be believed. This could have led authorities to remove all four of our children from our home while this was investigated. Though I am pretty sure all would be cleared up - the necessary precaution of removing our children would have been devasting to all, my dear husband, her three brothers (especially our 2 year old who couldn't posibly understand), to my daughter (Natalie/Alias56), and myself. I kmew it was imperative that she make a public confession and appology to eliminate these dangers and to correct the wrong with others that she told the lie to. I then discovered more, the claim of rape, pregnancy, and cancer. I was absolutely shocked and dismayed.

I have come to the place now though, where my anger and feelings of betrayal have subsided. I am feeling a sense of healing and even hope. I am feeling this way because of what I have seen happen in my daughter's life because of all of this. I felt that if you knew about the changes it might help many here come to a place of healing too. I have supervised her reading the posts that have been placed in this thread in response to what she has done. She has cried, been humbled, felt the pain that she has caused. I see her behavior here in the family changing too. Typically, getting in trouble has resulted to her retreating to her room to sulk. This time it is different. She has made the extra effort to help, to be kind, to say she is sorry not only in words but also in tears, and in loving acts of service. If she had means by which to make up for her wrong by doing these things for each of you, I believe she would. I do think her sorrow is genuine.


Her restriction not to use the internet is indeed in place, yet she wanted one more chance to apologize. If you all would please allow me to post for her yet this one last chance to bring healing -

From Alias56/Natalie:

I know you are all very, very upset about this. Lieing is bad enough, but lieing about these sort of things, it just isn't right. I know that now, and you can't even begin to imagine how sorry I am because of all of this. It was wrong of me, and it has hurt so many. Once a lie gets started... You think you can clear it up, maybe with another lie, so you get rid of one but then there's two, one left in the background and then this new one. Then you try to cover that one up, it's an endless curcle.
Some of you have wondered, why I did this. I have no idea. But once one little lie was out, I though that one more could'nt hurt... and then it kept growing into something much biger, till all of this has happend.. A lesson I can't ever forget, and hopefuly, this will stop anyone else out there on the internet from lieing. This should not have happened, I'm surrprised even at myself for doing it, I never really even thought anyone had trusted me, I guess I thought I had nothing to lose. I did though, many did trust me. I know now how valuable that trust was...
I know many will come out of this hateing me, - I deserve it I am sorry even more because the hate will do additional damage to others. I don't want any more hurt to happen to anyone. Iam soory. I know all of you no longer care anything for me, but I do, still care for you and I have and will continue to pray that God heals the damage that I have done.(((((((((I am so sorry!))))))))
I will do my best to say the right and true things from now on. I hope to never do such a thing to anyone, ever again.
I am incredibly sorry... I have learnd my lesson...

~Alias56

 

[SydB_JenG]

Natalie you wouldnt have apologized if your parent's hadn't caught you! You would have kept it going! And now you're remorseful because you're embarassed and in trouble!! I never want to talk to you again!! What you did is inexcusable!! I can't see how people are forgving you...I don't think you are even coming close to feeling what we've felt through all of this...not even close! Your poor parents...your mom sounds sweet...how could you betray them like that!! COME ON!! Get some help or something...theres a lot wrong with you...you just dont do that to people Natalie...you just don't...

 

[Alias_Gay]

I hope this make you realize the extent of your lies ... not only you lied, but you betrayed your own family by telling lies about them ... I am so sorry for you, for the way you acted, but in fact, I hope you now feel the way we felt once your lies came across ... thats the most hypocrite thing I have seen in my life ... and I suppose you sat on your chair and laughed at us for believing you ... :angry: that makes me more angry ... everybody can come with excuses to say why they did what they did ... but as Mo said ... what you did is inexcusable ... and to your mom, I know she will do her best in disciplining (sp.?) you ... it makes me mad :angry: , that you just thought about what to lie about and not think about the reprecutions (sp.?) ... and sad that as human beings, we believed you and you just played us through ...

God bless you and hope your family can keep you sane ...