Ever lost a good friend?

I'm glad I'm not the only one who dose that, SydB_JenG. It dose help, just something about wrighting helps to ease your mind and dull the pain deep inside...
 
SiriCerasi said:
btvaughn said:
SiriCerasi said:
My life is so boring. I think about the future and I see at least 7 more years of waking up early every day and living for the weekends, killing myself doing homework, and then what? Another 30 or 40 or 50 years doing the same thing except with a different face. Ok... anyone else not see a point to that?
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Sometimes I wonder, but then I figure once I can get through high-school, what's waiting ahead? It's fun to think that someday you may be able to get married, have kids, or do something you've always wanted to.
I think it takes all of the pains and sufferings in life to finally see the point of why we are living...something it may take all our life to see.
And a quote for that....
"Each day, I wake up one day closer to the future I’ve always dreamed of."
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First you need a future you are dreaming of.

And that song is beautiful, I love the lyrics. They are so true! I have so few friends, it makes me cherish them more.
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true...but i've always been a dreamer.
 
I wanna talk to any of your who haev offered too! None of you are bugging me! In fact you are making me all feel better! I wanna tell a short story about Emily! I met her when I was 4 years old in ballet class. We use to always laugh and do things together! I remember looking over my shoulder while on stage and seeing her happy face. And today I saw her still and resting in peace! She was so free-spirited and loving! Wjen lekumia struck her at 10 she was still the same. She kept that way till her last day on this Earth on March 1. 2003. I want everyone to know she was a fighter and loved this world. Enjoy life, never give up, never stop trying, live life to the fullest! She did and I can too!
 
aliaschick4mv said:
I had a friend of mine die of cancer over the summer. We weren't that close, but it still hit me pretty hard. It must be a lot worse for you if she was your best friend. After my friend died I wrote this poem about it, and it kinda sucks, but I dunno, maybe it'll make you feel better, or maybe you can just relate to it:

I don’t know where you are now
But I’m sure it’s someplace great
Blue skies, green grass, and daisies
And a great big chocolate cake

I don’t know where you are now
But I’m sure it’s someplace cool
Where everyone is happy
And there are no inflicting rules

I don’t know where you are now
But I just want you to know
That everyone here loves you
And our hearts followed in tow

So we hope that you may here this
Wherever you may be
And know that we all love you
And hope you’re happy as can be

This girl, my friend? She was the sweetest girl on the planet, and never said anything bad about anyone. And there is no doubt in my mind that she was put on this Earth to teach us all a message. We all have a lesson to teach others, but her's was so strong because she only had a short time to be there. Everyone has a purpose and everything happens for a reason. I think your friend was sent down to teach you something, no matter what it was. Never forget that lesson. Teach it to others. She'll always be with you.
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Aliaschick4mv is my frend and I also lost the same frend.It was very hard over the summer she was only 13 and the nicest girl alive! :D
 
MVIASHOTTIE, I love your poem! I know how you feel! I have been having a very hard time focusing in school and at home. I mean I look at the window and think I see Emily and me playing in the snow like we did as kids. I hope I can be as brave as you! I am not a very senstive person, but ths has hit me really hard! And Murkywater, never say that you wanna die! I am only 14 and am in college course classes like pre-calcus and English 5. I have like 3 hours of homework each night, have my dance, kickboxing and track, plus a play in a week! SO believe me we all have a lot of stuff! LOL Never say you wanna die cause when a life is taken from someone the pain is so real it hurts and you wanna die, but all your love ones want you to move on!
 
Bondgal2007 said:
MVIASHOTTIE, I love your poem! I know how you feel! I have been having a very hard time focusing in school and at home. I mean I look at the window and think I see Emily and me playing in the snow like we did as kids. I hope I can be as brave as you! I am not a very senstive person, but ths has hit me really hard! And Murkywater, never say that you wanna die! I am only 14 and am in college course classes like pre-calcus and English 5. I have like 3 hours of homework each night, have my dance, kickboxing and track, plus a play in a week! SO believe me we all have a lot of stuff! LOL Never say you wanna die cause when a life is taken from someone the pain is so real it hurts and you wanna die, but all your love ones want you to move on!
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Wow you have a lot to do! :woot: I'm pretty bussy but I never feel like dieing over schoolwork :rolleyes:

Btw, aliaschick4mv wrote that pome, not MVIASHOTTIE :smiley:
 
SiriCerasi said:
Alias 56 said:
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Not trying to seem pessemistic or anything, but I've never really believed in God. I dont know... it always seemed more believable that we are on our own. But hey, thats a matter of opinion and faith I suppose.
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Well that's your disition -_- Some people think of God like a Santa... witch is really sad... Hey without God in my life I'ed be dead, probibly a fue times over by now too. Cos my life is so horrible, I'm just the type for suaside, infact I've almost done it, more then 5 times! :eek: ... But I'm here now, witch is a really good thing! ^_^
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That is a very good thing! We would miss you a lot :(

And sometimes I do wish I believed in something or someone, because my life often times seems so pointless and not worth living, it would be nice to find some meaning to it sometime :confused:
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Faith is sometimes hard to have. I know that this is a common analogy, but God is like the wind, you can't see Him, but you can feel Him all around and can see the effects of Him. Faith is something you have to have and believe, even if you can't always explain it.

I will pray that you will find your way into God's ever-loving arms. :smiley:
 
That was very sweet S&V!
To Bondgal2007~ Thank-you so much for sharing the story. It gave me goosebumbs to hear it, but I like being able to hear she was an incredible person. I hope you're improving each day!
To Aliaschick4mv~ That was an incredible poem. I definitely want to keep it near by when I start missing my Grandpa.
 
AWWW I'm so glad you guys like it! We're putting it in my yearbook at school in the end of the year. When I saw this forum I thought that you know that made my friends feel better, maybe it'll comfort you guys a little. I've been reading a lot about how you guys find your lives pointless. Have you guys read how crushed people are when people die? You have a purpose in life, and if you can find ONE person and make their lives better or enhance who they are then your lives have meaning. Never EVER forget that. Someone out there loves you, probably a lot of people. I mean, why throw your lives away when you can make others in your position feel better? I mean, how many famous people had some really rough upbringings? THeres Pink and Eminem and Christina Aguilera and a ton of other people I don't know or havent heard about. You're never alone. The way I see it, if I can find ONE good thing in my day, from something like a clear sky to a good lunch a hug from a friend, no matter how trivial it is you all have something good in your lives. That is your point to life. Never forget that. Another verse of a poem I wrote:
Have you ever wondered, whose lives we were meant to change, who's world will be so different when we are in their days. Have you ever wondered what changes we will make, what changes we will influence to make our world so great. BTW copyright 2002 by ME! You have purpose. You might not have found it yet, but you will. Promise.
 
The more I listen to My Immortal the more I like it. I start crying every time I hear it now, though. The words are so sad but also kind of happy. I know this doesnt seem like much to most of you but every time i hear it I think of my cat who died when i was in 5th grade. I loved him so much, I was devastated. It was like losing a best friend, because I love my cats more than anything in the world. I dont know what I would do if the ones I have now died. :confused:
 
That's when faith comes in. Everyone is placed here for a reason, and everyone leaves when it is time. While we may not always understand, we have to know that God knows best.

While I have not had any friends die, I lost a very good friend (my first "real" boyfriend) because his depression drove himself away from me. While it did hurt tremendously, I know that he taught me a lot, and I will never forget him. God does everything for a reason, and we have to have faith even though it doesn't always make sense.
 
*shrug* I just have never been one to believe in God. But thank you all the same :smiley:

And none of my friends have ever died, but i have moved apart from most of them. Right now I only have 2 or 3 good friends, which is kind of depressing.
 

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