AgentDesertRose
Tragic Romantic
Hey all,
I know I left a couple weeks ago because I couldn't take all of this anymore. But now, I have nothing to do anymore. I want to just kill myself sometimes, but I won't. I want to just scratch at my wrists until there is just pain.
I don't know. I mean I hate myself, but maybe I need something like AA to bring something else besides pain in my life.
Should I come back? I don't know. No one cares that I left anyways. No one ever IMed me after. No one cared to. They just thought I was part of the crowd leaving. Does it matter anymore? Does anything f*cking matter anymore? I don't know.
Do I have any friends left here? Probably not, they all probably forgot about me. That is what happens with everyone here. And also the friends that see this thread will wonder why I am acting like I am in such a crappy mood but wondering if I should come back.
I don't know. I f*cking don't know anything anymore.
Kat
I know I left a couple weeks ago because I couldn't take all of this anymore. But now, I have nothing to do anymore. I want to just kill myself sometimes, but I won't. I want to just scratch at my wrists until there is just pain.
I don't know. I mean I hate myself, but maybe I need something like AA to bring something else besides pain in my life.
Should I come back? I don't know. No one cares that I left anyways. No one ever IMed me after. No one cared to. They just thought I was part of the crowd leaving. Does it matter anymore? Does anything f*cking matter anymore? I don't know.
Do I have any friends left here? Probably not, they all probably forgot about me. That is what happens with everyone here. And also the friends that see this thread will wonder why I am acting like I am in such a crappy mood but wondering if I should come back.
I don't know. I f*cking don't know anything anymore.
Kat
Please please stay!!!!!! I know you're going through a rough time in your life right now, please don't hesitate to IM me @ xCourtneyKikix if you want to.