irishwatson
Cadet
THIS HAS BEEN EDITED!!!!
Author's Note: This is my first alias fanfic so please be kind... I wasn't happy with how vaughn proposed and how sydney told him she was pregnant. this takes place on the season 4 finale just before they leave to fight Yelena and save the world. there are a few scenes from the finale that i have reworded,
this is after sydney and nadia saved irina. Oh and Vaughn never married Lauren, I'm not sure if this is going to be R Rated or not so i've just posted it here just in case.....season 4 finale spoilers
Vaughn walked into the appartment he had been sharing with sydney for the last 6 months
"Syd, You home?" called Vaughn,
Vaughn sees Sydney standing in the door way.
"hey i got your message..." begun vaughn but he stopped when he noticed Sydney's tear stained cheeks "hey whats wrong? is it Irina?"
Vaughn put down his suitcase and picked sydney up in his arms as she clung to him
Vaughn carried sydney to the couch and sat her down, he sat next to her and held her
"has something happened?" asked vaughn
"Um, the doctor called" whispered sydney
"what did he say?" asked vaughn intwining his fingers with sydney's
"um...i know we always said we'd wait to have a family...wait til Yelena, Slone, Sark, and everyone was gone, to wait til the world was a safer place... i know we always said we would look into our options of IVF and adoption when the time was right, because i couldn't have kids, because my eggs were um stolen, like so many other things, by Rambaldi. I know the world isn't as safe as we had hoped. When ever we made love we never used protection... because i couldn't have kids... i have no idea how your going to react to this... i don't want to loose you...i'm just going to say it...Vaughn i love you so much...and i don't how, but by some miracle...I'm Pregnant" said Sydney who had been looking at their hands the whole time,
"Your Pregnant?" he asked "how is that possible?"
"I don't know" said Sydney "Where are you with this, Vaughn? I just need to know how you feel. Is it something you want?"
"The truth?" asked Vaughn
"of course" replied sydney looking up at Vaughn
"your Right, What we do — the things we see everyday. Honestly, no. I didn't think this was what I wanted. I mean, bringing a baby into this world? That is so messed up. I just assumed th-that I'd wait. That we'd wait." said Vaughn
"For?" Asked Sydney
"For things to be safe, or at least safer." replied Vaughn
"Yeah i get it" said Sydney looking down at her hands, holding back the tears "Um ok, If thats what you want...but i'm keeping it...even if it means loosing you"
"Syd look at me" said vaughn. sydney slowly raised her eyes and looked into vaughn's eyes to see his reaction expecting to see fear, hurt, hatred but was surprised to see Love and Joy "You didn't let me finish; But looking at you, all I can think about is what our kid is goign to be like. I'm not worried about the world. I just ... I can't wait to meet thi-this new little person. Syd of course we're keeping it...its a miracle...syd that babies apart of you...apart of us...sure the timings not perfect but WE'RE HAVING A BABY!"
Sydney smiles
"Really? I mean it's pretty great, right?" asked Sydney
"You're going to be an amazing mom, and I'm going to be a disaster. I've never changed a diaper." said Vaughn
"Neither have I! We're going to have to call Marshall to assist." Laughed Sydney
Vaughn smiled and kissed Sydney
"i am so happy" he said "How far along are you?" asked vaughn
"about six weeks" said Sydney
"so, Our baby was conceived...in Russia when we were posing as Karen and Dave" Said vaughn
"yeah, in that Pink Bathroom" said Sydney smiling
Vaughn Laughed
sydney's smiled faded
"what?" asked vaughn
"um its stupid, its just that our baby was conceived when we were pretending to be someone else, i don't know i wish it had been when we were us" whispered sydney
"syd, our alias' may have been Karen and Dave, but i was making love to you not karen, and if i remember correctly, when you climaxed you screamed my name not Dave's. i remember thinking it was a miracle we hadn't been exposed then" smiled Vaughn "we may have been posing as karen and dave but we were making love as Sydney and Vaughn. and we may not have conceived the baby in russia, we may have conceived when we were taking things "slow" after our first APO Mission, or after you posed as Charlene or after you were buried alive, any one of those times"
sydney smiled
"the point is this child was conceived in love" whispered vaughn "our little mirracle, i dont really care about when we concieved, i just care about the fact that its a little of both of us, and that it was natural, IVF and Adoption weren't as appealing to me as having one naturally"
Vaughn gently pushed sydney back so that she was lying on her back and he was above her
"i love you so much" whispered Vaughn kissing her stomach "and i love you baby...Daddy's little miracle"
sydney giggled as vaughn kissed her lips softly and gently
"syd..." begun Vaughn
"yeah?" asked sydney
"Will you marry me?" asked vaughn "wait before you answer that, i need you to know, this isn't a because i feel responsible or because we are expecting our first child, or me wanting to do the right thing... I have been carrying this ring around for weeks trying to find the perfect time to ask you, i had this ring in my pocket when i dropped you off before you died...before you were taken, what i said to you in the dealership was true... We were going to Santa Barbara, i had booked the Presidential Suite at the Biltmore, i had this whole romantic weekend planned a candle lit dinner on the cliffs overlooking the ocean. when i had told you about Santa Barbara you couldn't stop talking about the Giraffe with the crooked neck, the way your face lit up, so when i got home after dropping you off, i got home and cancelled all my plans with the intention of kneeling on one knee in sawdust and asking you to spend the rest of your life with me in front of the Giraffe with the crooked neck... of course that didn't happen... when i was packing my bag, i was staring at the ring when i got a phone call from weiss telling me to get to your appartment ASAP... and when i got there they were wheeling Will out... your appartment was nothing but a big black, wet shell.... i heard there were two bodies, i ran in there, weiss tried to stop me...but i had to...i ran over to your body...or what i thought was your body... the body was so black...i couldn't see your beautiful eyes, your beautiful hair, i couldn't believe it was you, i didn't want to believe it was you then... i-i saw the charred silver neck lace that held Danny's engagement ring, that you had worn around your neck as a reminder of what you were fighting for..." vaughn stopped and gave into the tears he had been fighting. "i took it off your neck and held it my hands with my engagement ring and cried, then i held you and cried...i don't know how long i was sitting there crying...weiss came over with your dad...your dad was crying, i never even thought jack bristow was capable of crying... we hugged each other for what seemed an eternity...dixion was there and so was marshall...dixion went to zip up the body bag but i wouldn't let him... i kissed your hand, they said we needed a photo of you to put in the bag, i put one of the ones from my wallet in there, i then kissed your head and zipped the bag up, i didn't need DNA results, when i saw the necklace i really thought it was you... "
Vaughn stopped to wipe away his tears, Sydney listened to him crying silently, vaughn had never really talked to her about that night
"i scattered your ashes off the cliff at Santa Barbara and everyday for those two years i wore that chain around my neck, with danny and my ring on it... some people thought it was weird that i was wearing two engagement rings around my neck, expecially the fact that i was wearing the ring of my fiance' and the ring that she had been given by another man... but that was all i had left of you except for a few photos that i kept in my wallet...I'm so sorry i gave up on you....and then two years later, after quitting the CIA, i got a call when i was at a bar drinking away my sorrows. to go to Hong Kong. than when you came back... i wanted so much to propose to you...but i couldn't, not until the Covenant was gone. a few weeks ago i decided it was time... i asked your dad for his permision, then i told Nadia and Weiss, i even asked will for his permission"
Vaughn took the necklace out from his pocket
sydney gasped tears in her eyes
"vaughn i thought i had lost this, with everything else" whispered sydney
"thats why i kept it, i should have given it back to you in Hong Kong but i wanted to give it to you when the time was right..." said vaughn
vaughn un did the clasp and slid his ring off, and then put the chain and Danny's ring around her neck
"sydney i want you to keep wearing danny's ring around your neck, he ment alot to you and i don't want you to forget him, i'm not trying to replace him...he was a good man, and he loved you so much...and i know a part of you still loves him and always will, i want you t keep wearing it, i just want you not to wear it when we make love... at our wedding and on a honeymoon... those are the times i want you all to myself" said vaughn
sydney smiled as Vaughn picked up sydney's left hand and went to place the ring on her finger when he stopped, he sat sydney up and knelt in front of her
"I was gonna take you to the beach, Santa Barbara. We’d go out for a walk, maybe when the sun was setting. But now we’re here, and i don't know whats going to happen in Savogda, And I may never get another chance to do this again. sydney You are my Best Friend, You are my lfe line both on and off the field, you are the love of my life, my Sole Mate and the mother of my unborn child. You were taken from me once but i promise you i will never let that happen again...i promise to love, protect and care for you and our child for the rest of my life. Sometimes I wake up before you do, and I watch you sleep. And I’m overwhelmed because. . .you’re so amazing. And I don’t know why I’m lucky enough to have you in my life, but you’re here with me. And I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you trying to make you as happy as you make me. Sydney Anne Bristow, Will you marry me?"
Sydney smiled
"yes! Yes i will marry you!" she smiled as vaughn slid the ring on her finger and kissed him passionatley when air was an issue they seperated and vaughn lent his forehead against sydney's "I love you so much"
"i love you too" whispered Vaughn
Vaughn hugged Sydney tight
"I swear to god i won't ever let you go" he whispered "God you just told me we are having a baby and then you agree to be my wife...god i am the happiest person on earth. I promise you i won't ever disapoint you, i will the token husband, I will go to the supermarket at all hours to fulfil your cravings, i will be there when the baby first kicks, i will be there for every single ultrasound, doctors appointment, i will be there when our baby comes into the world, i will massage your feet, i will massage your back nightly, i will get up in the middle of the night when our baby is crying, i will go to every single soccer game, recital, parent teacher interview, i will tell you daily how much i love you and how beautiful you are, everytime i will kiss you it will be with passion, even when our kids are teenagers and tell us to get a room, and i plan to show you every single moment of the day for the rest of our lives how much i love you, whether it's holding your hair back when you make friends with the toliet bowl, or pulling your chair out, or opening doors for you, or making you coffee, or doing jobs around the house, or holding you when you cry, putting up with your abuse when your in labour, making love to you every night, having showers with you, taking you dancing, saving your life, being your "invisible friend" when your on missions, taking you out for dinner or just kissing you. i will never let you feel neglected, alone, or unloved"
sydney smiled tears pouring down her cheeks
"that wasn't supposed to make you cry" whispered vaughn wiping her tears away
"these are happy tears, how did i end up with someone so perfect?" asked sydney
vaughn smiled and sat down next to her pulling her close to him, wrapping one arm protectively around her stomach and the other hand stroking her hair as she rested her head on his chest vaughn tilted sydney's chin with his finger and lent down and kissed her, sydney pulled away and got up and straddled him, kissing him passionately, vaughn cupped her face as licked his tongue over her lips seeking entrance, which sydney allowed, vaughn thrust his tongue into sydney's welcoming mouth, sydney sucked on vaughns toungue while vaughn slid his hand up sydney's top, vaughn looked at sydney wih such love and desire as he gently stroked her breasts she looked so beautiful from her red bruised lips to her small yet ample breasts that fit perfectly in his hands.
sydney smiled stroking his face, she knew she was having an effect on him, she could feel his hardness growing agaist her thigh
"you have no idea how much i want you right now" whispered vaughn
" I have a few ideas" smiled sydney grabbing his shaft throught the fabric of his pants, vaughn moaned
"do we have time?" he asked
"we always have time" she whispered
"we have to make it quick...are you ready for me?" asked vaughn
"i always am sweetheart" she whispered nibbling his ear
"guys you home?" called Nadia
"felgercarb" said sydney grabing a blanket and draping it over them
nadia and weiss walked in just us they were covering themselves
"Syd did you tell him...." begun nadia "oh... um sorry"
sydney buried her face into vaughns chest embarrassed
"yeah she told me" said vaughn "um can you guys give us a minute?"
"yeah" said nadia and weiss gave him the thumbsup before leaving
"syd you ok?" asked vaughn
"yeah" she said siting next to him "weiss nadia you can come in"
nadia and weiss came back in
"sorry we should have knocked, i just came to get my stuff" said nadia
"your stuff? why?" asked sydney
"i'm moving in with eric" said nadia
"really? thats great" said sydney "i told vaughn that i was pregnant and we are getting married"
nadia squealed and ran over to sydney while sydney showed her the ring
"vaughn had this before i went missing, and then he found this necklace on the body they thought was me, i wore this necklace constantly as it was a reminder of what i was fighting for, it had danny's engagement ring on it. and vaughn hade been wearing it along with my ring around his neck" said sydney
"thats so sweet" said nadia hugging sydney
vaughn shook weiss' hand
"congrats man... i thought the necklace was familiar" said weiss
ten minutes later nadia and weiss had gone with a few of nadia's things agreeing to come back for dinner the next night. sydney and vaughn were sitting on the couch vaughn wrapping one arm protectively around her stomach and the other hand stroking her hair as she rested her head on his chest vaughn tilted sydney's chin with his finger and lent down and kissed her
"i wish we could stay like this forever" whispered sydney "but we have to go save the world"
sydney had ment this as a joke but vaughn just sat there silent, sydney sat up and looked at him
"thats was a joke" she whispered "i better go get ready"
sydney went to stand up when vaughn stopped her
"syd, wait, i would be lying if i told you i was ok with you jumping out of a plane into god knows what and fighting your aunt and destroying yet another red ball, Syd i know better then to try and stop you... but promise me you'll be safe, promise me that i won't have to Bury you and our un born child..." whispered Vaughn
"i promise you i'll be ok. Vaughn i have to do this Yelena she betrayed Nadia, she used Nadia, i let the woman into my house, she's been playing mind games with us for months...she had us think my mum was dead and that you father was alive... i have to do this" said sydney "and besides your coming with me"
"i know its just..." begun vaughn when sydney stopped him
"don't say it...ok? lets go save the world then when we come back we can celebrate" said sydney
vaughn smiled as he followed sydney out the door
On the Plane
Vaughn walks to Sydney and sits next to her
"how are you feeling?" asked vaughn
"scared...when it's just me risking my life i'm not that nervous or scared but this times different...my actions could put your life in danger, or nadia's or my mum's even my dad's not to mention our baby" whispered sydney
Irina who had been walking past heard this
"baby?" she asked sydney "Oh my God... are you pregnant?"
Sydney nodded
"Yes but please don't tell dad, he won't let me do this and i have to" whispered Sydney
Jack walked over having heard the conversation
"i already know, the doctor called me...to tell me since i am director and your father....i'm not happy with you risking the life of my grandchild but i agree you have to do this" said jack
Sydney nodded
"i know your scared but you'll be ok, we won't let anything happen to our child ok?" said vaughn
sydney nodded leaning her head against vaughn's chest, vaughn wrapped his arms around her and stroked her face, kissing her forehead, irina and jack smiled before walking away
"i love you" whispered sydney
"i love you too" said Vaughn
"vaughn, this is going to be my last mission, once Yelena is gone, i'm leaving APO, The CIA i just want to be a normal mother. Besides Marshall, Nadia, Dad, Weiss, Dixion and My mum will ensure that Sark and Sloane don't get away" said Sydney " i want to be a stay at home mother, watching our baby grow, i want a house in santa barbara, but i don't want to be worring constantly about whether or not your gonna come home...vaughn lets retire, lets be normal parents"
Vaughn smiled
"Retirement sounds perfect" he whispered kissing her gently
Sydney kisses Vaughn’s hand. She fingers the back of Vaughn’s head. She takes her hand away to look at her ring and Smiles.
"I had a thought." said sydney
"Yeah?" smiled vaughn
"What if we just blow off the whole big-wedding thing? What if we just do it on the beach?" suggested sydne
"the beach?" Smiled vaughn
"What do you think?" asked sydney
"I like it. Barefoot on the beach, you’d look sexy as hell. Oh, but wait. What about your dad? He doesn’t look like the kind of guy who likes to have sand between his toes." laughed vaughn
"That’s true." laughed sydney "So. . .we won’t invite him."
"Your father?" asked vaughn in disbelief
"What if we don’t invite anyone? We just elope?" suggested sydney
"You’re serious?" he asked
sydney nodded
"I would love it." she smiled
"All right. Then we’ll elope." said vaughn "after this we'll go to santa barbara and elope"
"Have I told you that I love you?" asked sydney
vaughns laughs
"Yeah. Go ahead, tell me again."
"I love you." she whispers playing with his hair again
"I love you too." he smiled
"I know. Say it again." she whispered
"i love you syd" he whispered "i can't wait to be your husband"
vaughn lifted up her shirt ad kissed her stomach
"and i love you too baby" he says in a baby voice
sydney laughs kissing him
"when we get there and you have to dismantle the ball, i wish i could go with you" whispered vaughn
"It’s a one-person job. My mum will relay up the wiring instructions. I can disarm the device myself." smiled Sydney
"You can’t outrun the wall of water that thing’s gonna turn into." argued Vaughn
"How are you going to help me?" asked Sydney
"We’ll figure something out. You’ll run faster if I’m chasing you." Smile Vaughn
"I’ll be fine. And they need you in the bunker. If we don’t get Elena. . ." argued Sydney "and besides i don't want you with me after what happened in tapai, i know mum said the water is save, but i don't want you getting sick again and i dont want you to get caught in the water again. i want our baby to grow up with a father, a healthy father"
"syd..." Begun Vaughn "when the ball turns into water, i want you to run like mad, don't stop ok? dont stop til your with me and your safe"
sydney nodded with tears pouring down her cheeks
"i'm scared, not just about the water, but if i don't come back, i'm scared you won't be able to survive loosing me again" cried sydney
"just come back to me" replied vaughn
"Just in case, Vaughn I forgive you" she whispered
"For what?" asked Vaughn
"For thinking i was dead for 2 years for giving up, i want you to stop blaming yourself, you weren't to know" whispered sydney tears in her eyes
Vaughn wraps his arm around her and they kiss, vaughn crying into her shoulder, he had been waiting for her to say that for so long
"Come back to me safely" he beggs "both of you
"i will" she whispered kissing him
"Savogda in 5 minutes get ready to jump" said jack
Vaughn stood up and helped sydney stand up, he then helped her into her parachute then his own, as the hatch opened he held her hand as they jumped into Savogda....
Vaughn and Irina are working on the brakes.
"You shouldn’t wait." said Irina
"For what?" asked Vaughn
"I saw the ring." replied Irina
"Yeah, you know what? You killed my father. The way I see it, I don’t have to ask for your blessings." Replied Vaughn
"Despite that, you may have them. Along with some advice." Said irina
"Marital advice from you. Wondeful. Like what, don’t betray your spouse?" Scoffed Vaughn
"Yeah, that’d be one of them. But even between a husband and a wife, some secrets are acceptable. However, your activities are not." Said Irina
"i don't know what your talking about, Sydney and I have no secrets! I love your Daughter, i intend to marry her, i have been wanting to marry her for years, in fact i had planned to propose to her the night she was taken... we are having a child together. If this whole martial advice charade was some abstract way of getting information on my feelings for your daughter, like when i asked you for the cure...then you really need to work on your approach. I assure you though, i will not betray her and our child like you did to Jack and Sydney. I am willing to be civil to you, not because i like you or because i trust you because i don't, you kill my father. I am willing to be civil to you because god only knows why, but sydney loves you and thinks you have changed and if you hurt her or our child i will give you the same respect you showed my father and kill you to the point that you can only be IDd by your dental records. I Love Sydney and I will do anything to protect her" said Vaughn
"Thats all i wanted to know" said Irina smiling
TBC
Author's Note: This is my first alias fanfic so please be kind... I wasn't happy with how vaughn proposed and how sydney told him she was pregnant. this takes place on the season 4 finale just before they leave to fight Yelena and save the world. there are a few scenes from the finale that i have reworded,
this is after sydney and nadia saved irina. Oh and Vaughn never married Lauren, I'm not sure if this is going to be R Rated or not so i've just posted it here just in case.....season 4 finale spoilers
Vaughn walked into the appartment he had been sharing with sydney for the last 6 months
"Syd, You home?" called Vaughn,
Vaughn sees Sydney standing in the door way.
"hey i got your message..." begun vaughn but he stopped when he noticed Sydney's tear stained cheeks "hey whats wrong? is it Irina?"
Vaughn put down his suitcase and picked sydney up in his arms as she clung to him
Vaughn carried sydney to the couch and sat her down, he sat next to her and held her
"has something happened?" asked vaughn
"Um, the doctor called" whispered sydney
"what did he say?" asked vaughn intwining his fingers with sydney's
"um...i know we always said we'd wait to have a family...wait til Yelena, Slone, Sark, and everyone was gone, to wait til the world was a safer place... i know we always said we would look into our options of IVF and adoption when the time was right, because i couldn't have kids, because my eggs were um stolen, like so many other things, by Rambaldi. I know the world isn't as safe as we had hoped. When ever we made love we never used protection... because i couldn't have kids... i have no idea how your going to react to this... i don't want to loose you...i'm just going to say it...Vaughn i love you so much...and i don't how, but by some miracle...I'm Pregnant" said Sydney who had been looking at their hands the whole time,
"Your Pregnant?" he asked "how is that possible?"
"I don't know" said Sydney "Where are you with this, Vaughn? I just need to know how you feel. Is it something you want?"
"The truth?" asked Vaughn
"of course" replied sydney looking up at Vaughn
"your Right, What we do — the things we see everyday. Honestly, no. I didn't think this was what I wanted. I mean, bringing a baby into this world? That is so messed up. I just assumed th-that I'd wait. That we'd wait." said Vaughn
"For?" Asked Sydney
"For things to be safe, or at least safer." replied Vaughn
"Yeah i get it" said Sydney looking down at her hands, holding back the tears "Um ok, If thats what you want...but i'm keeping it...even if it means loosing you"
"Syd look at me" said vaughn. sydney slowly raised her eyes and looked into vaughn's eyes to see his reaction expecting to see fear, hurt, hatred but was surprised to see Love and Joy "You didn't let me finish; But looking at you, all I can think about is what our kid is goign to be like. I'm not worried about the world. I just ... I can't wait to meet thi-this new little person. Syd of course we're keeping it...its a miracle...syd that babies apart of you...apart of us...sure the timings not perfect but WE'RE HAVING A BABY!"
Sydney smiles
"Really? I mean it's pretty great, right?" asked Sydney
"You're going to be an amazing mom, and I'm going to be a disaster. I've never changed a diaper." said Vaughn
"Neither have I! We're going to have to call Marshall to assist." Laughed Sydney
Vaughn smiled and kissed Sydney
"i am so happy" he said "How far along are you?" asked vaughn
"about six weeks" said Sydney
"so, Our baby was conceived...in Russia when we were posing as Karen and Dave" Said vaughn
"yeah, in that Pink Bathroom" said Sydney smiling
Vaughn Laughed
sydney's smiled faded
"what?" asked vaughn
"um its stupid, its just that our baby was conceived when we were pretending to be someone else, i don't know i wish it had been when we were us" whispered sydney
"syd, our alias' may have been Karen and Dave, but i was making love to you not karen, and if i remember correctly, when you climaxed you screamed my name not Dave's. i remember thinking it was a miracle we hadn't been exposed then" smiled Vaughn "we may have been posing as karen and dave but we were making love as Sydney and Vaughn. and we may not have conceived the baby in russia, we may have conceived when we were taking things "slow" after our first APO Mission, or after you posed as Charlene or after you were buried alive, any one of those times"
sydney smiled
"the point is this child was conceived in love" whispered vaughn "our little mirracle, i dont really care about when we concieved, i just care about the fact that its a little of both of us, and that it was natural, IVF and Adoption weren't as appealing to me as having one naturally"
Vaughn gently pushed sydney back so that she was lying on her back and he was above her
"i love you so much" whispered Vaughn kissing her stomach "and i love you baby...Daddy's little miracle"
sydney giggled as vaughn kissed her lips softly and gently
"syd..." begun Vaughn
"yeah?" asked sydney
"Will you marry me?" asked vaughn "wait before you answer that, i need you to know, this isn't a because i feel responsible or because we are expecting our first child, or me wanting to do the right thing... I have been carrying this ring around for weeks trying to find the perfect time to ask you, i had this ring in my pocket when i dropped you off before you died...before you were taken, what i said to you in the dealership was true... We were going to Santa Barbara, i had booked the Presidential Suite at the Biltmore, i had this whole romantic weekend planned a candle lit dinner on the cliffs overlooking the ocean. when i had told you about Santa Barbara you couldn't stop talking about the Giraffe with the crooked neck, the way your face lit up, so when i got home after dropping you off, i got home and cancelled all my plans with the intention of kneeling on one knee in sawdust and asking you to spend the rest of your life with me in front of the Giraffe with the crooked neck... of course that didn't happen... when i was packing my bag, i was staring at the ring when i got a phone call from weiss telling me to get to your appartment ASAP... and when i got there they were wheeling Will out... your appartment was nothing but a big black, wet shell.... i heard there were two bodies, i ran in there, weiss tried to stop me...but i had to...i ran over to your body...or what i thought was your body... the body was so black...i couldn't see your beautiful eyes, your beautiful hair, i couldn't believe it was you, i didn't want to believe it was you then... i-i saw the charred silver neck lace that held Danny's engagement ring, that you had worn around your neck as a reminder of what you were fighting for..." vaughn stopped and gave into the tears he had been fighting. "i took it off your neck and held it my hands with my engagement ring and cried, then i held you and cried...i don't know how long i was sitting there crying...weiss came over with your dad...your dad was crying, i never even thought jack bristow was capable of crying... we hugged each other for what seemed an eternity...dixion was there and so was marshall...dixion went to zip up the body bag but i wouldn't let him... i kissed your hand, they said we needed a photo of you to put in the bag, i put one of the ones from my wallet in there, i then kissed your head and zipped the bag up, i didn't need DNA results, when i saw the necklace i really thought it was you... "
Vaughn stopped to wipe away his tears, Sydney listened to him crying silently, vaughn had never really talked to her about that night
"i scattered your ashes off the cliff at Santa Barbara and everyday for those two years i wore that chain around my neck, with danny and my ring on it... some people thought it was weird that i was wearing two engagement rings around my neck, expecially the fact that i was wearing the ring of my fiance' and the ring that she had been given by another man... but that was all i had left of you except for a few photos that i kept in my wallet...I'm so sorry i gave up on you....and then two years later, after quitting the CIA, i got a call when i was at a bar drinking away my sorrows. to go to Hong Kong. than when you came back... i wanted so much to propose to you...but i couldn't, not until the Covenant was gone. a few weeks ago i decided it was time... i asked your dad for his permision, then i told Nadia and Weiss, i even asked will for his permission"
Vaughn took the necklace out from his pocket
sydney gasped tears in her eyes
"vaughn i thought i had lost this, with everything else" whispered sydney
"thats why i kept it, i should have given it back to you in Hong Kong but i wanted to give it to you when the time was right..." said vaughn
vaughn un did the clasp and slid his ring off, and then put the chain and Danny's ring around her neck
"sydney i want you to keep wearing danny's ring around your neck, he ment alot to you and i don't want you to forget him, i'm not trying to replace him...he was a good man, and he loved you so much...and i know a part of you still loves him and always will, i want you t keep wearing it, i just want you not to wear it when we make love... at our wedding and on a honeymoon... those are the times i want you all to myself" said vaughn
sydney smiled as Vaughn picked up sydney's left hand and went to place the ring on her finger when he stopped, he sat sydney up and knelt in front of her
"I was gonna take you to the beach, Santa Barbara. We’d go out for a walk, maybe when the sun was setting. But now we’re here, and i don't know whats going to happen in Savogda, And I may never get another chance to do this again. sydney You are my Best Friend, You are my lfe line both on and off the field, you are the love of my life, my Sole Mate and the mother of my unborn child. You were taken from me once but i promise you i will never let that happen again...i promise to love, protect and care for you and our child for the rest of my life. Sometimes I wake up before you do, and I watch you sleep. And I’m overwhelmed because. . .you’re so amazing. And I don’t know why I’m lucky enough to have you in my life, but you’re here with me. And I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you trying to make you as happy as you make me. Sydney Anne Bristow, Will you marry me?"
Sydney smiled
"yes! Yes i will marry you!" she smiled as vaughn slid the ring on her finger and kissed him passionatley when air was an issue they seperated and vaughn lent his forehead against sydney's "I love you so much"
"i love you too" whispered Vaughn
Vaughn hugged Sydney tight
"I swear to god i won't ever let you go" he whispered "God you just told me we are having a baby and then you agree to be my wife...god i am the happiest person on earth. I promise you i won't ever disapoint you, i will the token husband, I will go to the supermarket at all hours to fulfil your cravings, i will be there when the baby first kicks, i will be there for every single ultrasound, doctors appointment, i will be there when our baby comes into the world, i will massage your feet, i will massage your back nightly, i will get up in the middle of the night when our baby is crying, i will go to every single soccer game, recital, parent teacher interview, i will tell you daily how much i love you and how beautiful you are, everytime i will kiss you it will be with passion, even when our kids are teenagers and tell us to get a room, and i plan to show you every single moment of the day for the rest of our lives how much i love you, whether it's holding your hair back when you make friends with the toliet bowl, or pulling your chair out, or opening doors for you, or making you coffee, or doing jobs around the house, or holding you when you cry, putting up with your abuse when your in labour, making love to you every night, having showers with you, taking you dancing, saving your life, being your "invisible friend" when your on missions, taking you out for dinner or just kissing you. i will never let you feel neglected, alone, or unloved"
sydney smiled tears pouring down her cheeks
"that wasn't supposed to make you cry" whispered vaughn wiping her tears away
"these are happy tears, how did i end up with someone so perfect?" asked sydney
vaughn smiled and sat down next to her pulling her close to him, wrapping one arm protectively around her stomach and the other hand stroking her hair as she rested her head on his chest vaughn tilted sydney's chin with his finger and lent down and kissed her, sydney pulled away and got up and straddled him, kissing him passionately, vaughn cupped her face as licked his tongue over her lips seeking entrance, which sydney allowed, vaughn thrust his tongue into sydney's welcoming mouth, sydney sucked on vaughns toungue while vaughn slid his hand up sydney's top, vaughn looked at sydney wih such love and desire as he gently stroked her breasts she looked so beautiful from her red bruised lips to her small yet ample breasts that fit perfectly in his hands.
sydney smiled stroking his face, she knew she was having an effect on him, she could feel his hardness growing agaist her thigh
"you have no idea how much i want you right now" whispered vaughn
" I have a few ideas" smiled sydney grabbing his shaft throught the fabric of his pants, vaughn moaned
"do we have time?" he asked
"we always have time" she whispered
"we have to make it quick...are you ready for me?" asked vaughn
"i always am sweetheart" she whispered nibbling his ear
"guys you home?" called Nadia
"felgercarb" said sydney grabing a blanket and draping it over them
nadia and weiss walked in just us they were covering themselves
"Syd did you tell him...." begun nadia "oh... um sorry"
sydney buried her face into vaughns chest embarrassed
"yeah she told me" said vaughn "um can you guys give us a minute?"
"yeah" said nadia and weiss gave him the thumbsup before leaving
"syd you ok?" asked vaughn
"yeah" she said siting next to him "weiss nadia you can come in"
nadia and weiss came back in
"sorry we should have knocked, i just came to get my stuff" said nadia
"your stuff? why?" asked sydney
"i'm moving in with eric" said nadia
"really? thats great" said sydney "i told vaughn that i was pregnant and we are getting married"
nadia squealed and ran over to sydney while sydney showed her the ring
"vaughn had this before i went missing, and then he found this necklace on the body they thought was me, i wore this necklace constantly as it was a reminder of what i was fighting for, it had danny's engagement ring on it. and vaughn hade been wearing it along with my ring around his neck" said sydney
"thats so sweet" said nadia hugging sydney
vaughn shook weiss' hand
"congrats man... i thought the necklace was familiar" said weiss
ten minutes later nadia and weiss had gone with a few of nadia's things agreeing to come back for dinner the next night. sydney and vaughn were sitting on the couch vaughn wrapping one arm protectively around her stomach and the other hand stroking her hair as she rested her head on his chest vaughn tilted sydney's chin with his finger and lent down and kissed her
"i wish we could stay like this forever" whispered sydney "but we have to go save the world"
sydney had ment this as a joke but vaughn just sat there silent, sydney sat up and looked at him
"thats was a joke" she whispered "i better go get ready"
sydney went to stand up when vaughn stopped her
"syd, wait, i would be lying if i told you i was ok with you jumping out of a plane into god knows what and fighting your aunt and destroying yet another red ball, Syd i know better then to try and stop you... but promise me you'll be safe, promise me that i won't have to Bury you and our un born child..." whispered Vaughn
"i promise you i'll be ok. Vaughn i have to do this Yelena she betrayed Nadia, she used Nadia, i let the woman into my house, she's been playing mind games with us for months...she had us think my mum was dead and that you father was alive... i have to do this" said sydney "and besides your coming with me"
"i know its just..." begun vaughn when sydney stopped him
"don't say it...ok? lets go save the world then when we come back we can celebrate" said sydney
vaughn smiled as he followed sydney out the door
On the Plane
Vaughn walks to Sydney and sits next to her
"how are you feeling?" asked vaughn
"scared...when it's just me risking my life i'm not that nervous or scared but this times different...my actions could put your life in danger, or nadia's or my mum's even my dad's not to mention our baby" whispered sydney
Irina who had been walking past heard this
"baby?" she asked sydney "Oh my God... are you pregnant?"
Sydney nodded
"Yes but please don't tell dad, he won't let me do this and i have to" whispered Sydney
Jack walked over having heard the conversation
"i already know, the doctor called me...to tell me since i am director and your father....i'm not happy with you risking the life of my grandchild but i agree you have to do this" said jack
Sydney nodded
"i know your scared but you'll be ok, we won't let anything happen to our child ok?" said vaughn
sydney nodded leaning her head against vaughn's chest, vaughn wrapped his arms around her and stroked her face, kissing her forehead, irina and jack smiled before walking away
"i love you" whispered sydney
"i love you too" said Vaughn
"vaughn, this is going to be my last mission, once Yelena is gone, i'm leaving APO, The CIA i just want to be a normal mother. Besides Marshall, Nadia, Dad, Weiss, Dixion and My mum will ensure that Sark and Sloane don't get away" said Sydney " i want to be a stay at home mother, watching our baby grow, i want a house in santa barbara, but i don't want to be worring constantly about whether or not your gonna come home...vaughn lets retire, lets be normal parents"
Vaughn smiled
"Retirement sounds perfect" he whispered kissing her gently
Sydney kisses Vaughn’s hand. She fingers the back of Vaughn’s head. She takes her hand away to look at her ring and Smiles.
"I had a thought." said sydney
"Yeah?" smiled vaughn
"What if we just blow off the whole big-wedding thing? What if we just do it on the beach?" suggested sydne
"the beach?" Smiled vaughn
"What do you think?" asked sydney
"I like it. Barefoot on the beach, you’d look sexy as hell. Oh, but wait. What about your dad? He doesn’t look like the kind of guy who likes to have sand between his toes." laughed vaughn
"That’s true." laughed sydney "So. . .we won’t invite him."
"Your father?" asked vaughn in disbelief
"What if we don’t invite anyone? We just elope?" suggested sydney
"You’re serious?" he asked
sydney nodded
"I would love it." she smiled
"All right. Then we’ll elope." said vaughn "after this we'll go to santa barbara and elope"
"Have I told you that I love you?" asked sydney
vaughns laughs
"Yeah. Go ahead, tell me again."
"I love you." she whispers playing with his hair again
"I love you too." he smiled
"I know. Say it again." she whispered
"i love you syd" he whispered "i can't wait to be your husband"
vaughn lifted up her shirt ad kissed her stomach
"and i love you too baby" he says in a baby voice
sydney laughs kissing him
"when we get there and you have to dismantle the ball, i wish i could go with you" whispered vaughn
"It’s a one-person job. My mum will relay up the wiring instructions. I can disarm the device myself." smiled Sydney
"You can’t outrun the wall of water that thing’s gonna turn into." argued Vaughn
"How are you going to help me?" asked Sydney
"We’ll figure something out. You’ll run faster if I’m chasing you." Smile Vaughn
"I’ll be fine. And they need you in the bunker. If we don’t get Elena. . ." argued Sydney "and besides i don't want you with me after what happened in tapai, i know mum said the water is save, but i don't want you getting sick again and i dont want you to get caught in the water again. i want our baby to grow up with a father, a healthy father"
"syd..." Begun Vaughn "when the ball turns into water, i want you to run like mad, don't stop ok? dont stop til your with me and your safe"
sydney nodded with tears pouring down her cheeks
"i'm scared, not just about the water, but if i don't come back, i'm scared you won't be able to survive loosing me again" cried sydney
"just come back to me" replied vaughn
"Just in case, Vaughn I forgive you" she whispered
"For what?" asked Vaughn
"For thinking i was dead for 2 years for giving up, i want you to stop blaming yourself, you weren't to know" whispered sydney tears in her eyes
Vaughn wraps his arm around her and they kiss, vaughn crying into her shoulder, he had been waiting for her to say that for so long
"Come back to me safely" he beggs "both of you
"i will" she whispered kissing him
"Savogda in 5 minutes get ready to jump" said jack
Vaughn stood up and helped sydney stand up, he then helped her into her parachute then his own, as the hatch opened he held her hand as they jumped into Savogda....
Vaughn and Irina are working on the brakes.
"You shouldn’t wait." said Irina
"For what?" asked Vaughn
"I saw the ring." replied Irina
"Yeah, you know what? You killed my father. The way I see it, I don’t have to ask for your blessings." Replied Vaughn
"Despite that, you may have them. Along with some advice." Said irina
"Marital advice from you. Wondeful. Like what, don’t betray your spouse?" Scoffed Vaughn
"Yeah, that’d be one of them. But even between a husband and a wife, some secrets are acceptable. However, your activities are not." Said Irina
"i don't know what your talking about, Sydney and I have no secrets! I love your Daughter, i intend to marry her, i have been wanting to marry her for years, in fact i had planned to propose to her the night she was taken... we are having a child together. If this whole martial advice charade was some abstract way of getting information on my feelings for your daughter, like when i asked you for the cure...then you really need to work on your approach. I assure you though, i will not betray her and our child like you did to Jack and Sydney. I am willing to be civil to you, not because i like you or because i trust you because i don't, you kill my father. I am willing to be civil to you because god only knows why, but sydney loves you and thinks you have changed and if you hurt her or our child i will give you the same respect you showed my father and kill you to the point that you can only be IDd by your dental records. I Love Sydney and I will do anything to protect her" said Vaughn
"Thats all i wanted to know" said Irina smiling
TBC