I have a friend, we've been friends for years, and let's face it: She's a horrible friend. Not really a bad person, just a bad friend. I don't want to be friends with her anymore, but the problem is that she and I have the same close friends so there's no way for me to stop hanging out with her.
It's one and a half year left, and then we graduate and go to another school and we'll probably not go to the same school and we'll probably not be friends anymore...And I can't wait until that day.
She's so...For example, if I help her with math problems the whole lesson or during history or anything, so I don't have time for my own work, and maybe if I'm wrong or something or don't want to help her anymore...She says mean things to me and says that I'm a pain or rolls her eyes and says that I'm stupid and...And it makes me so annoyed, it reminds me of how much I want to 'get rid' of her. The thing is that, she knows I don't wanna be friends with her. I've told her so. But she always seem to forget it.
I know that seems rude, but I don't want to live my life in a lie (even though I am already). I don't want to wake up one day, realizing that my life is a piece of s*** and I've never felt the feeling of having a real friend. That's why, when I watch shows or movies, I get addicted to the characters friendships, because I see what they have and I don't.
God, I hate myself.