I'm not
too demanding, but I wouldn't mind an update. It would sure cheer me up.
So, a dork list? that's amusing.
I'm on my school's dork list... well I would be if there was one. I am 100% dork. The list would contain the names: Anja, Anja, Anja and Anja. Yes, that's what happens when you're obsessed with Sci-fi and other things that no one has heard of. Right? No one knows about the stuff that I'm into. Computers, Cameras, Independent Films, Foreign Films, Photography, Star Wars, Farscape, (at my school, surprisingly) Alias, Clone High (please tell me I'm not the only person in the world who has seen this show?), Undergrads (same for this one), Ska music, underground music scene/concerts/bands, Music in general, guitars, Forensic Science... I'm a dork. I need to get out more, too. Thankfully, by the end of the year I got 1 WHOLE PERSON into Alias!
So I had an entire human being to talk to about it!
Too bad she finished her exams an entire month before me, so we didn't exactly get to talk too much about the finale.
I'm going to miss my friends. Now we've all graduated from high school, and we're heading all over the country. And continent. And World. It's sad.
The worst thing is that after the :grad: grad dinner and dance, we didn't think we'd have a chance to see each other again. Little did we know that fate had other plans in store for us. One of the class' mother's died, so we saw each other again. But it was at a funeral. How bittersweet?
Cancer sucks. Why can't it die? It ruins everything! Now one of my best friends is without her mother because of a stupid disease! And it's not stopping! It's just getting worse!
Ok... I'm going to stop there... I'm off topic, by... a lot.
Yes, back to dork-dom, and Alias.
I never really felt like I had much of a community before I logged on here for the first time. I don't know why. Maybe it's because I've never gotten along with my school peers (who are pretentious, rich girls in an all girls school)... but I've kind of fit in here, automatically.
It was here (and at SD-1) that I finally felt safe to post fanfiction. I finally felt that it was an ok thing to be a fanatic about Alias and the Sydney Bristow clan.
And I love it here. Just because the show is over, I'm not going to leave this place behind! It's really bugging me because I've seen some people do that. But this isn't just a place to talk about Alias, it's a place that we've all come to and developped friendships. Ones that I hope last.
Again I'm off-topic. But I'm bored and I can't seem to write my fics at the moment... I'm not thinking creatively, but bitterly. I'm a bitter dork. And I want caffiene.
And as for graduating, I'm not going to arts school, so almost the real world, but not.
Yeah! I'm the ONLY student going into the Fine Arts! -_-
Thanks for ignoring my rant.
Holy felgercarb, it's long.
~Anja