Thanks for the reviews im done with the next part...if it's hard to follow let me know kk?
The question was easy for Vaughn, yet so complicated. What did he want, why did he call her here. Vaughn knew what he wanted, it was all he wanted for a long time, her. (sydney)
Sydney stared at him hard, trying to penetrate his mind. Vaughn's eye glazed over. In his head he was reliving all of his memories with Sydney, from the time she walked into CIA with her ridiculous red wig, to the time they held hands on the pier. One memory was burned into his mind, the time Sydney told him....
"Vaughn...What do you want?" she said more demandinly. She felt bad for doing it, but she loved it at the same time. She had learned to store her emotions and get them out of her way, but this was so much different and harder. For the first time, she was jealous. She didn't mind being callous and uncaring it some how made her feel that much better.
"I just want to tell you that...." he trailed off. *Cmon Vaughn where are those BALLS OF STEEL now!? Tell her! His mind beckoned him forward but his head said otherwise. Sydney was getting impatient, she shifted her foot and began sighing. She couldn't do it anymore, she felt too bad for doing what she had done last night.
"Look Syd..." Vaughn tried again but was cut off this time.
"You don't have to.." her eyes were filled with sadness, "I understand you love her, that's okay with me, I'm ... I'm sorry." Her eyes flinched, why had she told him she was sorry, because she wasn't.
*She thinks i love Alice?* He couldn't believe his ears....Alice? Sure he liked her... but only to a certain extent. Why did she think this?* Vaughn could not comprehend this...she thinks i love her...?!*
There was an awkward pause,
"Syd i do not..." Vaughn's phone rang he pulled it out of his pocket quickly, he was cautious to answer, Sydney could tell because his eyes changed. They always changed, they were different for every individual. For her father they were stoned and fierce, and filled with respect. For Weiss they were filled with laughter and livliness. She wished she knew what his eyes meant when she looked at her. They were filled with happiness and agony at the same time. When they hugged she could sense them changing, for better or worse she didn't know. His eyes drove her crazy though. They were so special and unique, when she looked into him she saw his soul and hers as well. She lost all of her problems.
"Hello" he said eyes changing.
Sydney didn't need him to tell her who it was on the phone, she already knew. His eyes had changed. She had seen this before with him.
{Flashback} Whareshouse:
Sydney was engulfed in laughter. Vaughn had told her a childhood story. She was laughing so hard she was crying.
"Here, let me get you a tissue." he said still chuckling. He wiped her eyes and caressed her cheeks soothingly. Their was a silence, not awkward, it was filled with intensity. * this is it, she thought* I have to tell him! She looked into his eyes she saw her soul hungry for his. She quickly pulled away but took his hands in hers.
"Is there something wrong?" he asked. It was amazing he always knew with her.Sydney took a deep breath,
"Vaughn i need you to know something..." she grasped for the words, their hands still intwined.
"I really, really like you, alot." Sydney felt an electrity shock go through her body. She couldn't believe she had finally said it. She didn't dare to look up. Slowly Vaughn's hand reached for her chin and pulled it up. He moved in for the kiss, Sydney wanted it.
-Ring Ring Ring- His phone rang disrupting them.
"Hello," Sydney saw it, his eyes change. The conversation dragged on. She didn't know who it was until the end. Vaughn stood there, afraid to reply.
"Love you too, Alice."
Present:
His eyes had changed the same way as before, she knew it was Alice. Sydney thought about how stupid she must be. The anger returning to her again. She apologized to him!?!? She couldn't believe herself. *Damn she thought, he played me and here i am. I told him i cared for him then he told Alice he loved her. But he did try to kiss me.... So did he have feelings for me? Sydney didn't understand. He acted like he liked her but was engaged to aLice, told her he loved her infront of her, but tried to kiss her. Either way he was lieing to someone, either her or Alice and either way she didn't like it. They were never supposed to lie. Sydney was angry. Vaughn must have sensed Sydney's sudden mood swing.
"Honey, I got to go..I'll call you later...you too." his yes flinched. Sydney knew what you too meant and it hurt her badly. Vaughn shoved the phone into his pocket, his eyes filled with pain and guilt. He couldn't find the words to explain because she looked so hurt, so heart-broken. So he did what he had wanted to do for so long, he kissed her.
"Get off of me!" she shouted., pushing him off. Half of her wanted it so bad, the other half felt betryaed. "Don't you dare touch me! You're engaged....you're engaged!" Sydney felt the tears coming. Engaged she thought.
"But....Syd you know that i love you." he was now close to tears himself. He moved in once more.
She pushed him away and slid to the floor. "Vaughn don't make this hard for me, please!" she was crying now, she loved him so much but she knew she couldn't have him.
"But i love you..." he said this time a tear trickling down his cheek.
"You do?" she said standing up. "Then how come you always tell the wrong women?" with that she walked out wiping the tears from her puffy eyes. He knew now why she thought he loved Alice, he told her in front of her. Vaughn cursed himself
Have more later. Too hard to get...sorry it was late when i wrote this brain wasn't functioning