thanks agin so much to my beta at allalias, this is short and this is bad nut next updat wil me sydney and vaungh fluff. like there first kiss
Chapter 3
Chapter 3
Izzy's POV
Two months before the murder, The Heart's Home
When I arived home, the house was dark, it looked like Emma had already gone to sleep. But at nine pm? She is rarely in bed then on her free weekends because this is the time we spend alone together without anyone else in the house, well that is except for the guards outside. We would allow all of the staff to have the night off and the one maid the one that lived a very long way away, was put up in a hotel for which we paid. I always loved these days, however, this time I arrived home late. I still thought that she would be up, and ready for our ritual sisters' night. But when I walked into the house, I heard cries comming form the direction of Emma's room.
-Emma? I called out.
Back to the same day as Sydney and Vaungh's date
I woke up with a start. I had gone back to my tralier and evidently had falled asleep. I had felt like something would happen today that I would hate, something that would destory me. I did not know then what it was but I had the same fealing the day Emma died. It is easier to say the day Emma died then the day that Emma was mudered. Now I have to get up and then go to the set for my second day with one Nadia Santos. If she thinks that she can just come onto the show and in one day be one of us, she is wrong. Mrs. Santos will never be one of us. Maybe I'm making to big a deal about it, but this is my way fo handling it. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time. I don't think that I have ever told anyone that before. I wish to turn back time because the last time I saw my sister, we had a fight. I was so angry with her. The things I said to her were so mean. I said so many things I wish I never said. How could I be so stupid. That is not the worst thing, though far from it, if I had let more things come to my mind earlier she would still be alive. It´s my fault my sister is dead. Mine alone, and the killers of course but I have a feeling we will never find them.
Vaughn's POV
I´m happy today, for the first time in a year. I am going out with Sydney Bristow. She is, so I don't know, words can not express this feeling right and I know it´s crazy, I just meet her last night, and I have already fallen in love with her. This is big time. If Emma had never died I would never have met Sydney, and that is a sick thing because I thank God I met her. I mean tonight is our first date, only the second time we have ever met. I cannot help it, and it feals like it is going to come to a point today or someday soon which is going to make Izzy hate me. I have a feeling it will be today, and I have no idea why I feel this way.
Sydney's pov
I can't believe how much I like Vaughn. I mean it's crazy, I have already fallen in love with him. He has these amazing green eyes. is so cute and I don't know, the first time I saw him I knew it was love at first sight. Ever since Danny died I have been afraid to love again and now I meet this guy in the park, and I´m in love and most importent I'm not afraid to love anymore.
Izzys pov
I am writing this letter to Emma, I know she will never come back but it makes me feel better and that is most important, although I do not know why.
Dear Emma,
Today a day new person come onto the show, her name is Nadia, and I can´t stand to look at her. I just can´t becuse I just know she is not you and that is more then I can handle. She, well I don't know, she seems nice, but I´m afraid that everyone will just forget about you and let her in to fast I know it´s not her fault but I feel so alone. I´m so sorry for what I said to you the last time we talked and I don't know how to handle this. Sometimes I feel like the only thing I can do is to kill myself. When you were alive I thought that I was crazy but now I´m not so sure. Sometimes it feels like that is they only way to make the pain go away, the only way to make it stop hurting. I don't believe people understood how close we where to one another. I don't think I knew it either not exactly, well maybe a little. I just want to end all the pain. I know Vaughn wants me to see someone that will that help, but who could help?[