Dont Tell Me Cuz It Hurts

" Yeah Michael, it me Alice! Remeber me? Your wife? Where the hell have you been? I,I, I wake up and your just gone! No, note, no, phonecall, nothing! I can't believe you and then I, I find you and your off with some [EDIT]?!" Alice screamed
Sydney cuts in," Wow, Wow, Wow excuse me? Did you just call me a [EDIT]? Oh, lady you have no frikin' idea who your dealing with! NO frikin' idea!" she shouted angrily
Vaughn sighs," Ok look Alice I'm sorry but... it was an emergency I... Ok look Alice this is Sydney, Sydney this is Alice..."
Alice looked Sydney in the eyes and Sydney smirked.
" Wait a second... I've seen you before... your your Rita... Rita Stevens, I remeber you from the hospital... when Vaughn was in the hospital... What is your name then Rita or Sydney and why did you give me a false..." Alice gasped," Your-Your having an affair!!" She put her hand over her mouth and started crying," OMG! OMG! I knew it!"
"No, Alice you have it all wrong!" Vaughn said
"No, your the one who's all wrong you, you jerk! Get away from me!"
"Alice!" Vaughn pleaded
"I dont EVER want to see you again EVER!" she pulled her rings off her left ring finger and threw them at him but made sure to pick up the diamond that broke off her engagement ring and ran off sobbing. And yes, sadly, Vaughn ran after, leaving Sydney alone with no one, no one at all, she was just where she started... all alone and afraid...

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"Sweetheart wake up, come on, you have a big day a head of you..." Irina said opening the curtain's in Sydney's polka dotted room. She bent over and kissed her on the forehead," All right, come on up!"
Sydney rolled over
"Sydney come on you have to be at the CIA by 8:30 to start the debrief and they need to run some tests on you.."
Sydney groaned," Go away!!"
Irina started to get upset," Sydney I mean it come on!"
Sydney," Mom! LEAVE ME ALONE! I just want to be alone right now OK?!"
Irina shook her head," Ok... Sydney I was just trying to... be... I was just trying to be a good mother you know by..."
Sydney cuts her off," A good mother? Since when did you become my MOTHER... you were gone for 20 years of my life! Where were you then? Where was my mother when I needed her the most?!? Huh?!"
Irina shook her head cryng," No, y-you're right I was just... trying to be something I'm not..." and left the room
Sydney punched her pillow with her fist. Damnit! What the hell is wrong with me.. she was just trying to help...Sydney got up and went to her mother's room. She pushed open the door and went over to hug her mother. They held each other tight and cried together, in each others arms.
" I'm sorry Mom... *sob* I'm so sorry!" Sydney cried.

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At the CIA:

"Hello Ms. Bristow" Kendall said to Sydney as she approached him.
Sydney smiled," Hello"
"Well..."
Sydney cuts in (she does that a lot lately huh?)," Kendall I'm relly not sure about a lot of things right now but I was just wondering if I could just have a hypnosis and be done with everything and go on living what I still ahve of my life."
Kendall," Well, Sydney um, since you've been gone well, hypnosis is not legal anymore... but maybe under these circumstances... I'll tell you what how bout you take today and just go walk the streets of LA gets some things straightened out in your head and I'll see what I can do about the hypnosis and get back to you A.S.A.P.
Sydney shook her head and silently added," Ok see ya."

As Sydney was walking she started to get cold and decided to go into a bar. She sat down at the bar.
" Hi can I get a... the strongest thing you've got!"
" You sure pretty lady? All the alchohal might be bad for your complexion beautiful!"
Sydney shook her head annoyed. Ewww, A 45 year old man just hit on me God what has this world come to?!Her thoughts where interupped by a loud cheering. Lots of " Yo, look who's in the house" and " Hey look Jacks Back, Yeah baby!"
Sydney turned to the parting crowd only to see her Father, Jack Bristow.
"D-Dad?" Sydney said as a single year rolled down her cheek.


Well hope i satisified y'all's hunger o and i know that i use the line 'a single tear rolled down her cheek' a lot but i cant help it Syd cries so much in this story i can only think of so many phrases... lol :redhair:
 
" Hey look everyone its my daughter Sydney the one thats back from the dead remeber her?" Jack said hugging Sydney. He smelled like whiskey. Sydney started to cry.
" Dad, what did you do to yourself? You were so... I love you dad with all my heart but I don't like what you've become..." She sobbed and continued," Why.. I mean why the hell would you do this to yourself Dad? Godamnit... why do you make it so hard for me to love you?" she whispered. She grabbed her purse and ran out of the door. Jack followed her and grabbed her arm.
Sydney shrugged it off," Get the hell off me!" she screamed, her eyes flooding with tears. She was scared and afraid. Sydney ran, she ran as fast as her legs could carry her and then BUMP! She ran into someone. Sydney looked up into the eyes of Irina. Irina too had tears knowing what Sydney had just experienced. Sydney hugged her Mother sobbing.
"What did he do to himself mom?" Sydney asked repeating the question over and over.
" He drank his whole life away, everything he had, you. his job....... me!" she said ever so quietly.
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I know its really short but I have chores and i wanted to post at least something~
 
2 Days later

Vaughn picked up the phone, his hands trembling. He slowly dialed Sydney's number. He waited impatiently as the phone rang. It rang once, then twice... Then a woman picked up. Sydney.
"Hello?" she said in a cheerful voice.
"Hi Syd, it's me Vaughn..." Vaughn said stuttering
"Whats up? Oh, so how'd it go with Alice?"
"I-She left me Sydney..." Vaughn started to cry. Sydney Didn't know how to react. She'd never heard Vaughn cry before. I mean this is what she had wanted ever since she came back. She had wanted to get rid of this Alice so she could have Vaughn all to herself like it used to be, but she didn't want him to cry.
" Vaughn I'm so sorry, I-I don't know what to say..."
Vaughn sniffled and let his breathe out like a whoosh. " Sydney I, I am sorry..,"
Sydney paused," For what?"
Vaughn," For everything, for making your life hell since I walked through the door in Hong Kong... I'm so sorry for leaving you and giving up on you..." he sobbed. The next part he whispered," I think I'm starting to realize how you felt when you found out I left you and I'm sorry Syd I'm so sorry." he sobbed.
Sydney was crying. She could'nt help it. The tears just flowed down her cheeks and wet the pillow she was cuddling with.
"I-I have to go..." he started to say.
O My GOD! He is going to hurt himself. I can sense it. I must go find him and help him through this.
"No! Vaughn you're in no condition to be alone... I mean I know what your going through and trust me you don't want to be alone because of the things you might do. If my Mother hadn't been there to take care of me... I would have killed myself a long time ago and I won't let you do that... I know you are going through a hard time Vaughn but you can pull through this! I am here with you to help you as a friend, I'm always here."
"I'm sorry Sydney... I love you so much." he said and then the phone clicked.
"No!" Sydney screamed. She started to panic. She couldn't lose him. Not again. God please stop him. help him. Think She told herself. Sydney had no idea where he was. So she thought of the first thing possible, and two seconds later she was calling the CIA.
"Hello?" Kendall asked
"Kendall, There is no time to explain I need to trace a call immediately its Vaughn i think h-he's going to hurt himself."
"OK Whats the number?"
" Its 838-1147."
A minuted passed.
"OK got it. It came from a Howard Johnson on the corner or 5th and 6th street. and Sydney you'd better hurry."
Sydney hung up and got in her car and sped off.

Meanwhile at Howard Johnson...
Vaughn poured the aspirin from its bottle in to his sweaty hand.
All right man, after this it's all over. No more love, no more pain.
He slowly put about a dozen aspirin into his mouth and chugged a glass of water as the aspirin slowly slid down his throat.
I'm flying. I'm free. he thought. Then he couldn't feel anything. Everything was numb and then everything went blurry.
WAIT! I'm going to die! I don't want to die, I'm too young to die... I'm too young to die. And the last thing he saw was a flash of Sydney. and then everything was black. Just black.


~ OK I know this is a really depressing :( part but i needed some more drama and don't worry he's NOT dead! I'm not THAT crazy! lol they love each other so much... its just that right now (in my story) they dont really understand it yet they dont really know how much they love each other until this... I think that this little incident will show them just how much they love each other! oh and u might wonder whats happening to Syd and her hypnosis and all the rest of the ppl ull see but this incident has to be cleared up first!~
 
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abby, dont kill vaughn! please, im begggin ya!
 
Sydney quickley parked her car in a No Parking Zone, and ran inside the Howard Johnson. She ran up to the receptionist who was a woman.
"Ma'm it is important that I find out the room number of Maichael Vaughn."
"I'm sorry miss but I am not at liberty to give that information I can connect you with his room"
Sydney hesistated and pulled out her gun," Ma'm I'm going to ask you again please tell me the room number of Michael Vaughn."
The frightened receptionist quickley typed away on her computer," Room 147.." she squeaked.
Sydney didn't wait to say thank you she ran as fast as she could up the stairs, the elevator would have been too slow, She knocked on room 147. No answer. She pulled out her gun and shot the door. A nearby maid ran off frightened down the hall. Sydney pushed the door opne.
"Vaughn?" She said scraed to death
She walked into the main part of the room where the bed was, and there was Vaughn lying ont he ground unconscios.
Sydney shrieked and ran over to him. She kissed his cheek," Oh, come on your still warm.." she cried. She grabed his wrist. A slight pulse. Sydney called an ambulance. . She remebered the ambulance coming and the police coming to arrest her until she showed them Vaughn's CIA badge and said it was important. She got on the ambulance and sat next to Vaughn and held his hand the whole time.
"Look what you did to yourself..." she whispered as a tear rolled down her cheek and on to he hand that she was grasping ever so tight.
When the got to the hospital the rushed him to the ER. Sydney started to follow them when a man told her only family could proceed.
"Are you realted?" he asked
"Yes. I am his wife." Sydney lied crying. As she rushed off to follow where ever they were talking him. The rest was a blurr. There was a lot of noises and yelling. It was horrible.
I hate him for doing this to me! Sydney thought sobbing.

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Vaughn nudged Sydney. She was lying on him asleep and he was cutting off his circulation.
"Syd, wake up."
Sydney slowly woke up. " O my god! thank you youre ok!" she huged him sobbing. She kept kissing him on the cheek. Suddenly a flash of rage came over her," You a$$hole! What bthe hell were you doing? Vaughn you almost died.. you almost f^cking died! What were you thinking?" she screamed.
"Sydney! Calm down! I'm going through a hard time.. You said yourself you thoguht about it too!" he said to his defense
"Yeah I THOUGHT about it! But you know what? I realized something! I realized that it wasn't worth hurting all the people who loved and cared for me, Vaughn! I care for you Vaughn, I love you and I can't lose lose you. I've already lost you once and I can't lose you again Vaughn I can't lose you again!" she sobbed.
Vaughn pulled Sydney into a hug, there were tears in his eyes.
"I'm sorry Sydney, I'm soooo sorry!" he sobbed with her.

~ok so i hope its getting better i know its not much but i couldnt just leave you thinking Vaughn was dead so i needed to post some hope u like it!~
 
Ahh I can breathe again! Don't ever do that to me again, or I'll personally escort you to Camp Harris for unrestricted interrogation..lol J/k ;)

Keep em' comin!
 
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