although i do not completely understand the mentality of someone who's anorexic or bulimic, I do respect that it is a condition. Someone who has one of these conditions does not think of the starving children in africa, they strive to be beatiful, and for some awful reason, they think themselves "fat" or "not pretty enough".
About 7 or 8 months ago, nearly every time my parents were away, I tried to make myself throw up. I have never succeeded. when i confided that this to an x-friend of mine, he confided that he couldn't make himself throw up either until he started using hydrogen peroxide to make himself throw up. He swallowed it. I had never known that he was bulimic, and the thought horrified me. i wanted to help him so bad, so i told my school's guidance councelor. I thought it would be hypocritical of me if i started throwing up on purpose too, so I tried really hard to stop my self-destructive thoughts, that i was "fat". I just accepted the fact that I weigh more than many (not all) of my friends, and classmates.
The All Alias diet that Shari and I created, has already make my self confidence soar higher than it ever has before. I feel so good about myself, and I'm losing weight HEALTHILY! I'm so proud of myself and everyone who's doing this diet.