hello, I finished my short story and I need some help editing.
I awoke with a jolt, but the ability of movement was lost. I was paralyzed, like a frozen fish in a pond in the winter. I just stared at the light, a light that wasn’t too bright, but bright enough to make me wince. There was a tube in my nose and tubes that were releasing liquid in my blood stream, the thought of it gave me a high of anxiety of wanting to know what was going in my veins. There was an elongated beeping sound; it went along with my heart rate, the only sound in the room. The smell was clean, like a freshly cleaned kitchen in the spring. There are footsteps and people talking; they were close if I could just yell or say something, nothing, no sound came from my mouth but I said something, I could have sworn it. I was alone; no one heard me, no one came.
The door opened, a nurse walked in. She was sad, you could tell, she had a look on her face, that there was something terrible happening. What was she doing? I watched her go to the heart rate monitor she turned it off. Hello? I’m still alive, I’m not dead, what are you doing? No answer. She moves to my bed and starts wheeling me out of the room. There are doctors, nurses and other patients out here, all staring at me.
The hallways were brighter than in my room and I had to close my eyes when she wheeled me past the windows. The walls were a pale blue with an oak trim, about a meter high. We passed a cluttered nurses station with many clipboards, diagnosis sheets and four black computers with stationed nurses sitting at each one. They all looked up when we passed, all with a sad look.
“Another one, that’s the third one today?” A female nurse in hospital green scrubs said.
“Yeah, it’s sad.” The nurse pushing the gurney said. “This one’s only 16, it’s a shame.”
“What’s a shame, I’m not dead I’m still moving can you not see, hello?” I tried to exclaim, but they didn’t look at me.
She pushed on to the elevators, with a large number four on the doors, painted purple. We got in the large white elevator and the nurse pressed the basement level. There was a sign on the wall of the elevator explaining what was on each floor; the fourth floor: critical care, third floor: O.R., second floor: recovery, first floor: E.R. and reception, Basement: MORGUE.
“We’re going to the morgue and I’m not dead, how smart is this nurse?” I thought. She was muttering something, I couldn’t hear. Was she praying? If so what for? Was it for another patient or for me? She concluded as we stopped on the basement floor. She wheeled us out of the elevator down a poorly lit hallway. This hallway was not like the other’s it was sad looking the paint and the trim was the same, but there was no life, no happiness, not like the other hallways; full of hope, love and care. There were empty gurneys by the wall were waiting to be cleaned and brought back up to the hospital.
We pushed through two doors that said “MORGUE”. In there, there were bodies with thin, blue cloth draped over them. Two men were on opposite sides of the room, one in a lab coat, and the other in street clothes; must have just gotten in for his shift. The one in the lab coat was about 6 feet with brown hair and glasses, he was clean-shaven and was lanky and didn’t have much muscle mass. The guy was a little bit taller with blonde hair and had the muscle mass of a runner. They both turned around and looked at the nurse, then at me. The man in the lab coat came over to the gurney and wheeled me over to a stainless-steel table and rolled me on to it.
“What are you doing, I am not dead.” I tried to exclaim again. The coroner opened my mouth.
“Yes, you are.” The blond man said. The nurse and the other coroner didn’t take notice to him, only me.
I was relieved to hear someone talk to me, but at the same time I didn’t know how to feel, I was dead, but how?
“How am I dead, how did I die?” I tried to say, but it was muffled.
“Well, it says here,” pointing at the chart, “that you died due to complications from an injury.” His eyes widened. “A very bad one at that.” The coroner closed my mouth and went on to examine the incisions the doctors made in my head to try and drain blood.
“Well, come on tell me what kind of injury and where did I get it?” I demanded, getting annoyed with the both of them.
“You got it from playing hockey.” He trailed off to say something else but I didn’t listen.
The word ‘hockey’ was ringing through my ears. It came to me, the accident; the crosscheck from behind I saw it like it was happening right before me. I was going for the puck about four meters from the boards and there he was, a player from the other team, he was right behind me and I got crosschecked in the back at full speed. I fell forwards on to the ice and into the boards, my helmet went flying from my head and I lay there, no movement, lifeless.
I blinked and everything was gone, I was in a white, sterile room, than out of nowhere I saw a nurse moving towards a table. I was on it; there were doctors and nurses now trying to stop the bleeding coming from my head. Minutes passed, too much blood was lost, they couldn’t do anything, and I was dead. I believed it, I knew it, but how am I still able to talk?
“I know I am dead but why can I still talk, and why only to you?” I wondered.
“This happens when you are not ready to leave earth, you dwell here until you have come to terms with yourself and what happened. You can talk to others, like your self, people who are still dwelling here who haven’t realized they have died or to those who have unfinished business. I am just a messenger and a delivery person. I am supposed to bring you to your resting place.” He opened his mouth to speak.
“To heaven?” I paused “or to hell?” I paused again for a response. Nothing.
“I guess your ready, let’s go.” He grabbed my hand, and pulled me to my feet. It felt weird, like I was getting ripped out of my body, I looked back, and I was, I was out of my body. He spread wings, appearing out of nowhere and we left the morgue, the hospital, the city and the earth.