Hey guys its been long since i last updated. I have been focusing more on my fic Falling to Deep and have neglecting this one.
anyway heres an update and please review cos thats the reason why i love writing so pretty please. . Review. .
False Love.
Sydney rested her head on Will's shoulder weary as they walked down the corridor to their apartment.
Sydney stared at the apartment next to theirs and wondered when Vaughn would come home.
That thought made her choke up and she had to will the tears back into her eyes.
"Hey Jenny how ya doing?" Will waved to their neighbor Jenny. She waved back and grinned.
Once they entered their apartment the first thing Will attempted to do was kiss Sydney.
She ducked her face and looked away.
"Syd?" Will asked confused.
Sydney turned around and walked a few steps back not wanting to face him.
He was relentless however and walked up to her.
"Syd whats wrong?" he asked as he saw the tears in her eyes. She shook her head helplessy.
"I cant Will. . . I just cant pretend anymore. . ." she whispered.
"Syd . . I dont understand. . . Pretend about what?" he asked genuinely confused.
She faced him finally.
"Pretend that i love you."
she said quietly.
She watched as the hurt first registered in his eyes. . . Then the anger. . .
"Its because of him isnt it. . . That Vaughn guy. . . I see the way he looks at you!" Will said angrily . Sydney stayed silent not bothering to deny what was true. . .
"I dont believe you. . . Youre gonna throw this all away. . . All that we have for HIM!" Will ranted in disbelief.
Sydney shook her head wearily. "Its simply because i love Him." she said softly but firmly.
Will grabbed her arm roughly.
"WE. . We are through. . "
she wrenched her arm out of his deathly grip.
"Dont even touch me." she snapped. He stared at her for a long moment then stalked away.
Moments later she heard the front door slam shut.
Only then did she allow herself to break down and cry. . .
****
When Nadia arrived home the tv was on and it sounded like Vaughn was watching hockey.
She dropped her briefcase on the floor near the door and called out.
"Hey Vaughn how was your mission with Syd?"
he didnt reply.
"Vaughn?" she asked frowning.He suddenly shot up from the sofa.
"Syd. . . " he slurred thickly in disbelief staring at her with unfocused eyes.
That was when she saw the two empty bottles of hard liquior on the coffee table. Vaughn was drunk.
Stoned drunk. She thought.
He staggered up to her. "Sydney. . Please give me a chance . . To explain. . I didnt want to hurt you. . "
Thats when Nadia realised with a growing sense of horror that Vaughn was so drunk that he thought she was Sydney.
"Vaughn. . . Im not Sydney. . " she said her voice clear trying to get through to him.
But he ignored her and pulled her down to sit on the couch.
"Syd i . . Love you. . When i touched you in Paris i wanted you so bad. . . "
Nadia felt her stomach lurch.
Oh God. Sydney. . And Vaughn?
He was babbling now. . . Pleading. . and Nadia really didnt want to hear it.
She got of the couch and took a few steps forward trying to come to terms with what she had just heard.
Vaughn was in love with her best friend in the whole world. Sydney.
"Sydney. . . " she felt Vaughn's
hand on her shoulder and she reached up and ripped it of her shoulder flinging him away.
"Im not SYDNEY!" she screamed.He fell back . . And landed on the couch staring at her in shock.
"Nadia. . . " he mumbled.
"Nadia. . Im so sorry. . . I love her. . " he was crying now sobs wracking his body and tears pouring down his cheeks
she stared at him frozen to her spot.
After a few moments he mercifully passed out.
She stayed rooted to her spot staring at his sleeping form and wondering how her and his life had gotten so screwed up.
This should never have happened. They should have never happened.
It had all been a mistake. . And it had costed them their lives. . .
She and Vaughn had been young then . . They had gone on a mission in Vegas . . . The mission Had been their first and it had been a success. after the mission was over they decided to celebrate by getting drunk . .Which had led to the sad mistake of them getting married.
She awoke a married lady. she had been relieved after checking herself that they had not slept together.
Therefore no feelings were involved they had both laughed it of and had agreed to have their so called marraige annulled as soon as they reached L.A.
William Vaughn had different plans for them however.
He had been wanting his son to get married so much so that When he found out he threatened them saying if they got a divorce it would look bad on him and that he would end their 'at that time' budding careers as officers of the C.I.A .
They had been scared.
And rightfully so.
William was a very powerful creul man and they didnt really want to lose their jobs.
So they stayed married hoping that one day love would develop.
It never had.
Desperate for some real affection Nadia had began to date Weiss.
The weasel creep William found out somehow and had threatened Nadia saying he would fire Weiss.
Nadia immediately left Weiss heartbroken.
There was nothing Vaughn could do to help her.
Nadia spent the rest of the night pacing the apartment and wondering not for the first time what it would be like to murder her father in law from hell.
When the sun started to come up she drank bitter coffee and eventually dressed in her jogging suit and decided to take a run on the beach to clear her mind. . .
****
After a night of restless sleep of tossing and turning Sydney decided to take a run on the beach. She dressed in her track pants and a pink track top and exited her apartment.
Uh oh Nadia was standing in the corridor as well.
'This is my worst nightmare' Syd thought as Nadia turned to her a hurt expression in her eyes. . .