TENSE! i like it. you know, i feel bad for lauren. vaughn needss to find out what bus she left on. then run and find her. and kiss her. and then we can all be YAY. i like this story. if ur doin pms (and if ur like my friend, i am not asking if u DO pms like that, my friend is a nasty, nasty person) can i have 1. cus it would make my life soooo much better. like a lot better. thousands of elephants better. thousands of vaughns better!
haha.. ^_^ i am doing PM's .. I'll be sure to add you..
thanks for keepin on reading guys.. love yall
on with the update
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Chapter 4
Sydney POV
A week in Dallas and I'm starting to get my life back together.
I moved in with a girl named Rachel.
She's younger than me, but we have a lot in common.
I have almost been able to forget about Vaughn.
I rarely think of him in the day.
But it's my dreams that haunt me.
Last night I dreamed he had come to find me.
I almost believed it for a minute or two
If I see you on the street and start to cry
If it loks like I'm so lonesome I might die
If you can hear my heart just breakin' right in two
Remind me once again who left who
I've had two guys ask me out this week.
Rachel begged me to say 'yes' to one of them but I'm just not ready.
I guess I still have a certain green eyed man on my mind.
I walk in my new apartment with 2 grocery bags.
I'm alone. I seem to find myself alone a lot these days.
I put away my newly purchased groceries and collapse on my new queen-sized bed.
Laying in the silence, my thoughts consume me.
I keep forgetting
That I don't need you now
It slips my mind that I'm the one
Who said we were through
I just can't seem to remember
It was me who walked out the door
I keep forgetting I don't love you anymore
I look out my bedroom window and see our neighbor, who oddly enough is named Michael, playing with his dog.
He is one of the two that asked me out.
Being with him, though, would remind me too much of Vaughn.
And that wouldn't be fair to him.
He notices me staring and waves.
I wave back and roll over so he doesn't get the wrong idea.
If your phone should ring in the middle of the night
If missin' you's a feeling' I can no longer fight
If I beg you please just give me one more try
Remind me I'm the one who said goodbye
I've picked up the phone and dialed his number so many times.
But I can never make myself wait for him to answer.
The thought of him answering and telling me what I want to hear gives me butterflies.
The fact of the matter is that, he is probably at home with Lauren.
I can't bare the thought of her answering my call.
I push the thoughts of him from my mind as I hear Rachel enter the apartment.
"Sydney!" She yells out to me.
"Yeah?" I ask walking to meet her in the kitchen.
"There is some mail for you. My hands were full so I dropped it by the door."
"Thanks."
I pick up the letter addressed in Weiss' handwriting.
We had become great friends after everything that happened.
He is the only person I told that I was leaving and where I was going.
I keep forgetting
That I don't need you now
It slips my mind that I'm the one
Who said we were through
I just can't seem to remember
It was me who walked out the door
I keep forgetting I don't love you anymore
The words on the page are barely ledgible but I read through them easily.
My eyes stop dead when I see his name.
"I wanted to tell you something you may already know.
Lauren ended it, and Vaughn moved out. Syd, I think he's gonna try to find you."
I dropped the letter to the floor, my heart nearly beating out of my chest.
He's coming for me.
I can't decide if that's a good thing or not.
Lee Ann Womack - "I Keep Forgetting"
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