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Cadet
i dont own alias or the song used..
i hope you like this story..
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Disappointed doesn't come close to describing how I've felt lately.
I've missed two whole years of my life, and to top it all off, Vaughn got married.
My Vaughn got married.
I walk into the rotunda and I see him with her.
I know I shouldn't be mad at her, but I can't help but hate her.
She's touching him. She's kissing him. Not me.
The one person in the world I could count on gave up on me.
He looks over at me and I see the longing and the hurt in his eyes, but I give him nothing but a cold stare.
On the outside I am indifferent to him.
But on the inside my heart shatters at just the thought of him with someone else.
Before I can help it, I feels tears rolling down my cheeks.
I grab my keys and leave with no destination in mind.
Somehow I end up at the pier. Our pier.
I stand silently weeping, looking out over the ocean.
And then I feel him. I feel his eyes burning into my soul.
And my heart breaks again.
"Syd." That one word is all that I can stand and my sobbing turns to all out bawling.
He places a hand on my shoulder and I so much want to just lose myself in him.
But I pull away.
"I can't do this anymore." I say through falling tears.
"Do what?" He asks meeting my eyes with his.
"You know what, Vaughn. I can't sit back and watch you and her together."
I drop my head as I feel the tears resurface.
"Syd, please don't cry. Everything will work out eventually."
"When? You aren't going to leave her and I'm not waiting for something to happen that I know never will."
I pause. "I have to get away. Start a new life for myself."
The silence overwhelms us once again and it's suddenly too much for me to stand.
I slowly turn and walk towards my car. For the first time, I realize that he, too, is crying.
I don't look back but continue on my way.
After arriving home, I pack my bags and call a cab.
I just can't be here anymore. I've got to get away.
The cab pulls up minutes later and the driver helps me load up my things.
"Bus station, please."
I buy a one way ticket on the first bus out of Los Angeles.
I didn't care where I was going I just wanted to get there.
I load my things onto the bus and find a seat towars the end of the bus.
Just as luck would have it, rain begins beating down all around me.
Rain on the window makes me lonely
And time keeps on passing so slowly
The old man sitting next to me is falling asleep
On a Greyhound bound for nowhere
Part of me thought, for some reason, he would follow me.
But he didn't.
Loneliness overtakes me,
Someone's cell phone rings and my heart jumps slightly at the possibility of it being him.
Deep down I know he's moved on but I silently pray he'll come for me.
The sun's going down on my misery
Another day gone by with broken dreams
That telephone I hear ringing, I keep wishing it was you
On a Greyhound bound for nowhere
As the last passenger is seated and the doors are shut, I see him.
Running towards me.
He's drenched from head to toe, but I know that he's been crying.
The bus pulls out of the station and rolls slowly onto the road
It's too late.
That ring that you were wearing, don't mean everything
And the way that you stood staring, as you watched me roll away
She loves you and you need me, but there's some things we can't share
I'm on a Greyhound bound for nowhere
I notice the sign lit up on the front of the bus.
Dallas.
I'm moving to Texas.
For the millionth time that night, tears roll down my face.
The hope and love I felt radiating from him at the station, only reminds me of the one he left behind.
And I'm gonna find some place I can ease my mind
And try to heal my wounded pride
Thoughts of him consume my mind as I fall into a restless slumber.
As I wake up, I am greeted by rain falling on a small Texas town.
It's like the sky knows how I'm feeling.
A few hours later, I step onto the new place I call home.
I think of him once more and silently am on my way towards a new beginning.
Rain on the window and I'm still lonely
And time keeps on passing so slowly
You're with her and I'm alone, and you're wishing I was there
I'm on a Greyhound bound for nowhere
We're all on a Greyhound bound for nowhere
lyrics by Miranda Lambert - "Greyhound bound for nowhere"
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ok.. so i usually dont like stories about the whole vaughn/lauren thing but i heard this song and this story came to mind so just tell me what you think....
i guess i could keep going with it if people actually like it.. ..
ok.. read and reply please..
peace out
i hope you like this story..
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Disappointed doesn't come close to describing how I've felt lately.
I've missed two whole years of my life, and to top it all off, Vaughn got married.
My Vaughn got married.
I walk into the rotunda and I see him with her.
I know I shouldn't be mad at her, but I can't help but hate her.
She's touching him. She's kissing him. Not me.
The one person in the world I could count on gave up on me.
He looks over at me and I see the longing and the hurt in his eyes, but I give him nothing but a cold stare.
On the outside I am indifferent to him.
But on the inside my heart shatters at just the thought of him with someone else.
Before I can help it, I feels tears rolling down my cheeks.
I grab my keys and leave with no destination in mind.
Somehow I end up at the pier. Our pier.
I stand silently weeping, looking out over the ocean.
And then I feel him. I feel his eyes burning into my soul.
And my heart breaks again.
"Syd." That one word is all that I can stand and my sobbing turns to all out bawling.
He places a hand on my shoulder and I so much want to just lose myself in him.
But I pull away.
"I can't do this anymore." I say through falling tears.
"Do what?" He asks meeting my eyes with his.
"You know what, Vaughn. I can't sit back and watch you and her together."
I drop my head as I feel the tears resurface.
"Syd, please don't cry. Everything will work out eventually."
"When? You aren't going to leave her and I'm not waiting for something to happen that I know never will."
I pause. "I have to get away. Start a new life for myself."
The silence overwhelms us once again and it's suddenly too much for me to stand.
I slowly turn and walk towards my car. For the first time, I realize that he, too, is crying.
I don't look back but continue on my way.
After arriving home, I pack my bags and call a cab.
I just can't be here anymore. I've got to get away.
The cab pulls up minutes later and the driver helps me load up my things.
"Bus station, please."
I buy a one way ticket on the first bus out of Los Angeles.
I didn't care where I was going I just wanted to get there.
I load my things onto the bus and find a seat towars the end of the bus.
Just as luck would have it, rain begins beating down all around me.
Rain on the window makes me lonely
And time keeps on passing so slowly
The old man sitting next to me is falling asleep
On a Greyhound bound for nowhere
Part of me thought, for some reason, he would follow me.
But he didn't.
Loneliness overtakes me,
Someone's cell phone rings and my heart jumps slightly at the possibility of it being him.
Deep down I know he's moved on but I silently pray he'll come for me.
The sun's going down on my misery
Another day gone by with broken dreams
That telephone I hear ringing, I keep wishing it was you
On a Greyhound bound for nowhere
As the last passenger is seated and the doors are shut, I see him.
Running towards me.
He's drenched from head to toe, but I know that he's been crying.
The bus pulls out of the station and rolls slowly onto the road
It's too late.
That ring that you were wearing, don't mean everything
And the way that you stood staring, as you watched me roll away
She loves you and you need me, but there's some things we can't share
I'm on a Greyhound bound for nowhere
I notice the sign lit up on the front of the bus.
Dallas.
I'm moving to Texas.
For the millionth time that night, tears roll down my face.
The hope and love I felt radiating from him at the station, only reminds me of the one he left behind.
And I'm gonna find some place I can ease my mind
And try to heal my wounded pride
Thoughts of him consume my mind as I fall into a restless slumber.
As I wake up, I am greeted by rain falling on a small Texas town.
It's like the sky knows how I'm feeling.
A few hours later, I step onto the new place I call home.
I think of him once more and silently am on my way towards a new beginning.
Rain on the window and I'm still lonely
And time keeps on passing so slowly
You're with her and I'm alone, and you're wishing I was there
I'm on a Greyhound bound for nowhere
We're all on a Greyhound bound for nowhere
lyrics by Miranda Lambert - "Greyhound bound for nowhere"
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ok.. so i usually dont like stories about the whole vaughn/lauren thing but i heard this song and this story came to mind so just tell me what you think....
i guess i could keep going with it if people actually like it.. ..
ok.. read and reply please..
peace out