acting_chica
Cadet
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chapter six: reason
“what the f***?!” vaughn exclaimed. “what in the hell was that?!”
sydney looked out the window. it was all she could do not to burst into tears, and here vaughn was screaming his head off at her.
“what do you mean?” she asked, knowing very well it would just piss him off more.
“you know what i mean! he couldn’t keep his eyes off of you. and then you go and tell him he will see you again in his wet dreams?!” he yelled.
“is it possible he couldn’t keep his eyes off of me because i am pretty? you certainly thought so at some point!” syd snapped.
“okay very possible. yet why would you cringe when he called you doll? or break character and tell him that is the only time he would ever see you again?” vaughn pressured.
syd searched for a good excuse. she knew there could be one.
“when you found out lauren was a double agent and had to pretend like nothing was wrong, didn’t you cringe when you had to kiss her?” sydney asked. “maybe the idea of some ***hole who works with sark calling me doll got on my nerves…and i’m sorry that i broke character. that was a really stupid thing to do. i’m just so f***ing sick of dealing with a cocky, accented son of a b****. and that was sark, now we have another one!”
vaughn’s breathing slowed. he seemed okay with her explanation. he sighed.
“yeah, but we’ll get this one.”
it was just a stated fact.
***
“great work in germany vaughn, syd. but we have something better,” dixon seemed very happy the next day.
“what?” syd asked.
“charles mccready.”
in walked guy, dressed impeccably in a white shirt and black suit, no tie. he sat down across from syd and tried not to stare at her.
“he turned himself in. agreed to work with us,” dixon explained.
“why?” sydney spat bitterly.
i’m not a perfect person. there are many things i wish i didn’t do. but i continue learning. i never meant to do those thigns to you. and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know.
i’ve found a reason for me, to change who i used to be. a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
“i first began working with sark after my fiance died. she had been british intelligence and was killed by a terrorist cell,” guy began. “i wanted revenge, so i called up an old friend who i knew had to be involved with something illegal. sark. and indeed he was. he got me into the game, got me connections and all that jazz. i’ve done a lot of things of which i am not proud. i look back on days in my life and i am embarassed and saddened by my actions. but i want to change.”
“why?” sydney was still bitter.
“my fiance died five years ago. it’s not worth it anymore,” he explained. “and once more i might lose someone i love because of this stupid game.”
sydney took a deep breath. god this was all too much to come at her at once. in only a period of days she had learned that the man she loved was bad, and then he had switched sides and became good.
i’m sorry that i hurt you, it’s something i must live with everyday. and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away, and be the one who catches all your tears. that’s why i need you to hear
i’ve found a reason for me, to change who i used to be. a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
“i’ve hurt this woman in ways i can’t begin to explain,” guy went on. “but i love her so much. all i want to do is make things right, and this is the only way to do it.”
sydney could feel the eyes of dixon, vaughn, jack, all on her, but she didn’t care. she was doing her best to stop tears from swelling into her eyes. sometimes she hated what love could do to her.
i’m not a perfect person. i never meant to do those things to you. and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know
i’ve found a reason for me, to change who i used to be. a reason to start over new, and the reason is you. i’ve found a reason to show, a side of me you didn’t know. a reason for all that i do, and the reason is you
“i need to change,” guy stated simply.
the room was silent for a moment, no one brave enough to break it. finally jack cleared his throat.
“mr. mccready has given us information on sark’s next mission. it’s in a small town outside of paris,” jack said as a picture of the city popped up on the computer screens. “sark and a woman by the name of georgianne louella frescot want to kill this man.”
“pause for a moment,” sydney cut in. “georgianne louella frescot?”
“is the name familiar?” dixon asked.
“yeah, i think i might have seen it topping the worst names list of 2004,” she replied.
jack’s expression hardened, if that was possible. he clicked a button so a picture flashed onto the screen.
“wait a minute, this is abendroth,” vaughn said.
always the quick one vaughn, sydney thought to herself. it was obviously abendroth. the picture was the same one they saw before going on the mission to gain information on guy.
“pretty ironic, huh? you get killed by a gun that was bought from you two days earlier,” guy said.
“this is frescot,” jack said as a picture flashed onto the screen.
what she lacked in her name, she more than made up for in her looks. she was absolutely gorgeous. she had straight red hair that flowed almost all the way to her waist. she had porcelain skin but dark brown eyes. and if you weren’t already drooling, the smile that played its way onto her lips and the look in her eye said she was ready for fun. she was every man’s dream.
“she is very good. i have seen her work first hand. impressive,” jack explained.
“your mission is to apprehend all three of them; abendroth, frescot, and sark,” dixon said. “mccready will be working with you. he knows the equipment they are using, the floor plan, the exits, everything. this should go very well. you leave tonight. you’ll stay overnight in paris going over the mission. i want this to be perfect.”
sydney nodded. she was so out of it. it was as though she had drifted out of her body and was watching everything that happened, not being able to respond. she stood and left the room to go home like everyone else. but once in her car she just sat there. she wasn’t angry. she wasn’t sad. she wasn’t even confused. there was just too much all at once. she was overloaded.
“sydney?” jack was at her window.
“yeah?” she asked, snapping out of her trance.
“are you okay?”
“yeah, i’m fine. just tired i guess,” syd replied. “gotta go pack.”
she started her engine and pulled away, leaving her father standing alone in the parking garage. sydney kept her window down and left the radio playing softly on her way home. as she pulled into the driveway, “the reason” drifted over the speakers. she yanked the keys out of the ignition and went into her house.
she didn’t want to think about it. she didn’t want to be the reason for all of this s***. all she wanted was a hot bubble bath and then to curl up underneath a down comforter and dream sweet dreams. but she didn’t have time for that.
syd pulled a suitcase down from a shelf in her closet. she started packing. she packed clothes for comfort, not caring what she would be looking like. when she was done packing she sat on the edge of the bed. she looked around the room, her eyes landing on a picture of guy that was on her bedside table. she stood and picked it up.
he was indeed gorgeous. the picture was in his bed. his hair was tousled from sex, his green eyes were sparkling, and he was grinning. she had always loved the picture. he was happy, so wrapped up in her. she traced his face. as a tear rolled down her cheek, the doorbell rang.
she wiped her eyes and went to get it.
“i was wondering if i could give you a ride in.”
guy was looking at his feet, fidgeting back and forth. sydney stared at him and didn’t answer.
“i mean, if you’re all packed and ready to go.”
she just kept staring at him.
“saying something would be nice, you know. anything. i kinda put myself out on a line for you today,” he said.
“you put yourself out on a line for me?” sydney snapped. “you embarassed me in front of all my coworkers, including my father. it was obvious i was the woman you were speaking of. god didn’t you notice the uncomfortable silence when you were finished?! i’m surprised dixon wants me to go on a mission with you!”
“look i’m sorry!” he exclaimed. “i don’t give a s*** what the others think because i love you. if you don’t feel the same way it’s my loss. see you on the flight.”
syd watched as he walked down the steps toward his car. she cringed at what she was about to do but did it anyway.
“well is that ride still available?” she called.
he turned around and nodded, grinning one of those happy, wrapped up in her grins.
chapter six: reason
“what the f***?!” vaughn exclaimed. “what in the hell was that?!”
sydney looked out the window. it was all she could do not to burst into tears, and here vaughn was screaming his head off at her.
“what do you mean?” she asked, knowing very well it would just piss him off more.
“you know what i mean! he couldn’t keep his eyes off of you. and then you go and tell him he will see you again in his wet dreams?!” he yelled.
“is it possible he couldn’t keep his eyes off of me because i am pretty? you certainly thought so at some point!” syd snapped.
“okay very possible. yet why would you cringe when he called you doll? or break character and tell him that is the only time he would ever see you again?” vaughn pressured.
syd searched for a good excuse. she knew there could be one.
“when you found out lauren was a double agent and had to pretend like nothing was wrong, didn’t you cringe when you had to kiss her?” sydney asked. “maybe the idea of some ***hole who works with sark calling me doll got on my nerves…and i’m sorry that i broke character. that was a really stupid thing to do. i’m just so f***ing sick of dealing with a cocky, accented son of a b****. and that was sark, now we have another one!”
vaughn’s breathing slowed. he seemed okay with her explanation. he sighed.
“yeah, but we’ll get this one.”
it was just a stated fact.
***
“great work in germany vaughn, syd. but we have something better,” dixon seemed very happy the next day.
“what?” syd asked.
“charles mccready.”
in walked guy, dressed impeccably in a white shirt and black suit, no tie. he sat down across from syd and tried not to stare at her.
“he turned himself in. agreed to work with us,” dixon explained.
“why?” sydney spat bitterly.
i’m not a perfect person. there are many things i wish i didn’t do. but i continue learning. i never meant to do those thigns to you. and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know.
i’ve found a reason for me, to change who i used to be. a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
“i first began working with sark after my fiance died. she had been british intelligence and was killed by a terrorist cell,” guy began. “i wanted revenge, so i called up an old friend who i knew had to be involved with something illegal. sark. and indeed he was. he got me into the game, got me connections and all that jazz. i’ve done a lot of things of which i am not proud. i look back on days in my life and i am embarassed and saddened by my actions. but i want to change.”
“why?” sydney was still bitter.
“my fiance died five years ago. it’s not worth it anymore,” he explained. “and once more i might lose someone i love because of this stupid game.”
sydney took a deep breath. god this was all too much to come at her at once. in only a period of days she had learned that the man she loved was bad, and then he had switched sides and became good.
i’m sorry that i hurt you, it’s something i must live with everyday. and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away, and be the one who catches all your tears. that’s why i need you to hear
i’ve found a reason for me, to change who i used to be. a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
“i’ve hurt this woman in ways i can’t begin to explain,” guy went on. “but i love her so much. all i want to do is make things right, and this is the only way to do it.”
sydney could feel the eyes of dixon, vaughn, jack, all on her, but she didn’t care. she was doing her best to stop tears from swelling into her eyes. sometimes she hated what love could do to her.
i’m not a perfect person. i never meant to do those things to you. and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know
i’ve found a reason for me, to change who i used to be. a reason to start over new, and the reason is you. i’ve found a reason to show, a side of me you didn’t know. a reason for all that i do, and the reason is you
“i need to change,” guy stated simply.
the room was silent for a moment, no one brave enough to break it. finally jack cleared his throat.
“mr. mccready has given us information on sark’s next mission. it’s in a small town outside of paris,” jack said as a picture of the city popped up on the computer screens. “sark and a woman by the name of georgianne louella frescot want to kill this man.”
“pause for a moment,” sydney cut in. “georgianne louella frescot?”
“is the name familiar?” dixon asked.
“yeah, i think i might have seen it topping the worst names list of 2004,” she replied.
jack’s expression hardened, if that was possible. he clicked a button so a picture flashed onto the screen.
“wait a minute, this is abendroth,” vaughn said.
always the quick one vaughn, sydney thought to herself. it was obviously abendroth. the picture was the same one they saw before going on the mission to gain information on guy.
“pretty ironic, huh? you get killed by a gun that was bought from you two days earlier,” guy said.
“this is frescot,” jack said as a picture flashed onto the screen.
what she lacked in her name, she more than made up for in her looks. she was absolutely gorgeous. she had straight red hair that flowed almost all the way to her waist. she had porcelain skin but dark brown eyes. and if you weren’t already drooling, the smile that played its way onto her lips and the look in her eye said she was ready for fun. she was every man’s dream.
“she is very good. i have seen her work first hand. impressive,” jack explained.
“your mission is to apprehend all three of them; abendroth, frescot, and sark,” dixon said. “mccready will be working with you. he knows the equipment they are using, the floor plan, the exits, everything. this should go very well. you leave tonight. you’ll stay overnight in paris going over the mission. i want this to be perfect.”
sydney nodded. she was so out of it. it was as though she had drifted out of her body and was watching everything that happened, not being able to respond. she stood and left the room to go home like everyone else. but once in her car she just sat there. she wasn’t angry. she wasn’t sad. she wasn’t even confused. there was just too much all at once. she was overloaded.
“sydney?” jack was at her window.
“yeah?” she asked, snapping out of her trance.
“are you okay?”
“yeah, i’m fine. just tired i guess,” syd replied. “gotta go pack.”
she started her engine and pulled away, leaving her father standing alone in the parking garage. sydney kept her window down and left the radio playing softly on her way home. as she pulled into the driveway, “the reason” drifted over the speakers. she yanked the keys out of the ignition and went into her house.
she didn’t want to think about it. she didn’t want to be the reason for all of this s***. all she wanted was a hot bubble bath and then to curl up underneath a down comforter and dream sweet dreams. but she didn’t have time for that.
syd pulled a suitcase down from a shelf in her closet. she started packing. she packed clothes for comfort, not caring what she would be looking like. when she was done packing she sat on the edge of the bed. she looked around the room, her eyes landing on a picture of guy that was on her bedside table. she stood and picked it up.
he was indeed gorgeous. the picture was in his bed. his hair was tousled from sex, his green eyes were sparkling, and he was grinning. she had always loved the picture. he was happy, so wrapped up in her. she traced his face. as a tear rolled down her cheek, the doorbell rang.
she wiped her eyes and went to get it.
“i was wondering if i could give you a ride in.”
guy was looking at his feet, fidgeting back and forth. sydney stared at him and didn’t answer.
“i mean, if you’re all packed and ready to go.”
she just kept staring at him.
“saying something would be nice, you know. anything. i kinda put myself out on a line for you today,” he said.
“you put yourself out on a line for me?” sydney snapped. “you embarassed me in front of all my coworkers, including my father. it was obvious i was the woman you were speaking of. god didn’t you notice the uncomfortable silence when you were finished?! i’m surprised dixon wants me to go on a mission with you!”
“look i’m sorry!” he exclaimed. “i don’t give a s*** what the others think because i love you. if you don’t feel the same way it’s my loss. see you on the flight.”
syd watched as he walked down the steps toward his car. she cringed at what she was about to do but did it anyway.
“well is that ride still available?” she called.
he turned around and nodded, grinning one of those happy, wrapped up in her grins.