hi yah all
im so sorry for taking so long to update......but in updating now and hopefully soon!!!
ok if you are and s/v shipper you are going to hate me.
but i don't care hehehe ok i do care lol let me know what you think
Chapter 8 “life at home”
re cap
“I don't know what your talking about” Vaughn said trying to keep a straight
face, but Weiss just looked at him, Vaughn looked down to his hands and then
back up to Eric and smiled shyly
end recap
As Syd left the cafeteria she couldn't help but smile, she could feel Vaughn
watching her leave, by the way he made her feel, she knew this would not go
away, or would it? .
As Syd came to the car park she pulled her keys out of her pocket and placed
them in her car door, she started the engine and began to drive home
she couldn't help but think about her life,why do the people I love leave
me?
why is my dad away a lot?
i wonder why mum didn't want me to got Russia with her?
Why is there a missing part in my sister's file?
Syd finally arrived home, she couldn't wait to have a shower and chill out
with her friends
Syd opened her front door to find Francey cooking in the kitchen
“hey” Syd smiled as she put her keys on the table next to the door
“hi yah” Fracey said as she rushed over to give her a hug
Fran let go of her and looked straight at her face
“have you been crying?” she asked looking very worried
“yeah” she said as she took her jacket off
“why?” Fran was now really concerned because she knew Syd never cried unless
it was big
Syd moved over to sit on the couch as did Fran
“I got the job” she smiled trying to change the subject
“ohhh congrats” Fran said as she grabbed Syd's hand and squeezed it with joy
“yeah after all the training, I finally got it” Syd beamed
“I'm really happy for you” Fran's smile turned into a concerned frown
“you still haven't answered my question”
“yeah” Syd said as she looked on top of the TV set to see a photo of her
and her sister dressed up in fake police uniforms, holding fake guns with
chocolate all over their faces which made Syd smile for a brief second
a tear escaped from Syd's eyes
“I had like a test, and they found something wrong” Syd explained in the best
way she could without reveling too much
“what do you mean something wrong?” Fran stressed moving closer to Syd
“it's hard to explain, but anyway they sent me to see a shrink” Syd smiled
at the thought, Fran smiled too
“I was telling her about Nadia”
“ohhh ok, I'm sorry Syd” Fran reached over and gave her a heart filled hug
“it's ok, I think it was a good thing to talk to someone” she said as she let
go of Fran
“you can talk to me Syd, I knew her too”
“I know I can” Syd looked over to the window ledge to find another picture
of just her sister this time, the last picture taken of her before she died
depression filled the air as Fran looked over too.
“I miss her Fran.....so much. she was my little sister, I was suppose to look
after her” Syd said as she looked around to face Fran to find the same hurt
in her eyes
“Syd there was nothing you could have done, even if there was, you were just a
kid yourself ” Fran said as she tried to reassure her
suddenly the front door swung open, which made Syd and Fran jump
“hey whats going on?” Will asked as he saw the two girls with their hands
over their chests
“nothing you just scared us” Fran said as she got up and went to check on
dinner
“sorry” he looked at Syd
“it's ok” Syd smiled as she got up and moved closer to him
“so what you so happy about?” Syd asked
“I'm not happy” he smiled
“yeah you are your face is red and you have a huge grin on your face” Syd
smiled smugly as she poked him in the side
“ok, ok I have a date” he informed
Syd face fell as if she had just heard the worst news in her life
“y..yo..you have a date?” she stuttered
“yeah” Will noticed Syd's face fall which made him look away from her
“nice going......and heres me thinking that you where gay” Fran shouted from
the kitchen
which made them all laugh, Syd snapped out of the day dream she was having
“I'm really happy for you Will” she gave him a small hug
“thanks Syd, means a lot” he said as he patted her on the back and forced
himself to break the embrace after he let go he shed his jacket
she hated the fact that her friend had a date, she didn't
know why but it made her jealous, not the fact that she didn't had a date but
because it was Will, her Will, and this Jenny chick couldn't have him
“dinners ready” Francey yelled and emerged from the kitchen and placed 2
plates on the table
Will, Francy and Syd sat down at the table and began to eat the meal Fran had
cooked, by the time they had finished it was late, they all said their good
nights and Syd went to bed
About 20 minutes later Syd was reading a book in bed when there was a light tap on her door
that made her look up
“come in” she answered
the door opened and Will stepped into her room and closed the door
“hey, whats up?” she asked closing the book and sitting up more
he walked over towards the bed and sat down at the bottom of her feet
“I just wanted to thank you, for letting me stay here” he smiled
she sat up full so she was facing him and took his hand
“it's ok, your welcome” she beamed
“after Lisa died I never thought I would get back on track, with my drinking
and anger, after a year at the hospital, I had time to think” Will's sad
expression turned into a smile with that he turned round to look Syd in the face
“I have been living here for a month now, I have job, I have my life back”
he rubbed his hands together as if what he said next would make him enjoy the
reaction from Syd
“and I also have a date with a beautiful woman” he said as his face turned
bright red
“yeah about that, she's far to young for you” she blurted
“she's about 2 years younger than me” he laughed
“well I just think she's not good enough for you” she turned her head breaking
their gaze
“anyway I'm taking anything I can get, I need to move on Syd” he stated
seriously
“ok, so I haven't had much time to talk to you with the training and all” she
sighed and looked back at him
“I can't ask you in front of Fran because she doesn't know, but what was it
like in that hospital?”
“I don't know I was ill for the first week, you know getting the alcohol out
of my system was the hardest”
“well you got through it, and we have the old Will back” she said pointing to
a picture of her, Will and Francey on her night stand which was next to the
dimly lit lamp(the only source of light in the room)
“I had a lot of time to think in there, marrying Lisa would have been wrong”
“why?” she asked in shock he seemed to really love her
“because I...I I never loved her with my whole heart” he stressed and looked
down to his hands which were on his lap, he moved a little closer to Syd
“why not?”
“the day you picked me up from the hospital” he was now rubbing his hands
again
“the first time I saw you in a year”
“ Will, if we were allowed to visit we would have.....” she explained but he
cut her off
“shut up Syd” he whispered with a deep breath
“ok” she knew what he wanted to say but was she ready to hear it yet? she
didn't know. normally she would make up something to get out the room but
this time she stayed, she wanted to see what would happen.
“when I saw you by the car with that cute little smile you only show to
me, it hit me, you are the reason I live, you are the reason I wake up every
day, you are the one I think about all the time” he turned to face Syd his
eyes were full of tears but he never let them fall
she went to answer him but he held his hand up as if to say he had not
finished, her hands were shaking she thought that her heart would explode
if he carried on .this feeling scared her more than anything
“like I said marrying Lisa would have been wrong, because my heart was gone
a long time before I met her” he took his hands and placed them on her face
which made the tears that he had been gathering up fall
“I.....I........” she stuttered but before she could get the words out Will's lips came crashing down on hers, the shock of it all made her jump but after a split second of worrying what this would do to their friendship she began kissing him back
her hands moved around his neck and she pulled him backwards so she was now lying down, he was now literally on top of her, his hand's moved from her face and began to drifted up her top. She very quickly pulled his jumper over his head.....he pulled away, while she did this
“I love you Syd” he said breathlessly
“I love you too” on saying that she pulled him back down on top of her, there was no way Will was leaving her room tonight.
Fran was in the kitchen getting a drink, she was half a sleep, she looked over
at Syd's door when she was walking back to her room, there was a little
light from underneath she sighed as the light went off
“working late again” she whispered to herself and closed her bedroom door
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