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Chapter 10
-Interrogation part 3-
A little more the an half an hour Vaughn parked his car outside his mothers house and made his way to the front door. When he got to the door he rang the door bell and he could hear how Donovan stated to bark on the other side of the door and after a few seconds his mother appeared at the door.
Amélie Vaughn was a woman in her early sixties. She was about a head shorter then Vaughn but had the same piercing green eyes as her son and they shared a special bond since they both have lost William so early in Vaughn's childhood.
William's death had been painful for both of them, she had lost the love of her life and no one could ever replace him and to tell the truth she did not want one or let one do it either. Vaughn on the other hand had lost his father. Even though he had a lot of relatives and friends to the family around him as male role models he would never have father. He would never have a father-son relationship with anyone. She had done everything she could to fill in William's spot, which had brought them much closer to each other.
Then when Vaughn had come one day and said that he planed on join the agency her world fell apart. She did not think anyone understood his decision more than she did. He wanted to follow his father in line of work for many reasons. For him his father was a hero, William had sworn to served and protect his county and if his father dedicated his life to his job then Vaughn decided to finish it for him. Vaughn also saw joining the agency as a way to finally found out what really happened to his father since it was classified information neither he nor his mother really knew what had really happened to his father.
But even though Amélie understood her son's decision it did not mean she had not tried to stop him but unfortunately all her attempt on trying to change his mind had failed. It terrified her it literally scared her to death that she would lose another man she loved more than anything to that job. That was the reason she always made sure he called some time to time so she knew he was safe.
"Michel there you are. I have been calling you but you haven't answered. You should have been back here for hours by now." Amélie said and opened the door wider to let him inside.
"Oh I had some things to do before I could get here." He answered as he grabbed Donovan's leash from where it hung on the cot rack as he bent down to leash the dog. Donovan was about to give his master a very wet kiss with the tongue when he found Vaughn's jacket a lot more interesting. Vaughn looked down at his dog, as he practically smelled him everywhere and he understood that his clothes probably smelled a lot like Sydney so he did not blame Donovan if he wanted to investigate it since it was a very nice scent.
"Oh okay...by the way I what to ask you what you're doing on Friday night? I hardly see you this days and I was thinking that you and Alice could come here and we could have dinner." She asked and immediately saw the change in his body language.
"Yeah sure...that would great I'd love to come but...Alice won’t, we...broke up. Actually we have been over for a long time we just hadn't said the words yet."
"Did you break up because you met someone else?" She asked and looked at him closely. She had for a long period of time had the feeling that everything was not great in their relationship it had actually started during the first time they were together and she had the noticed that he did not seem to be happy with Alice. She had not been surprised when he had broke up with her and started to totally focus on his job.
But she became very surprised when he went back to her after just a few months and she always supported her son no matter what he did in his life but that did not mean that she thought all his decisions were the best all times. It seemed that he had the same idea during the summer after he had been missing for a few days which of course had almost given her a heart attack.
He had come back and she once again thought that he was unhappy in his relationship with Alice. They stayed together though and when she had visited him in the hospital after a virus infection, she got an even stronger felling that something was not right since she got the impression that he did not appreciate that Alice came and visited him.
Then Alice father died and the more time that passed the more she noticed it. Every time he was with Alice or talked about her there was no doubt her was unhappy. During all this time she had seen how much more time he spent at the office and she thought it was because he had been promoted last year and had become a senior officer she simply thought it was just a way to avoid Alice but one day she finally discovered why.
She had been in his house to drop some things off and had walked past the bookshelf in the living room when she noticed that the picture of Michael and William ice-skating in the long line of photograph in on of the shelves where slightly out of place. She decided to fix it for him and when she had opened the frame something she had not expected fell out of it.
Inside the frame was a black and white picture of a beautiful woman. She could see that someone had held the picture many times since it was a little creased and it also looked like it was a picture taken for identification purposes and then all of a sudden it all fell in place. He had feelings for someone he worked with. That was why he spent so many hours in the office and ran to the phone as soon as it rang.
"What do you mean?"
"Michel I'm your mother not a stranger. Even though I don't see you very often I know there's someone, because you haven't been hiding it very well." She said and he looked down at the floor sheepishly. "Michel can you look me in the eyes and tell that there isn’t someone in your life you haven't told me about."
"It's complicated." He answered and finally he started to tell her about this girl that she has wanted to find out more about. "She works for the agency. I'm actually her handler and the CIA has a rule that we shouldn't be seeing each other."
"But now when you're not dating Alice anymore...you..." She began to say but he interrupted her before she got to her point. He knew exactly what she was about to say and he could not believe that his mother had read him so easily. Maybe it had something to do with being married to a CIA officer and raising another that made her so good at reading him.
"Look I should probably get going...I got work and…” He said and opened the door before he pulled on the lash to indicate to Donovan that they were leaving.
"Michel." She said and it made him stop in the doorway. "Do you know that you sometimes remind me so much of your father. Because when he didn't want to answer questions he always made excuses so that he didn't have to." She said matter-of-factly and Vaughn and Donovan stepped back into the house before he closed the door since she would not let him leave before she got some answers. "Tell me about this woman. What's her name?"
"Sydney." Vaughn answered with a large smile since he knew there was no point in hiding what he felt for Sydney anymore and Amélie saw how just mentioning Sydney’s name put a smile on his face. Not even Alice who in her opinion had been Vaughn’s most serious relationship so fare had never made him react that way. Therefore this Sydney must definitely be someone special.
"What a beautiful name…I hope I’ll meet this Sydney someday.”
"Yeah me too. You're really gonna like her." Vaughn answered with a smile. It was true he really thought that his mother would like her. Even though he had a picture of her at his apartment he could not show it to her. He did not think that the picture did her any justice she was much more beautiful in person but he still wanted to have a picture of her so that he could look at it when he wanted. He usually had a photograph of his girlfriend in his wallet or in a picture frame at his place. But the picture was hidden partly for Alice but now when she was out of the picture it was only because the CIA should not see it. Though it was not likely that someone actually would see it he still had to be on the safe side so he could not show it to his mother since no one was suppose to know that he had it.
He has also not decided yet if he wanted to tell his mother or not who Sydney really was. He knew that if he ever decided to tell her it would be after they met since he did not want his mother to have or get the wrong impression of Sydney. Even if his mother would eventually accept Sydney she beat herself up enough as it was and she did not need his mother to make it even harder for her then it already was. But this was not something he needed to worry about now it would take a long time before they could meet but the unawareness of not knowing how long it would take to bring down SD-6 was beginning to take its toll on him.
"Michel?" Amélie asked concerned and she brought him back out of his thoughts. "What is it? I can see that there is something wrong."
"It's just that I wished that her life wouldn't be so complicated that's all. I just...after tonight I understood that she felt the same way I did. Everything changed and I can't…I understood that being her friend and the person that she can rely on and trust, isn't gonna be enough."
"Do you love her?" Amélie asked and Vaughn was caught completely of guard and he did not know what to answer. It was too early to know if he loved her or not, but there was something inside him that told him that he was. Since he had stopped fighting his feelings about her and even admit to himself that he liked her. The more he thought about her the more he noticed all the things he liked about her. Maybe he was already in love with her with out knowing it. "Michel you don't have to answer that if you don't want to. I think I already know it anyway. I can see it in you eyes that you do."
"Maman...l didn't expect that question and to tell you the truth I haven't paid that much of thought to it. I don't know I...think that I..."Vaughn said but then stopped. "I think we need to finish her work thing before we finally can start to see what will happen between us. But what scares me is that I don't know how long that will take."
"Michel I have known for a long time that there has been another woman in you life and that she meant something extremely special to you. But I’m sure that you’ll one day clear everything in her life, so that you can share it."
"I hope you're right. I’ll see you on Friday at...seven?" Vaughn said and gives her a small smile.
"That would be great take care Michel and I love you."
"Love you too." Vaughn said as walk over to her and gave her a kiss on the cheek before he opened the door again and walked out of the house with Donovan right behind him.
* * *
As Sydney opened the front door and walked into the apartment she heard the TV on in the living room and since Francie had already went to bed it could not be her who was watching TV. She thought for a second if she should pull her gun or not but she decided against it before she took a few more steps into the apartment and as she could see the couch she saw a familiar figure sitting there.
"Oh Will it was only you. I didn’t know you were here.” She said as her pulse returned to normal and she walked over to him. By the sound of her voice he turned off the TV and stood up from the couch and faced her.
“I only got here about a half an hour ago…I wanted to talk to you…about Vaughn.” Will said and she knew that this was going to be brought up sooner or later. He had been very clear that he thought her date with Vaughn was very risky and that he had doubted Vaughn's intentions. Will had been right when he had thought Vaughn wanted to sleep with her but what he did not know was that Vaughn had not threw himself at her like most men did. He had also been so sweet to her and on top of that she wanted it as much as Vaughn had wanted it.
"You want to talk about my date with Vaughn?"
"Syd after Taipei I know what kind of life you live. It dangerous I don't know exactly how dangerous and quite frankly I don’t what to but I know that you just meeting Vaughn about SD-6 stuff could cause you your life. Then I can only imagine how dangerous it was for you two to go to dinner. I like Vaughn ever since I met him the first time because he's responsible of keeping you as safe as possible and helping you to not go insane in this crazy spy world you live in. But now…after knowing that he took you on a date despite the risks I don’t know if I like the thought of that you two are together if it only risk your life even more. I mean it’s obvious that he is willing to scarify your life to just have a little fun.”
"Will." Sydney said to him with anger in her voice. "I think that I know him a lot better then you do so I know that he won’t do that. He won't let anything happened to me and he wouldn't risk my life to have a little fun as you call it. Plus are you sure this is just about my protection? Because I’m starting to think this is about something else."
"I think you're pretty clear on what my feelings for you are. Call me jealous if you want to but I’m only trying to protect you from getting hurt."
"Will I know you only want what's best for me. You're one of my best friends and I love you for that but I have never loved you in a romantic way. I never wanted to hurt you and I'm probably breaking you heart right now but it's Vaughn that I want and only him. That of course doesn't mean that I don't want to hear what you think about him or that you question our relationship ‘cause you think that it’s risking my life. If you wouldn't do that, you wouldn't care about me and if I asked you not to it would be like asking you not to be my friend anymore. After Danny I never thought that I would be able to love a man again like I did with him.”
“You love Vaughn?”
“Yeah I think I do. He gave me a reason to love a man again he helped me though difficult times. I trust him with my life and it takes two to tango I know the risks as much as he did, which means that you can’t only blame him for risking my life. I’m a grown woman who can make my own decisions and it was my call to go with him. I don’t regret it now and I will not regret it tomorrow or the day after that. Vaughn changed my life after everything and I thought you would appreciate that I'm happy and that I moved on with my life." She said and her tone was getting angrier and angrier since she would not let Will get in her way of happiness.
"Syd I am happy that you moved on 'cause especially you don't deserve to be unhappy with everything you have gone though in your life. I'm gonna have to respect that you don’t feel the same about me as I do with you. And I do like Vaughn he's a great guy and a very lucky one but I think his needs to be with you are stronger than his obligations to keep you safe and if that volunteers your safety than I don't think this is the right time to start a relationship with him. I think both of you would agree with me that it's better to have a later than a not at all. Therefore I'm not gonna change the way I fell about him being involved with you right now.” He said and started to move towards the door since the conversation was not leading anywhere.
“I’m not asking you to do that all I’m asking you to do is not to take this out on only him. ‘Cause if you do then I’m gonna take his side no matter how good friends we are. I’m not gonna let you offend him in any way.”
“Got it.” He said and opened the door and shut it after him with a slam without saying good bye.
* * *
“Andrew, what exactly is your problem?” A young woman asked with anger written all over her face. This time her godfather had gone to fare in controlling her life.
“My problem? …Where do you want me to start? This guy has a criminal record after punching a man in a bar.” He old man said and she looked at him shocked. Sometimes it scared her how much he could find out about the people she was seeing. “I checked him up with my contacts everything from criminal record to his library card. If he’s done it once what says that he won’t do it again and I’m not going to take that chance that that might be you. I’m not letting you under any circumstances move out of this house. If you do I’m don’t have the slightest chance at all to protect you and that was exactly what I swore to you mother that I would do and I’m certainly not going to break that promise. She risked everything to keep you safe and we have been over this already, the only reason why you here with me right now instead of with her, is ‘cause if they found her and you were there too you would have been in great danger. You couldn’t possibly even with your wildest imagination understand what the people who are looking for your mother are capable of doing. All I’m trying to do is keep you safe and out of harms way.”
“Well let me tell you something…you couldn’t possibly imagine what I had to scarify in my life so they wouldn’t find me. I have been living in a top secured house for my entire life with a man who even if he’s my godfather controls everything in my life so I would hardly call what you do as trying to keep me as safe as possible no it more like I’m your prisoner. You control everything from who I’m seeing, when and where. Do you think that it’s easy to have a normal life when you live like that?” She said and the old man just looked at her. “Besides I also think that my mother has felgercarb way of showing that she loves me as you so claim that she does ‘cause if she just left me with you and never even tried to contact me, her own daughter at least once I wouldn’t call that love.”
“Alicia Diane Strowb you can’t be more wrong if you think that your mother didn’t love you or do love you.”
“Then I suggest that you explain it to me ‘cause every time I ask you questions about my family you always make excuses so you don’t have to answer them.”
“One day you mother will contact you and she will be more than willing to answer all the questions you have, but right now that’s impossible. And no matter what you want you’re definitely not moving out of this house. I could be willing to let this young man come here but you’re definitely not moving out ‘cause then you have no idea of what kind of length I’m willing to go to stop that. I don’t think that I have to remind you I used to work in intelligence.”
“No you don’t but I’m a grown woman you have no right to make decisions over my head.” She said and stormed out of the old man’s office. He let out a deep sigh he ran his hand through his hair and then he let his easy fall on his left ring finger and the ring he still wore after all this time.
He had not and would not explain to her what sacrifices he had made in this life. Just like Alicia his family was as much in danger by these people as she was, but that was something that she was completely unaware of. He had come to an agreement with Alicia’s mother to keep both of their families as safe as possible and then the current situation was the best solution, even if all parts did not have the same opinion.
It did not pas one day when he did not think about his own family back in the Stats half across the world from where he was. Every single day he had to remind himself that he was doing this for them and their future.
Over the years he could remember a few times he had been laying in bed and whishing that his wife was laying beside him and their son was sleeping down the hall. He had even had dreams when he had been able to wrap his strong arm around her waist to hold her close and felt her unique scent, or that he was seeing his son on his graduation from collage.
He was brought out of his thoughts by a knock on the door and as soon as he saw one of his oldest friends in the door opening, he knew that something important had happened otherwise the African-American man would hot have come to his house personally.
“I just got here from Nice…and I got something that I think that you would find very interesting.” The African-American said and placed a videotape on the desk. “From what my sources can tell me neither SD-6 nor CIA knows about this.” As soon as the word SD-6 or CIA was mentioned he knew that he had been right when he assumed that something important had happened. Andrew placed the videotape in the VCR and pushed the play button. Soon the parking lot of Nice’s airport was shown on the TV screen and he immediately noticed why his friend had come such a long way to give him this personally. “It looks like you right after all Andrew…agents Bristow and Vaughn would get together.”
“Yes it appears so…I want you to watch these two like a hawk and report back to me if anything happens.”
TBC