Chapter 11
Vaughn pulls into a parking space and quickly dashed into the gift store; however, once in the store, he slows down to a casual walk as he passed shelves of small miniatures towards the stacks of books in the back. He picks a book off the shelf, some random self-help book, and started flipping through. Kristine’s arm brush by as she reaches past him for a travel guide.
“ Any tails?”
“ I don’t think so, but I had a feeling that someone was behind me.”
“ Hope I didn’t interrupt anything,” she whispers. He couldn’t tell if she is being sincere. She had to have known that he would be at Sydney’s house. She was sitting behind in that café when he had been invited.
“ Nothing to interrupt. Just trying to have a normal evening with new acquaintances.”
“ I’m sorry, ” she says in a barely audible voice. Realizing that she sounds like a child ashamed because she knew she did something she shouldn’t have, she clears her throat to regain some superiority. “ I forgot,” she adds firmly.
“It’s okay. I know you wouldn’t have done it if it wasn’t important,” he replies softly.
She lowers her head. It is important, but couldn’t she have waited until the next morning? She probably could have and quickly hated herself. It isn’t like her to not allow him to have any life outside the CIA just because she doesn’t have one. Work is everything to her, and she does sometimes forget that it may not be the same with other people. Even if deep down she suspects it is his whole life also.
“ Yeah. I was just ordered to give you some new information.” He nods his head looking as if he agrees with the self-help book.
“ I just got clearance to tell you that . . . there is another double inside SD-6.” She can ear him suck in a quick breath with surprise.
“ Who?”
“ My father said it would be better if I not tell you yet. The person would make it known when they feel the time is right.”
“ Does this person know about me?”
“ Only that you are a double. Nothing about past work with other branches.”
“ When would the right time be?”
“ Soon. That’s why I asked if I could inform you ahead of time.”
“ There’s more . . .” he senses that she wants to tell him more but she isn’t allowed to.
“ No. . . .that’s all I was suppose to say.” She knows it sounds lame, but it is the truth.
He starts to get a little frustrated. She had sparked his interest and now wouldn’t reveal more. Why didn’t she just not say anything at all?
“ Then maybe you should have waited until you were suppose to say everything.” He couldn’t control the words out of his mouth. She was already feeling terrible that she really didn’t need to call him, but his words hurt her more than she wants to admit.
“ I’m sorry,” he quickly apologizes. “ I know there are rules that you have to follow.”
“ No, you’re right. There is more.”
“ Listen, if you can’t . . . then don’t elaborate,” though he wants to know, he realizes that it is hard on her.
She remains silent for a few seconds contemplating her next move. She mentally goes down a list of pros and cons for telling him something extra. In the end, it is guilt that outweighs everything. She feels so bad that there was no real reason to call him out here tonight. She owes him this.
“ I wanted to find out more about this other double. Before your case, I hadn’t known much about the Alliance. It was purely for my own interest. It was very hard to find records . . .but I have a friend who was willing to help. I’m not entirely sure if it is completely reliable, so . . . .don’t take too much into this.”
He has a funny feeling about where she was going with all this. Why does she feel like she has to explain all this background about how she obtained the information. It is like she is preparing him for something. But what?
“ While looking. . . we found files of other agents. Whether everything connects, I don’t know. But . . .your father’s name came up in a list of those other agents.”
As the words “your father” left her mouth, an overwhelming sense of grief resurface after years of suppressing it.
“ What does that mean? My father and the double . . .”
“ I don’t know. I’m working on finding more. I just thought . . .”
“ Thank you,” She is taking a risk digging in places that she shouldn’t for him. He is sincerely grateful. At the news that he may learn more about a mystery that he had been trying to figure out his entire life, he doesn’t know what to think.
She wants him to tell her what he’s thinking, but knows it isn’t the right place or time. She should just slip away quietly. As she passes by she whispers, “ Make sure to buy something . . . just in case you were followed.”
After more moments of staring at the self help book, he hears the ringing of the bell as the door to the gift shop closes and puts the book back onto the shelf. He walks around the shop a little longer to give ample time in between her departure and his.
Something silver catches his eye on one of the shelves and gives him an idea. He picks up the gift and walks to the counter.
“ Would you like it gift wrapped in a box sir?” the girl at the counter asked.
“ Uh . . . no, just a small bag will do.”
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“ Finally,” Sydney thinks to herself as she sees him walk out. She couldn’t see anything after he went into the store. She didn’t think it was wise to follow into the store. It seemed like ages as she waited impatiently outside in the parking lot. She sees him put a paper bag into his coat pocket. She is still confused. Where is this place? Why would he be here? This is definitely not for work . . .or is it?
She brings herself to an upright position as she sees his car starting to leave the parking lot. Her logic sense tells her to drop it. He probably just went to buy something at a store. But why in the middle of our dinner party? Something doesn’t make sense. In the back of her mind, Sloane’s words keep repeating. “ If there is any suspicion . . .” She sighs and turns on the engine.
He drives quite slowly now unlike when he was going to the store. He was going so fast it seemed like something urgent was waiting for him. Why the sudden change? She tells herself not to ask any more questions and just follow. He drives into a more isolated area. “ We are definitely outside the main city,” she nervously thinks to herself. All of sudden, he pulls over on the road, gets out, and walks up a small hill.
Sydney quietly and slowly gets out of her car. She suddenly notices that she didn’t even bother to change when she thought she was going to work. Thank goodness she was wearing soft flat shoes rather than her heals. She could be so much quieter this way. As she makes her way up the hill, she is careful to dodge behind trees. As she reaches the top, she realizes where she is.
Even in the dark, the moonlight shines clearly on the edges of the gravestones. She shouldn’t be afraid, but she has an uneasy feeling. She never liked cemeteries. It is completely quiet, but then she hears his soft voice.
She walks closer and closer. His back is to her and is obviously too distracted in his own thoughts to notice.
She is finally close enough to make out his words instead of simple mumbles.
“ I may be closer now. To finding out the truth dad,” he says. She holds her breath while listening intently.
“ I know you probably didn’t want me looking . . .but . . .” he stops abruptly and looks down at his shoes in silence. She had never been so intrigued to find out more. She almost wills him to continue.
As if getting the vibes she is sending, he takes a deep breath to control his emotions to allow him to continue.
“ I have to know. I will feel there will always be something missing . . .if I just let it go without ever knowing what happened.” He swallows hard and reaches into his coat pocket for the bag.
He takes out a small silver miniature of a hockey stick with a puck. He smiles at it a little and “ This is for you . . .” and places it on the gravestone.
Sydney shifts a little to get a better look at what is in his hand. This time his ears pick up the sounds of someone standing behind him. At the same instant that he turns around to follow the sound, she dashes behind a tree.
While leaning up against the trunk of tree and holding her breath, she mentally prays that he wouldn’t come any closer. Her heart starts to pound in her chest and she doesn’t know why. She senses him walking closer and closer. She can hear the shuffle along the grassy ground. She feels her stomach jump at the sound of his voice.
“ What are you doing here?”