A/N: Tenth part! Yay! I'm going to estimate and say that there's about five parts left, maybe more or maybe less. Anyway, as we're coming towards the end, I'm just going to thank you all again for your support. As I said before, I was nervous about posting this but I'm glad you all like it so much. Enjoy!
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Part X
He had spent hours being debriefed, going over what happened between him and Sydney, or at least the fictitious story they had agreed on. Of course he didn’t tell them that Julia Thorne was really Sydney Bristow, or that she was alive and he was hiding her, here in LA.
“I’ve got to see her again,” Vaughn said, sitting down at his desk.
He had a bad feeling about all of this. Now that he knew Sydney was alive, it was like he could sense her very life force. It was wavering up and down, growing strong then nearly fading away. He needed to find a better way to help Sydney remember before it was too late.
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He had the nerve to get his own key to the room when they first checked in, as a couple. That way, it would be harder for the Covenant to track her down. Opening the door, he saw that the room was unoccupied. His heart began to race with worry, but he reassured himself, “She’s probably just in the bathroom or something.”
But the bathroom door was open and nobody was there. Looking around the room, he sighed in relief when he found her out on the balcony, looking down on the world. He walked over to it, opening the sliding glass door and stepping out to see her.
“You scared me for a second,” he said, watching her as she sat on the railing.
“Oh. Sorry,” her voice was very detached.
She blew smoke into the air, watching it dissipate in the nighttime sky. They were both quiet and she took another puff of her cigarette, fiddling with her lighter in the other hand, which was resting across her leg.
“Sydney hated smoking,” he said, “On one of her earlier missions, she told me how she had to play the part of a rich, French painter’s wife. She thought the cigarette would add a nice touch, but she got through one and nearly threw up.”
“Hmm,” she replied, holding the stick up to stare at it. Then, she tossed it over the ledge, watching its descent towards the ground, “It’s a bad habit, I know. I don’t know why I brought it up, anyway.”
She jumped up off the ledge, standing a few feet in front of him. There were no barriers, no invisible walls in between them, like before. She just stared at him, curious to see his next course of action.
He wanted to kiss her. He wanted to, but knew he shouldn’t. He had Lauren at home, plus, she really wasn’t Sydney. She was in body, but not in mind and soul. Still, the overwhelming urge pushed at him, telling him to savor these small moments they had together, just like Sydney would have.
“Can…,” he stuttered, afraid to sound like an idiot, “Can I kiss you?”
His voice was low and with the wind, she couldn’t hear his request, “What did you say? You must speak louder.”
He closed his eyes tightly, feeling the cool breeze brush against his body. His hands were balled in fists at his side and he wanted to cry. He would never have to ask Sydney such a thing. She was always so open, always so willing to offer her love and accept it.
Taking his chance, he stepped in closer, grabbing both of her arms and pulling her towards him for a kiss. She was confused and unresponsive at first, wondering what he was doing. She should have pushed him off, told him that she wasn’t his precious Sydney, no matter how badly he wanted her to be. Julia Thorne didn’t do kisses and this romantic, intimate stuff, unless, of course, it was for a mission. So why did she just stand there? Why didn’t she fight it? Suddenly, she found herself not caring and just gave into his love.
She kissed differently than Sydney did. It wasn’t better or worse, but he wasn’t used to it. She even tasted different, like cigarettes and cinnamon, burning his mouth and awakening his senses. Sydney had a very defining taste. It was sweet, like honey, but there was something gentle about it. The taste and the style was different, but there was still something familiar in that kiss. Something from his days with Sydney which proved that Julia still carried a part of Sydney with her. It renewed his hope.
Breaking away, he stared into her eyes. Behind the confusion, bitterness, despair and pain, he could see her. He could see Sydney staring back at him, which melted his heart. He couldn’t help it and gentle tears were released from his eyes.
“Why are you crying?” she asked, cocking her head.
“I’m just… I’m glad,” he smiled, sincere.
She didn’t know what he meant by that or why he was so happy. Even still, she felt an unbearable urge to wipe away his tears. Leaning up on her tiptoes to reach his height, she kissed the falling drop. It tasted sweet and salty at the same time. She repeated this action until his face was dry and he started deeply into her eyes, stroking her face with his hand. She leaned into it, basking in this strange, new feeling. She felt… safe. Then, he pulled her close to him, burying her head in the crook of his neck.
“Oh, Sydney.”
He didn’t know what else to say, but somehow, that was enough. He led her back into the hotel room holding her hand, never wanting to let go.
“I know you think you’re Julia… but you’re not. You’re Sydney Bristow, before anything. Sydney was a master of disguises, with more aliases than you could count, but she was still Sydney Bristow, through each and every one of them. She put a bit of her heart and soul into each one, which is how I know that you’re her. I can see it. Julia Thorne… you’re just another one of her very well put together and very well played off aliases.”
She knew his words were meant to reassure and reawaken her, but she couldn’t help feel insulted. Even if he was right about her just being another alias, that alias was what she could remember of her life. It was her life. To say she was nothing more than a mirage…
“Then I guess I’ll fade away.”
Suddenly, the doors burst open, a CIA tactical team making their presence known and aiming their automatic rifles right at them, “Freeze!”
She felt so stupid. She should have been able to see them, to know they were coming. Julia Thorne was professional, not a sentimental sap. Because she forgot that, she would pay.
She looked over to him and he looked so betrayed. They must have followed him here, not trusting him after all. It just goes to show you that trust and honesty will put you six feet under.
“Sydney--”
“Shh,” she hushed him, as they cuffed her hands behind her back, “I know. Its okay.”
One man stayed behind to talk to Vaughn and the rest escorted her out of the building. She smiled sincerely, more tears starting to flow.
She wasn’t afraid. She wouldn’t try to fight it. Their run truly was over and she had enjoyed it, while it lasted. That’s all that really mattered and as they secured her in the back of the black van, she felt… relieved.