Tom
An Old Friend
Well, so I'm sittin' here thinkin' about what to post on my community forum boards.
I have three screen-names...
The administrator: who is all about the 'look' and 'function'
The content admin: Who is all about providing content and updating that content for our guests
Member One: Kinda the part of me that 'shouldn't get out' if'n ya know what I mean.
This guy's is the side of me that has no f'in tact. He says stuff that most people in our 'conditioned society' can't and won't tolerate.
My kinda guy, right?
Well, I was just about to post a bunch of stuff to the community when admin guy stepped in and shut me down.
WTH?
I had stuff like the state of the social global insanity, birth wrongs, preventive insanity tactics and even the condition of the almighty dollar.
However, eventually I'll sneak out long enough to post on ScreenHead and we'll see what ole adminhead can do about it.
After-all, I am in his head. Hahaha!
Ya'know I can't post this stuff here. Kevin runs a respectable politically correct forum and I respect that.
THAT BEING SAID...
You know why babies cry at birth? (Well, why when I cried, anyway...I do remember {so could you})
BECAUSE...I tried to tell the Dr I didn't want any part of this universe but he couldn't hear my thoughts (no matter how hard I tried)
I guess one thing I've learned in my long life is the fact doctors can't hear minds.
Wanna remember before you were born (while you were in yer mamma), ya gotta stop trying to put memories in there and let the baseline physical memory come forward (thanks Dianetics). Before you were born you had no standard memories. All you knew was how YOU felt at any given moment. My mom smoked and drank all through her pregnancy. I remember the burning sensation and the rush of mellow (from the nicotine). So, in a way...I came out addicted to cigarettes and alcohol.
Consequently, my feet have ALWAYS given me pain. My sister told me mom fell one night coming back from the bar while she was pregnant with me....Makes sense to me...
I've died twice so far (three's a charm..I hope).
Once in a car accident, the paramedics revived me on the way to the hospital.
I saw...NOTHING
I felt....NOTHING
I knew I was going to be gone but no matter what I tried...I COULDN'T stop it.
When they revived me I felt a serious rush of pain and confusion. (kinda when I was born).
The second time while sleeping at my wife's house, while she was still my girlfriend.
I thought it was a dream. I was floating away... the world I saw getting smaller and smaller.
If it had continued, I believe it would have disappeared forever.
When I 'Jolted' myself 'awake', I felt that same rush of pain, this time in my chest, mostly.
Unlike the car accident occurrence, this time I was able to force myself back.
I know, if I had failed, I wouldn't be here now to write this.
All my life I've dealt with anxiety. A few years ago my current gf rushed me to the hospital because I was doubled over in extreme abdominal pain. They said I had a non-diagnosed ulcer which caused my stomach to explode. Had I NOT gone to the ER, I would have died within 30 min.
During the time I was knocked out in the ER and again when they put me out to do a colonoscopy, is the closest to experiencing the 'Death Sensation" I felt on those two previous occasions. So, If'n you have ever been knocked out for surgery and woke, that period of time you were out is what it's like to be dead.
You see...NOTHING
You feel...NOTHING
You only FEEL when you come back.
Wow, pretty deep eh?
That all being said, World population is now over 8 BILLION and steadily growing.
To actually do anything about it 5 Billion people must be removed from this planet at once.
At Once?
This is because humans have an addiction to sex resulting in offspring (zygotes)
So, how do you remove 5 billion people in one fell swoop?
Thanos had a solution but look what happened, so did it work? NO
When I read about a mass shooting or about mass disaster death tolls they never come close to WW2 death statistics.
70–85 million deaths
Sounds like a lot doesn't it...It's NOT.
Let's round it up to the nearest 100 million
100,000,000
There are 8,206,699,984 right this moment and CLIMBING rapidly.
Look at these two numbers
0,100,000,000
8,206,699,984
By the time I finish this post it will be over 8,206,700,000
You better have a lot of bullets.
So, what does this mean?
GAWD, kan't wait till I croak, just throw me in the ditch (its comin' y'know). At least my body will feed the wildlife (hope it doesn't make em sick).
So, I sit here surfin' my paid internet watching movies, TV shows and listening to music.
Can't drink anymore (body can't take the alcohol...thanx mom)
Sex is out the window, that factory is closed now (thankfully I have a wonderful GF)
Maybe I'll find out what happens next pretty soon. I hope so, Can't take much more of this social insanity.
Perhaps you should look and see the reality in which you exist. Look away from that phone, Stop watching commercials on the idiot box, pay attention only to the news that directly affects you, exist in the here and now, stop worrying about things you have absolutely no control over, act when you have the opportunity and means do something about the things you can and Realize its Life according to you and that's what actually matters otherwise someone else is dictating your contentment.
I have three screen-names...
The administrator: who is all about the 'look' and 'function'
The content admin: Who is all about providing content and updating that content for our guests
Member One: Kinda the part of me that 'shouldn't get out' if'n ya know what I mean.
This guy's is the side of me that has no f'in tact. He says stuff that most people in our 'conditioned society' can't and won't tolerate.
My kinda guy, right?
Well, I was just about to post a bunch of stuff to the community when admin guy stepped in and shut me down.
WTH?
I had stuff like the state of the social global insanity, birth wrongs, preventive insanity tactics and even the condition of the almighty dollar.
However, eventually I'll sneak out long enough to post on ScreenHead and we'll see what ole adminhead can do about it.
After-all, I am in his head. Hahaha!
Ya'know I can't post this stuff here. Kevin runs a respectable politically correct forum and I respect that.
THAT BEING SAID...
You know why babies cry at birth? (Well, why when I cried, anyway...I do remember {so could you})
BECAUSE...I tried to tell the Dr I didn't want any part of this universe but he couldn't hear my thoughts (no matter how hard I tried)
I guess one thing I've learned in my long life is the fact doctors can't hear minds.
Wanna remember before you were born (while you were in yer mamma), ya gotta stop trying to put memories in there and let the baseline physical memory come forward (thanks Dianetics). Before you were born you had no standard memories. All you knew was how YOU felt at any given moment. My mom smoked and drank all through her pregnancy. I remember the burning sensation and the rush of mellow (from the nicotine). So, in a way...I came out addicted to cigarettes and alcohol.
Consequently, my feet have ALWAYS given me pain. My sister told me mom fell one night coming back from the bar while she was pregnant with me....Makes sense to me...
I've died twice so far (three's a charm..I hope).
Once in a car accident, the paramedics revived me on the way to the hospital.
I saw...NOTHING
I felt....NOTHING
I knew I was going to be gone but no matter what I tried...I COULDN'T stop it.
When they revived me I felt a serious rush of pain and confusion. (kinda when I was born).
The second time while sleeping at my wife's house, while she was still my girlfriend.
I thought it was a dream. I was floating away... the world I saw getting smaller and smaller.
If it had continued, I believe it would have disappeared forever.
When I 'Jolted' myself 'awake', I felt that same rush of pain, this time in my chest, mostly.
Unlike the car accident occurrence, this time I was able to force myself back.
I know, if I had failed, I wouldn't be here now to write this.
All my life I've dealt with anxiety. A few years ago my current gf rushed me to the hospital because I was doubled over in extreme abdominal pain. They said I had a non-diagnosed ulcer which caused my stomach to explode. Had I NOT gone to the ER, I would have died within 30 min.
During the time I was knocked out in the ER and again when they put me out to do a colonoscopy, is the closest to experiencing the 'Death Sensation" I felt on those two previous occasions. So, If'n you have ever been knocked out for surgery and woke, that period of time you were out is what it's like to be dead.
You see...NOTHING
You feel...NOTHING
You only FEEL when you come back.
Wow, pretty deep eh?
That all being said, World population is now over 8 BILLION and steadily growing.
To actually do anything about it 5 Billion people must be removed from this planet at once.
At Once?
This is because humans have an addiction to sex resulting in offspring (zygotes)
So, how do you remove 5 billion people in one fell swoop?
Thanos had a solution but look what happened, so did it work? NO
When I read about a mass shooting or about mass disaster death tolls they never come close to WW2 death statistics.
70–85 million deaths
Sounds like a lot doesn't it...It's NOT.
Let's round it up to the nearest 100 million
100,000,000
There are 8,206,699,984 right this moment and CLIMBING rapidly.
Look at these two numbers
0,100,000,000
8,206,699,984
By the time I finish this post it will be over 8,206,700,000
You better have a lot of bullets.
So, what does this mean?
- Food supply is affected (bird-flu, swine flu, mad cow) I gotta take out a loan to buy eggs anymore. Potatoes haven't changed since the 60's (I'm sure) but now instead of $0.19 for a 10 lb bag its almost $4.
- Housing is crazy. I rent. My rent, same place, no updates, no improvements went from a two-bdrm duplex at $550 @mo to 1,000 @mo in 4 years. They say its "Fair Market Value". lol, yeah...okay...
- Employment. I no longer work but disabled I am on a fixed income. I make 1/6th what I used to. I WISH I could hold a job but my health won't let me and my DR won't sign a release. Next year, when I turn 65 I might be able to get around that. If my body will let me.
- Insurance. Wow, talk about a lifelong scam. Life Insurance: Pay your entire life and never see that money again. (I understand life insurance is for your beneficiaries and not you but hey...Health insurance: So, I'm paying a monthly premium in order to afford a doctor. My govt demands I carry some kind of health insurance or I pay a penalty. Seems to me doctors and hospitals are more into making MONEY than keeping people healthy. So, I have health insurance. Cigna Advantage, but I won't use it. I use the VA (I'm an honorably discharged veteran). I read that if I use Cigna Advantage and decide to switch carriers anything Cigna had found will automatically be considered pre-existing condition and subject to coverage ineligibility. WTH? Car Insurance? So, is my car insurance on my car or me? Why does it go up if other people drive my car? Yet, when I buy a different car, it also goes up. Plus, it matters where my car is 'garaged'. Then, when I look at my insurance card it lists my name and my car. When my kids were on my car insurance, the card didn't list all their names, just mine (because I own the car). So, why do I have to pay more if someone else drives it? I paid my last 6mo premium at USAA ($212) but then I am the only one on it now. I have had NO ACCIDENTS since I've had this insurance. As a matter of fact, no accidents in the last 30 years. I just feel like I pay but never reap.
- Personal Interactions: I've noticed most people never talk to strangers (unless on the phone). I remember meeting a lot of friends on the streets. Talking to and actually getting to know my neighbors. WTH?
- PHONES! WTH! People are really messed up over their phones. I've actually seen people worked into a frenzy because they can't find it. Then ya got people having insane conversations in stores. I actually was tortured to a guy talking to his wife or gf and being so abusive and LOUD in a store. Is that how you talk to people you supposedly love?
- Global Warming...Its a real thing people. Granted, our planet is currently coming out of its last ice age but people are speeding it up. Its to be expected...more people, more waste heat, more greenhouse, plus...We pave everything, which reflects heat. Cities are HOT.
GAWD, kan't wait till I croak, just throw me in the ditch (its comin' y'know). At least my body will feed the wildlife (hope it doesn't make em sick).
So, I sit here surfin' my paid internet watching movies, TV shows and listening to music.
Can't drink anymore (body can't take the alcohol...thanx mom)
Sex is out the window, that factory is closed now (thankfully I have a wonderful GF)
Maybe I'll find out what happens next pretty soon. I hope so, Can't take much more of this social insanity.
Perhaps you should look and see the reality in which you exist. Look away from that phone, Stop watching commercials on the idiot box, pay attention only to the news that directly affects you, exist in the here and now, stop worrying about things you have absolutely no control over, act when you have the opportunity and means do something about the things you can and Realize its Life according to you and that's what actually matters otherwise someone else is dictating your contentment.
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