Sorry for double post. Just got a small inspiration a created.... dunno how to say it.
Hope you will like it.
I woke, I rouse, but never keep myself at standing
I don’t remember what I saw in dreams, they are just same
Like always been, like now they are, will always be.
But I don’t care. I’m happy. I’m always happy, as you see.
I woke, I rouse, but never keep myself at standing
I’m lying down, as long I know myself, but there is world
Huge, brilliant world, with sunny days, and starry nights, adventures,
Wonders and inventions, which I would like to see and try.
But I don’t care. I’m already happy, keep lying down alone and this is not a lie.
I’m young, but weaker than an old man. I just don’t want to make a move
I never saw myself in mirror, because I nothing need to prove.
No need to make yourself a favor, you are a perfect being, relax!
There is already everything obtained, what would support my little worthless life.
And I don’t care, because I’m happy, to live like plant, without desire, passion and feel
Keep lying down, just like a person, who is despairingly ill.
My life. I wish I could control it. I wish I could create at least a thing
But nope, my “happy” mind corrupted, and I will never try to think.
I’m your future. The person of tomorrow, who live in total blessedness
And we completely out of trouble, but all together are mindless.
But we don’t care. We all are happy. We care no more about what have already happen
What happens now and what will happen soon. There is no interest to think, to love, or being loved
Such artificial happiness, is our cursed doom.
Pleas don't judge too "heavy", it's my first attempt in such gendre.