When dreams become reality
Summary: Syd&Vaughn are happy together, but then someone from Syd's past returns and the troubles begin...
Disclaimer: I don't own ALIAS, the only thing that belongs to me, is my brain
A/N: This is my very first fanfic. English is not my native language. If there are any mistakes, I'm sorry - just let me know it and I'll correct it!
This is the first chapter, it's called "thoughts". If you like it, please tell me and I'll post the next chapter.
Enjoy it!
1. Thoughts
In the late afternoon Sydney lies on her couch. She has her eyes closed, but she isn’t sleeping. It’s her day off and she’s enjoying the peace and quiet. She does something, she wanted to do for a long time – nothing. SD-6 is gone and she’s now an offical agent of the CIA. Sure her mother, Sloane and not to forget Sark are somewhere out there, but she hasn’t heard from anyone of them for nearly two weeks. Of course, this doesn’t mean, that they are gone or that they stopped fighting against her and the agency. Maybe right now they are sitting together and are planning another crazy assasination attempt on someone she knows or loves.
Diane. When she thinks of her dead friend, she feels a deep sadness but also a slight feeling of rage comes to her mind, because of this senseless death. She called Dixon yesterday. He told her, that he was ok and she shouldn’t worry too much because of him. He said, he would call her, when he would be ready to go back to work.
Sydney knows from her own experience, that she can’t do much for Dixon right now. Sure, she told him, that when he needed someone to talk, he should call her at any time. But in the first few days or weeks, after such a big loss, you have to find your own way to live on, You have to find something, that gets you up in the morning and something that brings you through the day and something that helps you to find sleep. After Danny was murdered, the only thing that was really important to her, was to bring SD-6 down, but now she knows, that she would have gone crazy, if there hadn’t been one person, who had always been there for her. He had been the only light in the dark days of grief, blind rage and self-hate (because she thought it was all her fault; if she hadn’t told Danny, they wouldn’t have killed him). First he was her handler, a handler that had an instinct about her. And in time they became friends and now, well now they are lovers. A smile spreads across her face, when she thinks of him. Vaughn – her guardian angel. He brought her back to life. He showed her, that life is worth living and that real love sometimes happens two times in one life.
Her relationship with Vaughn is so different from that, what she had with Danny. Between Michael and her are no secrets, he has always known, how her real life looks like. Danny thought of her as a student, with a job at a bank, but Michael knew, that she was a spy from their first meeting on. Right from the start she was able to tell Vaughn everything that was on her mind, of course not everything, she grins, as she remembers, how often she resisted the urge to grab his tie and pull him to her to kiss him, till both of them have no breath left. When she had been with Danny, she had to be so cautious about what she told him and then, when she finally decided to tell him about her real life, she signed his death warrant. She loved him so much, but these feelings are part of her past. Now there’s a new man in her life and maybe she loves him more than Danny, but she knows one thing for sure, she won’t forget Danny and there will always be a special place in her heart, which is only reserved for him.
With these thoughts she drifts into sleep and with the sleep come dreams of a long gone lover, who gently kisses her. The kiss deepens and it seems to her, that this is a promise. A promise, that he will come back and demand back, what was once his.
tbc
Summary: Syd&Vaughn are happy together, but then someone from Syd's past returns and the troubles begin...
Disclaimer: I don't own ALIAS, the only thing that belongs to me, is my brain
A/N: This is my very first fanfic. English is not my native language. If there are any mistakes, I'm sorry - just let me know it and I'll correct it!
This is the first chapter, it's called "thoughts". If you like it, please tell me and I'll post the next chapter.
Enjoy it!
1. Thoughts
In the late afternoon Sydney lies on her couch. She has her eyes closed, but she isn’t sleeping. It’s her day off and she’s enjoying the peace and quiet. She does something, she wanted to do for a long time – nothing. SD-6 is gone and she’s now an offical agent of the CIA. Sure her mother, Sloane and not to forget Sark are somewhere out there, but she hasn’t heard from anyone of them for nearly two weeks. Of course, this doesn’t mean, that they are gone or that they stopped fighting against her and the agency. Maybe right now they are sitting together and are planning another crazy assasination attempt on someone she knows or loves.
Diane. When she thinks of her dead friend, she feels a deep sadness but also a slight feeling of rage comes to her mind, because of this senseless death. She called Dixon yesterday. He told her, that he was ok and she shouldn’t worry too much because of him. He said, he would call her, when he would be ready to go back to work.
Sydney knows from her own experience, that she can’t do much for Dixon right now. Sure, she told him, that when he needed someone to talk, he should call her at any time. But in the first few days or weeks, after such a big loss, you have to find your own way to live on, You have to find something, that gets you up in the morning and something that brings you through the day and something that helps you to find sleep. After Danny was murdered, the only thing that was really important to her, was to bring SD-6 down, but now she knows, that she would have gone crazy, if there hadn’t been one person, who had always been there for her. He had been the only light in the dark days of grief, blind rage and self-hate (because she thought it was all her fault; if she hadn’t told Danny, they wouldn’t have killed him). First he was her handler, a handler that had an instinct about her. And in time they became friends and now, well now they are lovers. A smile spreads across her face, when she thinks of him. Vaughn – her guardian angel. He brought her back to life. He showed her, that life is worth living and that real love sometimes happens two times in one life.
Her relationship with Vaughn is so different from that, what she had with Danny. Between Michael and her are no secrets, he has always known, how her real life looks like. Danny thought of her as a student, with a job at a bank, but Michael knew, that she was a spy from their first meeting on. Right from the start she was able to tell Vaughn everything that was on her mind, of course not everything, she grins, as she remembers, how often she resisted the urge to grab his tie and pull him to her to kiss him, till both of them have no breath left. When she had been with Danny, she had to be so cautious about what she told him and then, when she finally decided to tell him about her real life, she signed his death warrant. She loved him so much, but these feelings are part of her past. Now there’s a new man in her life and maybe she loves him more than Danny, but she knows one thing for sure, she won’t forget Danny and there will always be a special place in her heart, which is only reserved for him.
With these thoughts she drifts into sleep and with the sleep come dreams of a long gone lover, who gently kisses her. The kiss deepens and it seems to her, that this is a promise. A promise, that he will come back and demand back, what was once his.
tbc