Chapter 32
After sitting by Michael’s side for the whole morning, Sydney felt it was alright to leave the hospital and get herself some lunch. While she was out, she reluctantly decided to stop by her office and check out the messages that had been left for her. Unfortunately, she became wrapped up in projects and talking to coworkers, which meant she was there for a few hours, much longer than she anticipated. By the time she left, it was too late for her to go all the way back to the hospital, check on Michael and still make it to Grace’s school on time, so she milled around the city for a while until it was time to pick Grace up.
“Did you see Daddy? Is he doing better?!” Grace asked Sydney immediately upon seeing her.
“I saw him, but he was still sleeping. The doctor said he was doing better, though. We can go see him now if you’d like,” Sydney smiled at her.
“YES! Please!” Grace said excited.
“I thought so,” Sydney smiled at her. “Here I brought you a snack,” she said, handing the little girl a paper bag that contained a small milk carton and a snack-size container of canned fruit as well as a fork to eat it with. Grace ate on the way to the hospital, though she asked Sydney if they were there yet practically every block.
After a fifteen minute drive, they arrived and Grace hopped out of the car, ready to bolt inside. “Hold on there,” Sydney said, reaching out for Grace’s hand. She crouched down so that she was eye level with her before giving further instruction. “Now Grace this is a hospital full of sick people and their loved ones. I want you to hold on to my hand the whole time, okay? You can’t run off and you can’t be too loud, alright?”
“Alright, can we go now?!” she asked impatiently.
“Yes we can go,” Sydney told her. She led the way inside and to the elevator, making sure to hold tightly to Grace’s hand the whole time. When they reached the floor Michael was on, they only had to walk a little while before reaching his door. Once there, Sydney stopped Grace before going inside.
“Now Grace, your daddy is hooked up to machines to make sure he’s doing better. I don’t want you to be scared because they’re not hurting him; they’re helping. He has a tube in his arm giving him medicine and one under his nose giving him oxygen to breathe,” Sydney told her.
“He can’t breathe?!” Grace asked in horror.
“No honey, he can breathe just fine. The hospital does that to everyone; it just helps them get better faster,” Sydney told her.
“Oh,” Grace nodded in understanding.
“Okay, are you ready?” Sydney asked. Grace nodded, though she looked more uncertain than before. Sydney gave her hand a reassuring squeeze before leading the way into Michaels’ room. She kept her eyes trained on Grace’s expression, looking for anything that would indicate fear or distress in the little girl, but she never saw anything of the sort.
“Is he awake?” Grace asked softly.
“No, I don’t think so, but you can still talk to him. Here, why don’t you sit up here and hold his hand so he knows you’re there,” Sydney said as she hoisted Grace up onto the bed and set her down beside Michael’s leg. Grace did as Sydney suggested, taking Michael’s hand before she began to speak.
“Hey Daddy, it’s me, Grace Vaughn. I made you a card and Sydney said she gave it to you…there it is,” she said, pointing to it on the table beside Michael’s bed. “You have to get better soon, okay Daddy? I like hanging out with Sydney, but hanging out with both of you is better.” Then, she was silent for a few minutes before looking up to Sydney and saying, “I dunno what else to say…”
“That’s okay,” Sydney laughed softly. “You can just sit there; it’s nice to just be with him,” Sydney told her. Then she walked around to the opposite side of the bed as Grace and stood up by Michael’s head. Gently, she combed her fingers through his hair, returning it to its perfectly bed-tussled state instead of the rather flat one it was in. As she was doing this, Michael began to stir once more.
“Is he waking up?” Grace asked excitedly, clambering up onto her knees on the bed.
“Don’t jump on the bed Grace; sit nicely,” Sydney warned softly. Reluctantly, Grace sat back down but she began to shake Michael’s hand. This movement stirred him enough so that he became conscious enough to speak…well, mumble.
“Sydney?” he mumbled questioningly.
“I’m right here Michael,” she said softly as she reached down to squeeze his hand. “So is Grace.”
“Grace,” he repeated. Then, slowly, he opened his eyes. He blinked for a few moments, trying to regulate his vision before focusing on the child sitting by his hip. “Grace,” he repeated, his voice softer.
“Hi Daddy,” she said happily.
Slowly, Michael turned his head upwards towards his right and spotted Sydney smiling down at him. “Syd-Sydney,” he croaked. “Where ‘m I?”
“You’re in the hospital Michael,” she told him softly. “You collapsed at work yesterday and they brought you here. You have pneumonia,” she told him.
“Oh,” he exhaled, shutting his eyes once more.
“But you’re going to be okay,” Sydney told him, trying desperately to keep her emotions in check. She didn’t want to cry in front of Grace. “You’re going to be just fine, you just need to rest, however hard that will be for you,” she said, half teasing him. Thankfully this elicited a half smile from him.
“I’ll rest,” Michael told her.
“Good,” Sydney told him. “Then we’ll go and let you rest. We need to get some dinner anyway. We won’t be back, though, because of the visiting hours, but we’ll come back first thing tomorrow morning, alright?” Michael nodded his head, already looking rather tired even though he’d been awake for only a little while.
“Bye Daddy,” Grace said. Then she climbed up over him and gave him a kiss on the chin. “Feel better.”
“Thank you sweetie,” Michael told her.
“Okay Grace, wait by the door for me a second, alright?” Sydney asked her. Grace did as she was told and, once she was as far away as she was going to be, Sydney turned to Michael and lowered her head close to his so that she would whisper. “We’ll be back tomorrow and…and I know you’re not really in a state to talk about anything, but, before I go I just need to tell you that I love you.”
At these words, Michael’s eyes snapped open and he looked up at Sydney almost shocked. His shock disappeared almost immediately, though, as his eyes began to soften. “I love you too,” he whispered to her. A grin crossed Sydney’s face and, more than anything, she wanted to give him a loving kiss to seal their love. Of course, with Michael’s pneumonia this was not the best idea, so she had to settle for a kiss on the cheek and then another one on the forehead.
“We’ll see you tomorrow; get some rest, okay?” she told him. He nodded softly and gave her hand a squeeze before she walked away, took Grace’s hand, and then left giving him a wave over her shoulder.