Irina smiles, kisses Sydney quickely on the cheek and leaves them alone to talk.
Sydney notices that Vaughn isn't wearing his wedding ring.
Sydney," So, uh why aren't you wearing your ring?" she askes cooly
VAughn ," I thought it would make things easier if i did not wear it so i left it at home."
Sydney, " Hiding the truth does not make things easier."
Vaughn sighs heavily," Look I know this is just as hard on you as it is me.."
Sydney cuts in," Harder." she says
Vaughn swallows," Ok i know this is harder for you than it is me but i dont think we should see each other. At least not for now. I mean i know we already did this, this whole break from each other thing and i mean look at you you look better everyday.."
Sydeny in again," You soung like my mother."
Vaughn continues," I think that it is better when er are apart..."
Sydney looks hurt," How-How can you say that?" a single tear rolls down her cheek.
Vaughn holds her hands across the table, but Sydney pulls them away and adds," Can I just ask you onbe thing? Just one thing before you leave I MUST know something."
Vaughn whispers meakly," What?"
Sydney cries," Wh-When did you stop loving me?"
Vaughn now has tears in his eyes," Sydney I never stopped loving you."
Sydney shakes her head," Oh, so then when did you give up on me?"
Vaughn," I didnt.. not in my heart i didnt."
Sydney," Vaughn just answer my questiuion."
VAughn," I told you my answer."
Sydney," If you never stopped loving me and you never gave up on me then why are you married to her Vaughn? Why didn't you wait for me to come home? Why couldnt you just have a little faith that I would return?" she starts to stand up.
Vaughn," Sydney wait!"
Sydney shakes her head and says," Now its time for me to leave you behind with a horrible feeling that wont go away because I am done with it. all of it. I am done with you, and my love for you, im giving up, im giving up all hope just like you did to me. I just hope that in the end I won't end up like you.." Sydney storms out sobbing. She starts to walk home and Vaughn is chasing her in his car. he pulls up next to her and rolls down his window. Syudney ignores him.
Vaughn," Sydney, look I'm sorry. Please lets..." Sydney still ignores him. He continues driving alond side of her," Sydney! Let me at least drive you home."
That got Sydney's attention. She looks you at him,"Ok" she finally whispers. Vaughn stops the car and she gets in. They drive to Sydney's house. Vaughn pulls into the driveway.
Sydney looks at him," Thanks." she stands to get out of the car when Vaughn pulls her back in and starts to kiss her. She kisses him back. They quickly move into the house and into the bedroom. They were doing what they had longed to go ever since Sydney came back.
As Vaughn pulled of Sydney's shirt she said between long hard breaths," Vaughn this is wrong." but he just kisses her harder. They undress each other and move to the bed...
Next morning....
Vaughn,"Hey."
Sydney,"Hey."
Vaughn strokes his fingers through her hair.
Sydney," Last night was great!" she smiles.
Vaughn," Hmm..."
Sydney," What?"
Vaughn," Nothing... Sydney look, last night was great and i wouldnt give it back for anything but it was wrong.."
Sydeny," So, if you knew it was wrong why did you do it?"
VAughn," I guess I sort of just ascted on an impulse.. I dont know.. but Sydney its not all my fault.."
Sydney," Look if youre just felling bad about this whole thing becasuse your married thats one thing but if you fell bad and your trying to blame me then thats another thing.."
Vaughn," No, im not blaming you... at all in fact i blame it 100% on myself. it is my fault because i came on to you."
Sydney," Don't blame yourself if you dont regret it. It will just make you feel worse. Vaughn listen to me. It only happened one time and it wont ever happen again. No one has to know and no one is going to know. It will be our little secret."
Vaughn sighs," Ok"
Sydney giggles," I havent had a secret since the 12th grade.."
Vaughn," Sydney you used to work for the CIA and what would you consider all those little screts?"
Sydney smiles," Those are more like fibs.. like "what do you do fort a living?" "oh, i work at a bank!" i mean a secret like who i have a crush on secret.."
Vaughn," OOOHH, THAT type, now i know what you mean.."
Sydney," Yeah."
Later that day.( Vaughn has gone home)
Sydney is on the phonewith Irina.
Irina: So...
Sydney: So what?
Irina: Oh, come on dont tell me nothing happened.
Sydney: Mom I dont know what you are talking about.
Irina: Dont play games woith me Syd i saw they way you two looked at each other.
Syney: Ypou spied on us!?!!
Irina: Only for a couple minutes.
Sydney: Mom, i can not believe you!
Irina: Sydney I used to be an agent what do you expect of me?
Sydney: I guess I shouldn't expet much! (she laughs)
Irina: So... nothing happened then...
Sydney: Mom, he IS married!
Irina: Even more the reason to believe something happened!
Sydney: Youa re to much...i got to go Kendall is paging me to come in.
Irina: Ok love you
Sydney: love you too
ok i really have to go it is my moms bday and she is upset that im on the computer instead of with her. lol write more sson. betcha cant wait for the lil twist of mine....