Politics Cutting

[Jaimie]

thanks everyone who offered for me to PM them but I'm still h34r: on that. yeea..

I'm feeling better though today ^_^

oh Kiki, hun You hafta be alive by 18. i dont even wanna think about that...

and oh eee i wanna join you in living in hawaii or Cali

lol, me and timmy are gonna live together on a secluded island so no one can be mean to us

 

[KikiCourt]

I love to cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut

 

[Jaimie]

I love to cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut

kiki *sobs*

 

[KikiCourt]

-sings as she does it-

 

[Jaimie]

kiki you're scaring me :hide: sweetie. *sobs*

 

[Betha Bristow]

O god hun.. Kiki Please... Jaimie, she's scaring me too.


I don't like cutting. its painful. I cut extremly deep last night and only got 30 minutes of sleep even though I tried to go to bed at 12... I ended up crying and singing myself to sleep. and this morning I cried on the bus ride and pretended it was only my eyes that were watering...

But I'm going to tell you, Kiki, the very same thing I had to tell myself today...

One day we're all gonna look back at this, and yes, we will all still be here by then. One day we'll look back at this and smile cuz we made it and we're all still alive and better yet, we're happy and not depressed anymore. Just think of your future. It may seem like you'll never be able to stop cutting, to stop being depressed, but you can't be depressed for your entire life. We all have our entire lives ahead of us, good lives. Just because they may suck now, doesn't mean things can't change Kiki. Theres so much to live for. There is. And you have to pull yourself out of this. It may seem hard at first, but this isn't the end.

 

[xdancer]

oh Kiki, i'm so sorry you're going through all this, but please get some help, because you're starting to frighten me too, and i don't even really know you.

and Betha, i hate it for you that you're going through all this, but your outlook and hope for the future is great.

 

[Jaimie]

*hugs kiki and betha* GROUP HUG! let's all try to stop. a cutting AA support group

 

[Betha Bristow]

Thanks you guys

group hug! i think a support group or something similar wwould be an excellent idea lol

Has anyone seen Kiki lately?

 

[MVISAHOTTIE]

hey guyz, i've never cut myself, but i've been lurking here and i;ve read articales on it. I am really worried about KIKI i mean she went through so much, i talked to her earlier today, but since i got home today she hasnt been on at ALL, which is very unlikely for her. I'm scared guyz and <span style='font-size:21pt;line-height:100%'>PLEASE!! </span> stop cutting!

 

[Betha Bristow]

You're not the only one who's worrying about her. So am I.

and.. if only it were that easy -_-

 

[Jaimie]

Thanks you guys

group hug! i think a support group or something similar wwould be an excellent idea lol

Has anyone seen Kiki lately?

i talked to her about 2 est yesterday. i'm so scared ofr her all the time. -_-

 

[Betha Bristow]

So am I -_-

 

[Betha Bristow]

I don't even feel like cutting. damn thats scary. Out of all days.... Maybe I'm numb so I'll shut up and just say goodbye to everyone. (i know im leaving AA in the cutting thread :blink: but i dont feel like going over to the member lounge and annouce it. so you guys might not see me around for a while


i still dont see why i havent cut yet :blink:

 

[KikiCourt]

-sob- I'll miss you Betha

 

[Betha Bristow]

I seriously don't know what I was thinking last night. God. I could never leave AA

 

[KikiCourt]

 

[sark's girl]

my brother died 2 yrs ago thats how i started

 

[KikiCourt]

-hugs- I'm so so sorry! -_-

 

[Betha Bristow]

aww im sorry.



I feel like cutting again. Cutting deep this time.. I think I just might actually... eh i dunno h34r: im scared.