Chapter 20
Not surprisingly, Grace spent most of Christmas Day physically attached to her puppy. She carried little Santa everywhere with her, even into the bathroom. The only chance the adults got to interact with her was by petting her while she was sitting in Grace’s arms. Finally, Sydney, concerned for the puppy’s welfare, suggested that Grace give Santa a break and put her down in her little puppy bed. Naturally, Grace did not respond to this well.
“I don’t wanna put her down! She’ll forget who I am!” Grace insisted, clutching the puppy tighter.
“No she won’t sweetie, but little Santa needs a nap. Come on, give her to me,” Sydney said, reaching her hands out carefully, but Grace backed away.
“Daddy! Sydney says I have to give Santa to her, but I don’t wanna. Do I hafta?!” Grace asked as she ran over to her father.
“Well first, little Santa is looking a little worse for the ware,” Michael said before prying the puppy from his daughters grasp. He put her down by her food bowl and let her take a drink and munch on some puppy chow before guiding her to her little puppy bed, where she willingly collapsed, exhausted from a long morning of man-handling.
“Second,” Michael continued, turning back to his daughter. “If Sydney asks you to do something or tells you to do something you have to do as she says, alright? You have to listen to her just like you listen to me.”
“But what if she tells me to eat my fingers!” Grace exclaimed with horror.
A confused look crossed Michael’s face as he looked up to Sydney, who looked equally perplexed. “Well, um… Sydney’s not going to tell you to eat your fingers…,” Michael said with slight uncertainty, confused as to where his daughter came up with such a ridiculous request.
“What if she does!” Grace insisted.
“If Sydney tells you to eat your fingers you don’t have to, but if she tells you to do something else you have to, alright?” Michael told her. Grace nodded before walking off in the direction of Santa’s bed. “Freeze,” Michael stopped his daughter. “Leave Santa alone until at least dinner; go play with your new game, okay?”
“Fiiiiiine,” Grace groaned loudly before stomping her way into the family room.
Sydney laughed softly as she walked over to Santa’s bed and pat her head gently. “Poor girl…you can’t say Grace doesn’t love her, though,” she smiled at Michael.
“Yes, but unfortunately the phrase, ‘love her to death’ is taking on new meaning,” Michael said with a light groan that made Sydney laugh. “You think I’m not serious?”
“Oh no I know that is a very likely possibility, which is why we need to designate puppy time – time when Grace can play with Santa – and time when Santa gets a break,” Sydney pointed out.
“Good idea…Santa, jeeze,” Michael laughed softly as he looked down at the sleeping pup. “Poor little girl…she doesn’t even have a dog name like Spot or Fluffy.”
“I know,” Sydney laughed. “Maybe we should have let her name it Sydney.”
“But that’s weird,” Michael grimaced. “I mean, it’s a joint dog…so what if you were taking a walk and one of your friends saw you and they were like, ‘oh what a cute dog, what’s her name?’ and you told them they’d think you were a freak who named the dog after yourself.”
“True,” Sydney laughed. “That reminds me though – I need to hire a dog walker…what?” she asked upon seeing Michael roll his eyes dramatically.
“Dog walker,” he said with obvious disapproval.
“Well I don’t have time to come home over my lunch break and neither do you. We can’t have her peeing all over the house, can we?” she challenged, folding her arms over her chest.
“No,” he said quietly.
“Exactly,” she smiled proudly. “So what’s the big deal?”
“It’s just…weird. I’m not used to anyone hiring someone to do everything for them,” Michael said.
“People don’t do everything for me,” Sydney defended.
Michael rolled his eyes. “Um, okay, Ms. I have a driver and a dog walker and a housekeeper and a chef and someone who does my laundry-”
“I do my own laundry!” Sydney insisted. Michael gave her a skeptical look. “I do too! I don’t want anyone else…touching my underwear,” she said quietly, “that’s creepy!”
“I agree,” Michael laughed.
Michael and Sydney spent a greater part of the afternoon keeping Grace away from Santa’s bed. However, once dinner arrived, their promise wore out and Grace was allowed to play with – or, rather torment – the pup once more. Shortly after dinner, Sydney and Grace took their new little Christmas present for a very short walk around Sydney’s minimalist back yard before bringing the very sleepy little dog back inside and letting her go to bed. By this point, Grace too was feeling rather sleepy, so she retired to the couch to watch some Christmas programming for the last time that year.
After Grace went to bed, Sydney pulled Michael aside into his bedroom so that they could talk privately. She sat down on the end of the queen size bed and Michael did the same. “So I thought about what you asked me last week about taking custody of Grace…,” Sydney began slowly, glancing over to meet Michael’s eyes. He swallowed hard and nodded his head gently. “And…and it’s something I want to do; I would love to do it,” she said firmly.
Michael exhaled with great relief and forced a smile across his face. Though giving up his little girl was absolutely the last thing he wanted to do, he knew it was best for Grace. Having a temporary home with Sydney was the best thing he could possibly do for her, especially since Grace and Sydney were already so close. “Thank you; thank you very much,” he said sincerely.
“I’ll call my lawyer first thing tomorrow morning and we’ll figure it out…there’s just one tiny little condition,” she told him. His brow furrowed and he looked at her, confused. “I… I don’t know what you were planning but…but if I take Grace, you have to stay here too so that nothing changes,” she told him.
Michael stood up off the bed and circled around to the other side, rubbing the back of his neck as he did so. “I don’t think I can do that,” He told her.
Sydney stood up off the bed, angry with the answer she could not honestly say surprised her. “Oh god damn your stupid pride Michael. What is the point of living out on the street in some god forsaken shelter when you don’t have to!? Explain this to me!” she demanded.
“It’s not about that! If I leave Grace with you I don’t have to worry about getting her to school every day or feeding her dinner. I can take a second job to-”
“Take a second job?!” Sydney gasped, utterly lost. “You already work full time!”
“Not in the evenings and weekends. I’ll get another job…work all night if I have to so I can make more money,” he told her simply.
“Work all night?!? When will you sleep?!” she demanded. He merely shrugged. “Michael you’re being absurd and ridiculous. What are you going to say to Grace when you just leave here and never come back!?”
“I never said I wouldn’t be back!” He insisted. “I’ll explain it to her…she’ll understand.”
“No she won’t,” Sydney shook her head.
“Well she’ll have to! I’m doing this for her; for Grace,” he said simply.
“No, that’s not what this is about,” Sydney said, still shaking her head. “You have some illogical need not to accept help from anyone because of your damn pride. It doesn’t make any sense at all. The only explanation I can come up with is its part of your ‘I’m a man, I have a penis and it gives me the right to be an asshole’ complex.
“All you care about is your pride and you don’t give a damn about the people who care about you…so you know what – I’m sick of caring and I’m sick of worrying and I’m sick of trying to convince you to do the right thing when obviously you have no interest in doing that. So go, do whatever the hell it is that you want to do; I have Grace to think about now.” And with that, she turned on her heel and she stormed out of his bedroom, not even bothering to look back to see what his reaction was to her very blunt and honest evaluation of his feelings.