Cherry man 1
Cadet
*missing File FOund* Ending it all.....
Hmm intersting concept...
But i have too much left to do before then so i hold off
Not everyone can witstand that kind of depression but i guess i have something to live for
Not all the time i do but if when im fully alive im at my full potental
it seems like no one can stop me unless they physically block me.
Then i either stop, go through them or just take another route to get to the objectvie
Whatever it is.... I dont know what it is till i get there sometimes...
I have tallent but i ignore it........
It could make me so much better but i cant be reborn i cant change who i am on the out side
even though i change on the inside people reckgnoize the shell and they are like hey i dont like you
It frustrates me sometimes when i cant get to the objective or whatever i want/need.
or when i have too many options i lock up, dont think, do something stupid.
Sometimes im the monster sometimes im the Hero people need or i need the hero....
I wish i could just talk to someone instead of writing these but i dont...
Well i dont know if i do....
im attatched to technology
Tech is my life and it is slowly poisning me but i enjoy it!
I'm dieing slowly and i like it?
Hmmm.... something must be wrong but i dont know if its devouring me or not.....
My mood is something people fear at times and something get pissed at...
when im happy people ignor me when im sad people make fun of me when im mad i am confrontational and you will be taken out.
Dont...Get into my MIND!!!!GET OUT STOP PLEYING WITH MY HEAD AND LEAVE ME ALONE!
*sigh*
<//>ERROR...//\.doc FILE FIND FAIL.../////
//*end*|
Missing file found*/////Resuming?[y]-n
Well it doesnt work Love its all made up
there is no true happyness if there was then we all would have had it once by now
People tend to avoid me... i dont know why...
well i guess that how eens are... i cant get anyone into my life or they just dont like me either way it bites
Sometimes i just cant take it anymore and i write these to get it out but they dont work....
this log will be continued on another date
{TRANSMITION ENDED]
I have more and i will post them all sooner or later.
Hmm intersting concept...
But i have too much left to do before then so i hold off
Not everyone can witstand that kind of depression but i guess i have something to live for
Not all the time i do but if when im fully alive im at my full potental
it seems like no one can stop me unless they physically block me.
Then i either stop, go through them or just take another route to get to the objectvie
Whatever it is.... I dont know what it is till i get there sometimes...
I have tallent but i ignore it........
It could make me so much better but i cant be reborn i cant change who i am on the out side
even though i change on the inside people reckgnoize the shell and they are like hey i dont like you
It frustrates me sometimes when i cant get to the objective or whatever i want/need.
or when i have too many options i lock up, dont think, do something stupid.
Sometimes im the monster sometimes im the Hero people need or i need the hero....
I wish i could just talk to someone instead of writing these but i dont...
Well i dont know if i do....
im attatched to technology
Tech is my life and it is slowly poisning me but i enjoy it!
I'm dieing slowly and i like it?
Hmmm.... something must be wrong but i dont know if its devouring me or not.....
My mood is something people fear at times and something get pissed at...
when im happy people ignor me when im sad people make fun of me when im mad i am confrontational and you will be taken out.
Dont...Get into my MIND!!!!GET OUT STOP PLEYING WITH MY HEAD AND LEAVE ME ALONE!
*sigh*
<//>ERROR...//\.doc FILE FIND FAIL.../////
//*end*|
Missing file found*/////Resuming?[y]-n
Well it doesnt work Love its all made up
there is no true happyness if there was then we all would have had it once by now
People tend to avoid me... i dont know why...
well i guess that how eens are... i cant get anyone into my life or they just dont like me either way it bites
Sometimes i just cant take it anymore and i write these to get it out but they dont work....
this log will be continued on another date
{TRANSMITION ENDED]
I have more and i will post them all sooner or later.
