sexcivaughn14
welcome home
Author: Carolyn (sexcivaughn14)
Ship: s/v
Note: this is in a sense, a sequel to "Not Tonight" it kinda shows what happened after their dinner.
Thanks: Janet.
Info: none
Lyrics: Angels- Jessica Simpson Cover
I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places
Where we go when we're grey and old
'cos I've been told that salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed thoughts running through my head
And i feel that love is dead I'm loving angels instead
I sit in this car, and I watch, I watch as he helps her out of the car and as they walk and laugh into his apartment.
I guess it was simple for him.
I was dead.
I am dead.
A thousand questions race to my head.
Did he ever really love me is the only one that sticks.
Were all those nights just a way to fill his time?
All those kisses just to make me feel like I belonged in his life?
I think about it our roles were reversed.
Would I have just moved on?
And through it all he offers me protection a lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong and down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me
When I come to call he won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead
It hasn’t been a year and here they are, the perfect happy couple.
I guess I was just a spot to fill in the time.
We did what everyone expected us to do.
But I never meant a thing.
But is that what I did to him?
After I lost Danny, he was there for me.
Did I use him?
No.
When I'm feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows
He breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
I loved him, I love him.
I will never stop loving him, no matter how many times I watch him walk into that apartment with her.
She’s wearing a ring, it’s got a simple diamond in it.
I find myself wondering, if we had of gotten married, what would our ring have looked like?
Would it have a simple diamond, a lot like that?
And then, as the door closes, I don’t stay and watch, I drive away, sparing myself from the pain I know will ensue from seeing her leave with him at 7:30 the next morning.
I drive back to the hotel that I’m staying at and I just stare absent mindedly out the window, I see the lights of the ferris wheel, I see the pier.
I know why the hotel is here.
It’s to make sure I don’t “remember” myself, but the truth is, I never forgot.
And through it all he offers me protection a lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong and down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me
When I come to call he won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead
~*~
Just like every other morning, I wake up in a cold sweat after having that dream, but this morning is different, this morning, when I turn on my side, I see his green eyes smiling at me, silently telling me everything’s going to be okay.
And through it all he offers me protection a lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong and down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me
When I come to call he won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead
Ship: s/v
Note: this is in a sense, a sequel to "Not Tonight" it kinda shows what happened after their dinner.
Thanks: Janet.
Info: none
Lyrics: Angels- Jessica Simpson Cover
I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places
Where we go when we're grey and old
'cos I've been told that salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed thoughts running through my head
And i feel that love is dead I'm loving angels instead
I sit in this car, and I watch, I watch as he helps her out of the car and as they walk and laugh into his apartment.
I guess it was simple for him.
I was dead.
I am dead.
A thousand questions race to my head.
Did he ever really love me is the only one that sticks.
Were all those nights just a way to fill his time?
All those kisses just to make me feel like I belonged in his life?
I think about it our roles were reversed.
Would I have just moved on?
And through it all he offers me protection a lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong and down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me
When I come to call he won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead
It hasn’t been a year and here they are, the perfect happy couple.
I guess I was just a spot to fill in the time.
We did what everyone expected us to do.
But I never meant a thing.
But is that what I did to him?
After I lost Danny, he was there for me.
Did I use him?
No.
When I'm feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows
He breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
I loved him, I love him.
I will never stop loving him, no matter how many times I watch him walk into that apartment with her.
She’s wearing a ring, it’s got a simple diamond in it.
I find myself wondering, if we had of gotten married, what would our ring have looked like?
Would it have a simple diamond, a lot like that?
And then, as the door closes, I don’t stay and watch, I drive away, sparing myself from the pain I know will ensue from seeing her leave with him at 7:30 the next morning.
I drive back to the hotel that I’m staying at and I just stare absent mindedly out the window, I see the lights of the ferris wheel, I see the pier.
I know why the hotel is here.
It’s to make sure I don’t “remember” myself, but the truth is, I never forgot.
And through it all he offers me protection a lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong and down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me
When I come to call he won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead
~*~
Just like every other morning, I wake up in a cold sweat after having that dream, but this morning is different, this morning, when I turn on my side, I see his green eyes smiling at me, silently telling me everything’s going to be okay.
And through it all he offers me protection a lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong and down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me
When I come to call he won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead
they're together again :cloud9: 
