Basically, all my friends here in Chicago are sad about how much grief AA is causing me. One of my friends told me that if I didn't leave AA, she wouldn't be my friend anymore. I wish it were possible to show each and every one of you that I'm not lying, and I never have nor will. Unfortunately, it's not possible in the world of the internet. I received a pm today that seriously tore me apart. No need to say who it was from, I'm sure you can all guess. 
Trust me, I know, just as the whole aa does kiki, you've made all your personal issues very clear to us. And I hope you'll get the sorrow you;ve wanted and stop. I'm beginning to believe that a person can't have their grandma have a stroke, grandpa die, neighbor hang himself, cut all the time with no scars, and commit suicide 4 times all in about a month. Think ab out that, and if your going to do these stories, make them more realisitic.
This is the last straw. All of that happened, but there is no proof says someone and apparently no one trusts me enough to take my word for it. Let's face it: Everyone on here hates me secretly and thinks I'm self-centered, am I right? Well, fine. I am leaving. If you desperately need to talk to me IM me @xCourtneyKikix
That's it. I'm out, nice knowing you.
Courtney
Trust me, I know, just as the whole aa does kiki, you've made all your personal issues very clear to us. And I hope you'll get the sorrow you;ve wanted and stop. I'm beginning to believe that a person can't have their grandma have a stroke, grandpa die, neighbor hang himself, cut all the time with no scars, and commit suicide 4 times all in about a month. Think ab out that, and if your going to do these stories, make them more realisitic.
This is the last straw. All of that happened, but there is no proof says someone and apparently no one trusts me enough to take my word for it. Let's face it: Everyone on here hates me secretly and thinks I'm self-centered, am I right? Well, fine. I am leaving. If you desperately need to talk to me IM me @xCourtneyKikix
That's it. I'm out, nice knowing you.
Courtney
no court! No it's not like that! I don't want you dead! I know it's over the internet but I consider you one of my bestest friends! Please please don't leave! Whoever sent you that is self-centered and you should forward it to Charlie especially if it's the same person who has been sending you these hate PM's so that Charlie can do something about it. These boards are meant to be a place where you can sorta escape from the 'real world' and make you happy not where people can put you down. Please, AA would never be the same without you. I love you Courtney and I know a ton of people on here feel the same.
