So much for tomorrow, lol. :blink:
The worst thing about being a surgeon for the CIA? Not the disrespect from young agents, not worrying about being sent into the field, not when patients die under your care, not when you screw up during a surgery, and not when you do something that could incriminate the hospital’s integrity. Though those are equally bad.
The worst thing is when you have to go and do things like talk to the man who killed your mother to convince your grandfather to have a surgery that will save his life.
I told you my life was screwed up.
I can’t help but think what my life would be like if Sloane hadn’t killed my mom. Would I be any different? Seriously. What if my mom was alive? Would I still be Grey Bristow? And what if I wasn’t? Who would I be?
Grey stumbled out of the hotel room bed. She dreaded going to see Sloane, because her hatred for him ran so deep. And she really had to be nice so that he would help her out.
I hate that he of all people is the only one who can help me.
She quickly showered and dressed in a black sweater, jeans, and tennis shoes. There was a chance she’d have to run, for instance, if Sloane decided to try and kill her.
A few hours later, after eating breakfast at an Italian coffeeshop, Grey walked up the stone steps to the front of the villa, an hour after she arrived. It had been a mission just to get through the security at the front gates, with all the checkpoints to make sure she didn‘t have a gun, or a bomb, or a scalpel (though she would feel better with a gun by her side). And now she had to go talk to Sloane without him killing her and without her killing him.
Like he killed Mom,she thought bitterly. But currently he was her only ally to get Jack to have the surgery.
The wooden doors opened, and Grey pushed her bitterness away. Sloane was standing there, waiting for her.
“Hello, Grey,” he said, motioning her inside. She entered. It was a magnificent home. Traditional Italian villa style. She followed Sloane to his office. Books lined shelves that covered the walls, and there was a wooden desk with a black leather chair right in front of a huge window that overlooked the ocean.
“What can I do for you today?” Sloane asked. He had aged. His eyes were tired, and he settled into his chair with some difficulty. He had aged. The death of his daughter and wife and killing so many had finally taken their toll on him.
And Grey didn’t feel sorry at all for him. After all, he had left her without a mom or a dad.
“I need your help,” she said, despising the words coming out of her mouth.
“yes?” he prodded, with a grin.
Grey breathed deeply. She had to calm herself before she started cursing him out. That wouldn’t help the situation any.
“It’s Jack,” she said, “He has a tumor on his brain. We can fix it, if we can get it in a certain window of time, which is about 2 weeks.”
“Well,” Sloane interrupted, “Fix it. That was a simple answer.”
“He refuses to get the surgery,” Grey said, almost smug since she’d just shot Sloane down.
“Hmm,” Sloane pondered, standing up and walking to her side of the desk, “Well, I guess that runs in the family. Your mother refused to work with me. Your grandfather refuses to let you help him. You refuse to have a relationship with Agent Adams.”
Grey jumped up from anger.
“You have got to be kidding me!” she yelled, knocking him over onto his desk and holding him down with her hands, “How dare you talk to me about my mother? How do you know about Stryker? Have you been watching me? Have you been spying on me? Are you that sick and twisted?”
Sloane easily pushed her off of him. After all, she had no training, and he did. He stood back up, brushing off his suit jacket, making sure she hadn’t ruined his impeccably clean jacket.
“I’ve kept up with you,” he said, walking to the bar and pouring himself a drink, “but, since it seems to make you so angry, I’ll stop.”
“You know what,” Grey spat, still seething, “Screw you. I don’t need you to help me. I can do this myself. I can’t believe I even came here at all. Now I see how you can live with yourself after murdering your own daughter.”
Sloane turned. His tired eyes were suddenly raging and he instinctively reached into his coat pocket. Grey was just about to run when he dropped his hand, exhausted.
“Not as evil as you used to be?” she sneered, still enraged. He didn’t answer.
She stormed out of the office. Sloane called her name, but she kept right on walking. A guard grabbed her arm, but she flung his arm away. She actually ended up running out of the house and through the gates as fast as she could, trying to escape from the thought of Sloane watching her. As soon as she made it into her car and had driven about a mile from the house, she let her tears of anger flow freely.
“Damn you,” she whispered, still unnerved by the fact that Sloane had been watching her.
****
“How did it go?” Dixon asked as soon as Grey walked into his office the next morning. She was exhausted from her trip, and hadn’t slept in about 72 hours.
Doesn’t matter if you get enough sleep, she thought, You're only doing damn sutures anyway.
She was pissed. She had been pissed ever since she left Sloane’s house. She had blatantly ignored Abby and Stryker this morning as she passed them in the hall.
“Not too well,” Grey said, “That’s not the approach we’ll be able to take with this.”
“I’ll have to think of another way,” Dixon sighed, though he already knew exactly who he was going to call.
Grey and Dixon stood in silence for a moment.
“Well,” Dixon said, coming back from his thoughts, “Grey, that’s not why I called you in here. How would you feel about going into the field?”
“Excuse me?” she asked, shocked.
“We have a mission,” Dixon said, “It’s a raid. In Russia. We’re expecting injuries, and we need the best surgeons on task. Will you go?”
“Yeah,” Grey said, without even thinking about what she just said. It wasn’t until after she had answered did she realize what the question was. But she needed to get away for a while. Away from Jack, away from…well, away from life. And this was the perfect opportunity. She might even get to perform surgery.
“Good,” Dixon said, “Dr. Roberts will be going as well. Stryker Adams is the senior agent on task. You’ll meet with him to get briefed. You leave in 6 hours.”
“Thank you,” she said, thinking that despite the fact she needed to get away, she swore she’d never, ever, go in the field like her mother did.
****
“I’m supposed to meet with you,” Grey said, walking into Stryker’s office. He looked up from his desk as soon as he heard her voice.
“you’re going on the mission?” he asked, incredulous, “After you just ignored me in the hall this morning?”
“Yes,” she said, “I am. As your medical backup.”
“you’ve never been in the field, have you?”
“No. And I can’t believe I am now.”
“Well. You’ll probably be a natural, but I’ll give you the rundown anyway. Okay. We’re going to Russia, it’s not important for you to know exactly where…”
“Sverdlovsk,” Grey chirped.
Stryker stared at her, stunned.
“What? How do you know that?”
“Dixon,” she shrugged.
“Okay, well we’re going to raid the headquarters of a terrorist organization. It’s not important for you to know the name of the organization…”
“White Skulls” piped in Grey.
“Will you…Will you stop doing that?”
“Sorry,” she said.
“Okay, anyway. So we’re going to take down White Skulls. Now, what you do, is you and the other doctors will stay back. We’ll have a whole warehouse set up as a hospital for you guys. That’s where we’ll be bringing the critically injured for you guys to treat. Got it?”
“Absolutely,” Grey said, surprisingly excited to be going into the field, “Oh, and I’m sorry I ignored you. I was pissed.”
“At me?” Stryker asked, incredulous.
“No,” Grey said, hesitating, “At…other people.”
****
“So how psyched are you to be going on a mission?” Ben asked in Grey’s room that night as she was packing.
“On a scale of one to psyched,” she replied, grinning, “Crazy psyched.”
“There’s no high like being out in the field,” Ben said, plopping down on her bed.
“I bet there is,” Grey said, “Brain surgery gets me pretty high.”
“Nothing like field work,” Ben said, “I could argue this all day. But you won’t know till you’ve been out there.”
“And you won’t know until you’ve done brain surgery,” Grey shot back. Their playful banter sent them into laughter.
“You sure you’ll be all right here?” Grey asked when their laughter had subsided.
“yeah,” Ben said, “Abby’s coming to eat dinner with me.”
“So that’s why you’re cooking lasagna,” Grey said.
“Yep.”
“Do you like her?” Grey asked.
“As a friend,” Ben said quickly, “I like someone else.”
“Oh,” Grey said, interested, “Do tell.”
“No,” Ben said, embarrassed, “Not right now.”
“Aww, Ben, don’t be embarrassed about liking someone. Embrace it. Go with it.”
“Don’t you need to pack a scalpel or something?” Ben said, annoyed and trying to get Grey off the subject. Grey rolled off the bed to grab another pair of jeans when Abby appeared at the doorway, holding a can of Coke from Grey’s refrigerator.
“You’re early,” Grey said, “And yet, somehow already raided my food supply.”
“Yeah,” Abby said, “I was on the worst date of my life, and used you guys as an excuse.”
“What about dinner with me?” Ben asked.
“That was my backup for if the date was bad,” Abby said, “Which it was. So I’m here. To eat dinner with you.”
“You used me as a backup?” Ben asked.
“Yeah,” Abby said, “Get over it. It happens. Hey Grey, how was your trip?”
Grey paused in her packing. She couldn’t tell them about it. Dixon had made her swear to keep the fact that she met with Sloane a secret. And as much as she needed to vent about it, she couldn’t. Not even to her best friend.
Another reason being a surgeon for the CIA is not fun.
“To San Diego?” Grey confirmed, “It was good.”
Abby and Ben looked at her, waiting for more details. Grey noticed them glance at each other during the awkward silence.
“Well,” Grey broke the silence, closing her suitcase and picking it up, “Wish I could stay, but, I have to go on a mission.”
“yeah, rub it in that you get to go practice actual medicine,” Abby said, “Just think. I get to stay here with Ben and do sutures on stupid agents who think they‘re cool because they punch each other in the face. The CIA‘s sole purpose is to fuel the testosterone production of males, I swear. By the way, I’m also raiding your closet while you’re gone.”
“okay,” Grey said, “just bring everything back.”
“Have a good time,” Ben said, “Be safe. And the CIA has other purposes besides fueling testosterone…”
Grey jauntily sauntered out the door as Abby and Ben argued and was heading to her car when she saw the black car pulling up at the house next door. She recognized the driver immediately, and went to it.
“Figured I’d give you a ride,” Stryker said when she got in.
“Well,” Grey said, “That was very nice.”
“I know,” Stryker said, “Plus I knew you’d be leaving early.”
“just to be sure I wouldn’t be late.”
“But, it does give us a good chance to…” Stryker began, leaning towards her.
“No,” Grey said, interrupting him, “We can’t. We have a mission tomorrow. You actually have to be a spy and save the world, and I actually have to be a doctor and save lives. So, not right now.”
“Will we ever again?” Stryker sighed, as he drove the car down the street.
Luckily, Grey’s phone rang before she had to answer.
“Hello?” Grey said.
“Well, good to see Sexy Agent Man picked you up,” Abby said, clearly amused.
“Yeah. He did,” Grey said with a smile.
“Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do,” Abby said.
“I won’t,” Grey laughed.
“Maybe you should,” Abby said, and then hung up.