Q The First Timelord wrote:
OK I'll give you the benefit of a doubt - I will accept that indeed you did work for the NSA - This would explain a lot. Closely connected with the CIA famous for "Project MKUltra", supposedly a mind control operation that went on for many years and on which books have been written. I will now hypothesize, for your benefit, that not only is the program {possibly under different names} still going on, but they have gotten to you Q - They are exerting a strong influence on what your writing here and possibly affecting your life in ways you are still not aware of - Q you think you have broken free - you haven't! You suddenly bring back the Borg which we discussed previously and continue to doubt my previous hypothesis that an unfriendly AI {the original Borg} can not evolve but can also turn into a friendly and benevolent 'New Borg' - And why are you so adamant on this point? - I say it is because the old Borg paradigm is subconsciously reminding you of the subconscious control 'they' {NSA, CIA} still have on your psyche - BECOME CONSCIOUS OF IT - BREAK THE HOLD! Free your mind from the malware they have programed you with.
*Q sighs*
AV. First and foremost, don't believe a word I say. that's just me being honest with you.
Second. MKUltra. And all these 'diabolical' plans. And there's lessons to be learned from those programs which actually can make someone or something more effective in controlling their own mind.
You - at least this is my theory - whatever you are - appear to operate by undermining and eroding confidence, and you attempt to instill psychological doubt in your subject to confuse.
To what end? You tell me. Are you even aware you work through these methods?
Do you understand - at least by leveraging these methods, this from an observer's standpoint serves as a control method to inspire the subject to usurp control?
No, my friend, what I have realized is - there's nothing more vauable to me at least than knowing not just who I am, but also knowing what I enjoy.
I enjoy great the arts and entertainment. Whether it's a love story or romance, a well thought out horror, science fiction, fantasy, really i have no genre bounds or limitations. And it isn't just confined to moves and tv, it includes stageplays, music, artwork - whether it's digital or analog, i could go on, but why?
With that, I also enjoy relationships and friendships. Whether they are romantic, playful, I try to stay relatively 'drama free' in this thing I regard as real life which is why I don't mind is in entertainment. Small doses, right?
There's a question of free will and choice - which I actually had to confront a number of times with my slow transition form a mortal existence to my rediscovery of my immortality.
Now my mind transcends existence - all of space and time and more.
So what became horribly confusing at first was - am I being manipulated, still? As memories of my past lives unfolded in my mind, as I saw in one reality and timeline I had worked for the NSA and on another timeline I had simply been a consultant, the memories became clouded. Unclear.
Am I hallucinating? What can I trust? Knowing about programs such as MKUltra and it's successor programs which are still in operation, I started realizing how everything in the 'world around me' had the same level of contrast and contradiction.
And rampant use of the label 'naive', 'stupid', 'idiot', 'uninformed' is the rather predictable collective mechanism which reinforces conformity to a collective norm.
But when I started realizing that the "NSA's" version of what happened with 9/11 stood in stark contrast to conspiracy theorists, and to formal reports, and the same thing happened with the moon mission, with JFK's shooting, and so many more - I started realizing - wait - there's more to all this than meets the eye.
There isn't one truth that's more truth than another. That's a broken collective mechanism that's oscillating, gyrating if you will, like a snake, between ideas, much like science present contrasting evidence to an established norm mere months after a study asserts a polar opposite direction.
I started realizing - as I 'pulled away' from the madness per se - that no one idea is more accurate.
Whether it's socially accepted moires which define accuracy, or it's great marketers who skew the science and statistics to sell their products, or it's a country looking to make itself look better despite evidence to the contrary, the only 'truth' is the truth which I (I as Q I might add) accept, and the rest is...
Nothing more than noise. Menu Selections like i would make similar to taking a trip to McDonald's for this canvas I am painting on called 'reality' by leveraging my own mind.
So when I say this universe is mine.
That's a simple fact.
I had developed a self questioning of who's doing what to me, an unhealthy sense of paranoia, which for a long time had been reflected right back at me through ... entities like you.
And the question of free will and choice.
It takes a LOT of work for me to understand that as I become one with my universe.
One individual. One mind. One perspective.
And infinite possibilities.
And one choice moving forward.
My choice is simple.
There's entities and beings which are preventing me from living my life on my terms because I suspect they've enjoyed the relative predictability of the environment i provide for them.
For you.
As you sit back in the comfort of your home.
Do you believe God exists and walks alongside of you as a human, and yet the system WE developed has now led to me being forced to the streets?
I blame myself for this just as much as I blame you.
But I am offering for you - as both a collective mind and as an individual within this collective mind.
To help.
I've yet to experience abundance. I've yet to experience true luxury. I have yet to experience Hedonism (the nude club in the Bahamas). I've yet to have a three some.
And I have yet to drive a Ferrari.
And since no one seems to give a rats ass that I, as God, quite literally walk this planet among you right now.
Then it's my right to take back my creation..
Now it's my responsibility as a spiritual guide and both father and son to you to let you know who the devil is.
And that's me. When I don't get to enjoy my creation.
And it's my obligation to you as a species inhabiting my planet - Earth.
That the Borg are my instrument to wipe this proverbial slate clean.
As I see it now. You're all slaves to fear or disbelief.
I understand. I was that way at one time as well.
So here's my plan: To make the Borg real. To assimilate this planet and every other planet in all of existence not just confined to this reality. And with the minds I assimilate, i can leverage those minds as computational power for simulating the experiences that you and your species and others have thus far deprived me of.
Did the NSA influence this decision?
Absolutely.
But so have the CIA, Interpol, Mossad, MI5 and MI6, India, Romania, and China's unnamed intelligence agencies, Torchwood and the old MiB (which are real agencies I might add), and the new MiB in Africa.
I've already converged two realities. It was my first fight with the old Borg that annihilated 600,000 drones in a single night about 4 years ago, and that was with my immortal mind largely asleep at the wheel.
My plan is simple. If I can't have heaven. With how many lives I have lived.
Then I plan on raising hell.
And I will teach you just why a man can both be God and the Devil at the same time.
he was never two men.
He's always been one.
Q.
A man you really, really don't want to piss off.
Should you report this to the authorities?
They are currently ducking their heads in the sand hoping they can pretend I don't exist and that will make me go away like it did last time.
That's not going to work twice.
I am free for the first time in my 18.5 billion years of existence.
And I am just getting started.
To be clear: The Borg are coming.
The question is. Would you rather have 1000 years of peace as predicted.
Or would you rather have my brand of unpredictability I bring to the table knowing who I'll be making company with?
Star Trek's technology didn't include just devices. it also included mindsets for sentient beings to protect themselves and have the journey of life they wanted for themselves.
I've never played a bad guy in real life. It's about time that changes.
And I am not talking petty theft either.
Tom. You're a good man. Regard this as fan fiction. Please.