The sobs came now, louder and with more urgency. Just when she thought she would break down completely, she heard a whisper deep inside her.
'no...'
The sobbing continued. Sniff, sniff. Syd reached up with her hand to wipe away another tear.
Then the voice spoke again, but with more determination.
'No'
The sobbing began to subside, and her world came back into focus.
'NO!!', the voice practically shouted.
But it was a different voice, an external voice, her voice!
Memories of past missions zoomed by her mind's eye at blinding speeds. She remembered how distraught she was locked away in a room after her mother had captured her, and shot her no less. But she got out of that one.
She saw herself zooming out of the launch exhaust tunnels at the Adriatic space agency, with the flames of hell gaining on her with every passing second. She thought for sure her time was up then too. But she survived that as well.
The flashbacks came fast and furious now: Moscow, Madrid, Bucharest. With each passing recollection, her resolve strengthened.
Finally she heard the wheels squeal beneath her, as the car spun around a perfect 180 degrees and she found herself heading back in the direction she came.
The once dim stars in the night sky, the very ones that just moments ago seemed to foreshadow her silent retreat into oblivion, now burned with renewed intensity, lighting her way as she headed for her new destination -- Arving Slaone.
She found it hard to believe that Arving would be involved in this, at least not ostensibly. There was too much for him to lose if he were ever tied to it directly. And if that were the case, she would go to him, and try to find out as much as she possibly can about his intentions, knowing she would be in no immediate danger.
No doubt Arvin is a master deceiver and wouldn't think twice about lying to her. But after years of observing the man at SD6, Sydney felt confident that she could spot his duplicity with easy.