ldhi:
jsf! I'm sorry you didn't remember this place till now, that must have been scary!
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oh, highly. :lol: i'm just glad that i got it figured out, otherwise the next few days would have been very...un...shoot! i can't find a good word to explain exactly what you guys mean to me.
onder: :doh: i mean, you guys mean alot to me and make me who i am and help me when i need it and i give help when someone else needs it...i mean...shoot! i don't have a word for that either! :headhurts: its just like explaining how much kemosabe means to me or how much my friend who said that quote in my sig... you know, on friday in english class first hour, we were discussing romanticism. the first question after the bell and the prayer was, "
JSF, are you a romantic?" "well, i try not to be, but i know that its my inescapable fate." see, i don't know how i feel about anyone exactly or why at all...i just do. so in a way, it is a bit scary. i remember back to 04 when sd-1 was down and i didn't know where to find you guys, i checked sd-1 EVERY DAY to see if it was back up...kinda like the last day has been.
why can't i be a realist, utopianist, idealist, transindentalist, or a nun? i wouldn't have these issues of missing people and letting emotions win...all the time. :lol:
which sounds completely ridiculous, like the conversation with kemosabe on friday about how i don't want to pay taxes because i think the IRS will cheat me. :lol: anyway...
eta- i'm off to bed. goodnight,
Kat and :moose: s.
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