what lifes about

karlee

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Summary: sydney decieds that love is a game she isnt going to mess with. Vaughn tries to get over Lauren's complete betrayle and not to ever fall in love again. Weiss and sydneys new friend Sarah have other plans for them.


Syds POV

Love should be the eighth deadly sin. But those shmucks that believe in it enpower the media to minipulate people to wanting that felgercarb. Valentines Day is what makes every thing so horribal.

But you have been blind until now. You failed to see the pain and agony caused by love. Sarah was right when she said that if she ever has the tiniest bit of self-confidence that she was in serious need of a relationship.

You appreciate Weiss saying that Sarah falls so much that she is probably brain dead. No matter how you put it you know your best friend is a klutz.

Sarah hates the idea of love. And she hates Vaughn. Her reasoning for that is a "true friend" would never like Vaughn. You secretly appreciate her hating him. But you also hate her for being like that. Her and Vaughn could be really good friends if they tried. But you thank god that they havent. Beacuse you would not like to be the spoiler of the friendship.

But the love blinded you too think it could work between you and him. Actually your never in love to begin with. You just feel a dependance to some one new and without a second thought you stupidly decide that you are "soul mates".

knock
knock
knock


You clumsily awnser the door. Its Sarah. You mutually exchange hellos and get to the topic that has secretly occupied your mind for the last months. She says somthing so funny you begin to cry. She says:" Romeo saves Julliette. Julliette leaves him for Prince charming for The sex. well Mr. Charming leaves him for a Cinderella he met on a street corner. Cinderella leaves him for Elvis beacuse Elvis is "the King". Elvis dies leaving four broken hearted Fairy Tale Charicters and a dead RockStar. You remind her that Romeo and Julliette were in a novel not a fairy tale. You both start giggleing. Thats exactly what you needed she leaves.

You decide that you need to take a shower to help you find a happy place. As the first drop of Warm Water hits your body you feel somthing you havent felt in a while. Relief. Happiness. Life. But those sweet emotions are short lived.

Some one is knocking on the door. Your only in you panties and so you grab a towle and hide behind the door.

Its Vaughn and Weiss. No its Weiss and Vaughn, You cant afford to thinks his name first. Now is the moment of truth. Remember everything you have told yourself. You have been planning this moment for what seems like eternity. well not exactly this moment but the first minute your over Vaughn. Finnally you mumble a measly "come in". Your suprised by your own hospitality.

You finish dressing. They want to "hang out". Sarah will be pissed that Vaughns there but you invite them to the movie any way. Sarah is bound to get over it eventually. You still wonder why you said yes. But you just throw you questions aside. This is the first time where you were over Vaughn.
 
oh yay i love it karlee! :D
u gotta make them get together though! and make sarah like vaughn! :D

can u PM me when u update?
 
ok there is a reason Sarah hates Vaughn! Just read this part!

PART 2

Syds POV


You wonder whats been missing in your life. But you know you'll never find out. You and him talking like before. About every thing. You two talk about Laurens betrayle. And the ways he can deal. You pray the emotion that you feel isnt what you secretly know what it is. He lost hope in love also. Discussing the many ways to avoid it you start feeling more comfertable than you have in the last several months.

You now know why Sarah hates him she told you earlier. Its beacuse of her former marrige. He left her for some one else. She blames love for that. And the male type that fall for women that they arent married too.

You still dont believe you said yes. Your mind and heart are putting you through hell. Each one has a different deffinition of what lifes about. Your mind says that love is the thing that hurts you most. The heart says everything happens for a reason and that all you need is love.

You feel closer to him than ever. You remember what made you fall for him. The undeniable connection. But you both arent in love. Neither of you want it. But thats what fate will probably give you.

You forget all your promises you made too yourself. The ones about falling in love. Only for one moment. But it still kills you just the same.

He feels the same way. You can see it in his eyes. But you log those thoughts away like the ones of flying or of having a regular relationship with your parents. The thing thats saddens you the most is that the first one is more likely.

Sarah and Weiss are getting closer. Both are feeling somthing abnormle for them. You pray that Sarah is also forgetting her promises to never fall in love again but you dont count on it. Just incase your wrong.



Vaughns POV

You hope she doesnt see right through you. But alast you know she does. She isnt stupid. Just like Sarah isnt very friendly towards you. But Weiss told you why. How can she think I am like her ex-husband.

You feel something different from your newly encounterd pain. Its joy. The one thing thats been missing from the minute you saw her before she disapeared. But you know you don't want to fall for her again. Nore doese she want to fall for you. You would both rather die than have that. You both want to be romanticly atheist.

But never the less you are more in love with her than ever. "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" is what comes to mind. You both are thinking that. Both hoping for things that you at the same time hope never happen again.

Sarah and Weiss are deep in a conversasion that consumes all there energy. You constantly hear tid bits of the conversasion that they are both head and heart into.

But you couldnt care less. All you can seem to think about is the woman sitting next to you. You both are trying to convince your selves that you cant fall in love. But for different reasons. For her its beacuse she lost the love of her life twice in her desprate rant for knowledge and truth. For you its beacuse you moved on to a woman who left you for the person you hate the most.


Sarahs POV

They will never realize whats behind your and Weiss's intentions. As much as you despise Vaughn you hope he and Sydney end up together.

It kills you to see Jonathon is not at total fault. You remember the pain your everlasting divorce caused you. The mistress he hide from you. You wonder to yourself "how could he leave" but you know why. You were his ordinary she was his exraordinary. As much as it pains you. You realze that Vaughn and Johnathon are different. And Vaughn didnt leave his wife. Your so called ex-husband did.

You and Weiss are haveing forever changing emotions. You went from hating him. To looking forward to your weekly talks about how to force Sydney and Vaughn to love eachother. But you love him. Finnally nolonger afraid to admit it to your self.


Weiss's POV

The stupidy of Vaughn and Sydney. It should be obvious that Sarah knew Vaughn and you were coming. She would have been pissed if she hadent. You smile at the thought of Sarah.

You dont understand the connection you two gained. The metamorphisis that she went through. She went from a bitter and cruel divorcie to a sweet caring girl you find yourself falling for. You pitty the man who left her. Beacuse you consider it a gift from god that you know her.






ok! so how was it! Good or Bad?
 
awwhhh!! :love:
its so sweet!!
and vaughn loves her! and she loves vaughn! :D :love:
and i see why sarah hated vaughn...but they are gonna end up friends right?
oh yer, and well done for getting Weiss a girl that suits him! ;)
please send a PM when you update :smiley:
steph
 
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