Soccer22vartan
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this is really good!
can i plz get a pm?
can i plz get a pm?
Remember When
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ok, I really hope Sydney wouldn't be irresponsible enough to be addicted to some kind of drug when she has a child to raise by herself. And Sydney, being Sydney, puts other people's well being ahead of her own, and that goes especially for her daughter. ergo, they must be for, like a sinus infection or something equally anti-climactic 
I think I tend to over-analyze things... sorry
I think I tend to over-analyze things... sorry
jessie tubb
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awww, oor sd, having to go through all of that alone
thanks for the pm
thanks for the pm
sparklingrainbow
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aww i really like this.... please add me on your pm list.. please... thx!
KAliasGirl
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intersting spoiler
6helterskelter6
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Update. No update until Monday. Please review!
Chapter 4
“What is this?” he asks holding up the bottle of pills. He looks at the label, “Gleevec?” he gasps.
“Vaughn, please don’t,” Sydney sighed.
“Syd, this is for-“
“I know what it’s for Vaughn!” Sydney cried. “I know.”
“How long?” he asked. “How far along is it?”
“It’s really early. They found it three months ago. The prognosis is good.”
“What form of it do you have?”
“Chronic leukemia. The survival rate is pretty high, so I’m not too worried.”
“Jesus, Syd,” he sighed, “You should have told me.”
“God, don’t you get it? I didn’t want you to know! I didn’t want you to know that I was engaged, I didn’t want you to know when he died, or when I had a daughter. And I didn’t want you to know that I might be dying.”
“Syd, please,” he pleaded.
“No, Michael. I have to go. Lara needs to go to sleep, and I’m feeling pretty exhausted. One of the side effects, right?” she said bitterly.
They nodded and Sydney got in the van and drove off.
* * * * * *
Sydney parked in her driveway and took the very asleep Lara out of the car seat and brought her inside. She walked up to Lara’s room and opened the door. Danny had started on the room right before he died, painting it a pale pink colour because Sydney had been determined that they would be having a baby girl. Even though he disagreed, he went along with it. “What would you say now? If you saw that I was right,” she whispered with a smile towards the heavens.
She placed Lara under her bedcovers and kissed her forehead. Before she knew it, Sydney’s eyes filled with tears. “Why?” she whispered, “Why did this have to happen? Why did Danny have to die, and why do I have to leave her? She’s completely innocent. She didn’t do anything to deserve this!” She cried softly above her daughter for a few more minutes before she felt a soft hand on hers.
“Cwy?” Lara asked.
“I’m sorry, baby. Mommy just misses daddy.”
“Dada too,” she whispered and hugged her mother.
“I know you do, sweetie, I know you do.”
They hugged for a while longer until Lara fell back asleep and Sydney next to her, in each other’s arms.
Sydney woke up slowly when she heard the phone ringing, she reached over and picked it up, “Sydney Bristow,” she said.
“Syd, it’s Michael.”
Sydney sighed, “Hey.”
“I just… I wanted to apologize for what I said to you earlier. I had no right to say anything like that.”
“Hey, don’t worry about it.”
“Well, I still had no right to say anything along those lines.”
They paused and just listened to the other person’s silence over the line.
“Michael, do you want to come over tomorrow night? I just… it’s the… I really don’t want to be alone. Normally I’d have Nadia but she’s…”
“No, I’ll be there.”
“Seriously? What about Alice?”
“Alice? She can spend one night without me, we haven’t been together that long.”
Sydney laughed, “Sounds like you really love her,” she said sarcastically.
“Syd, I’m sorry. For everything.”
“No need to apologize, we’ll talk tomorrow. I’ll see you soon, Lara’s waking up.”
“Say hi for me,” he said.
“I will,” she laughed.
“See you tomorrow.”
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Remember, no updates until Monday. Also, please don't hate me.
Chapter 4
“What is this?” he asks holding up the bottle of pills. He looks at the label, “Gleevec?” he gasps.
“Vaughn, please don’t,” Sydney sighed.
“Syd, this is for-“
“I know what it’s for Vaughn!” Sydney cried. “I know.”
“How long?” he asked. “How far along is it?”
“It’s really early. They found it three months ago. The prognosis is good.”
“What form of it do you have?”
“Chronic leukemia. The survival rate is pretty high, so I’m not too worried.”
“Jesus, Syd,” he sighed, “You should have told me.”
“God, don’t you get it? I didn’t want you to know! I didn’t want you to know that I was engaged, I didn’t want you to know when he died, or when I had a daughter. And I didn’t want you to know that I might be dying.”
“Syd, please,” he pleaded.
“No, Michael. I have to go. Lara needs to go to sleep, and I’m feeling pretty exhausted. One of the side effects, right?” she said bitterly.
They nodded and Sydney got in the van and drove off.
* * * * * *
Sydney parked in her driveway and took the very asleep Lara out of the car seat and brought her inside. She walked up to Lara’s room and opened the door. Danny had started on the room right before he died, painting it a pale pink colour because Sydney had been determined that they would be having a baby girl. Even though he disagreed, he went along with it. “What would you say now? If you saw that I was right,” she whispered with a smile towards the heavens.
She placed Lara under her bedcovers and kissed her forehead. Before she knew it, Sydney’s eyes filled with tears. “Why?” she whispered, “Why did this have to happen? Why did Danny have to die, and why do I have to leave her? She’s completely innocent. She didn’t do anything to deserve this!” She cried softly above her daughter for a few more minutes before she felt a soft hand on hers.
“Cwy?” Lara asked.
“I’m sorry, baby. Mommy just misses daddy.”
“Dada too,” she whispered and hugged her mother.
“I know you do, sweetie, I know you do.”
They hugged for a while longer until Lara fell back asleep and Sydney next to her, in each other’s arms.
Sydney woke up slowly when she heard the phone ringing, she reached over and picked it up, “Sydney Bristow,” she said.
“Syd, it’s Michael.”
Sydney sighed, “Hey.”
“I just… I wanted to apologize for what I said to you earlier. I had no right to say anything like that.”
“Hey, don’t worry about it.”
“Well, I still had no right to say anything along those lines.”
They paused and just listened to the other person’s silence over the line.
“Michael, do you want to come over tomorrow night? I just… it’s the… I really don’t want to be alone. Normally I’d have Nadia but she’s…”
“No, I’ll be there.”
“Seriously? What about Alice?”
“Alice? She can spend one night without me, we haven’t been together that long.”
Sydney laughed, “Sounds like you really love her,” she said sarcastically.
“Syd, I’m sorry. For everything.”
“No need to apologize, we’ll talk tomorrow. I’ll see you soon, Lara’s waking up.”
“Say hi for me,” he said.
“I will,” she laughed.
“See you tomorrow.”
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Remember, no updates until Monday. Also, please don't hate me.
Syd4Vaughn
Cadet
omg syd
i can't believe she has to cope not only with the death of her fiancee but also cancer
i can't believe she has to cope not only with the death of her fiancee but also cancer
AliasSydney502
Cadet
awww, shes not gonna die. you wouldnt do that.
right?
right?
Now that he knows about the Gleevec. I wonder if he'll become active in her treatment? And Since Gleevec only slows down the leukemia, will she have a bone marrow transplant? The only known cure at this time. That is, if she can find a donor match.
It would be cute if her daughter was the match.
Thanks for the PM.
Chris
It would be cute if her daughter was the match.
Thanks for the PM.
Chris
gtwallichs
Cadet
Excellent update!
Alwazabrat
Cadet
That was great ... nooo she has leukemia ... poor Syd ... did she lie to Caughn about her prognosis she she said she didnt want to leave her daughter ... yah they are going to tey and be friends ... thanks for the PM ... more soon please
Spydrummer06
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Man Syd just gets hit with one thing after the other. Poor girl can't seem to have a normal and non chaotic life.
Great update
Thanks for the PM
Great update
Thanks for the PM
alias_chick_47
Cadet
OMG!! Syd has leukemia??? She needs to get better!!
Great update. Can't wait for more.
Thanks for the PM.
~Karen
Great update. Can't wait for more.
Thanks for the PM.
~Karen
KAliasGirl
Cadet
poor syd
derevkointraining
Cadet
omg.. syd can't die..
thanks for the pm.. i guess.. even though this was depressing
thanks for the pm.. i guess.. even though this was depressing
angels_fire_88
Cadet
omg i don't know if im allowed be happy that there getting along when we just found out she has cancer!!!!!!!! omg shes' going to be ok right???
thankx for the pm
update soon :sadangel::sadangel::sadangel::sadangel::sadangel:
shes' going to be ok right???thankx for the pm
update soon :sadangel::sadangel::sadangel::sadangel::sadangel:
