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Recap:
“Real responsible, Sydney. What are you going to tell us next, that you are pregnant?” The blush on my cheeks gave me away.
“No…way…” Kelly gasped. “Syd! How long?” I stared down at my hands. Finally, I told them about Valentine’s Day weekend and spring break, quietly, tears forming in my eyes. When I finished, Chris just glared at me and stormed out of the apartment. When that happened, I broke down in tears and collapsed on the couch.
Chapter 9:
After a minute, I felt Kelly sit down next to me and put her hand on my shoulder.
“Sydney…”
“It’s okay, Kelly. You can judge me too. I know I just lost Chris as a friend. I honestly didn’t mean for all this to happen. We didn’t get married to start a family. Yes, it was impulsive to get married but the baby really was an accident. We USE protection. It happened anyway. But we have a plan…I’m still going to work and go to school. He decided to move here and transfer schools. We saved so much money…” I sobbed into a pillow.
“Sydney…I’m not judging you. Look. My mom had my older HALF sister when she was 17.” I sat up and looked at her. She nodded. “Yeah. Erin is my half sister. Her father totally abandoned my mom when he found out. My dad was one of her best friends and stood by her, taking on Erin as his own. They got close and fell in love and then they had us eight years later. That is why Chris is being a jerk. He doesn’t really trust Mike yet and he doesn’t want you to get hurt.”
I sniffed. “But Michael is not like that. You should see how excited he is. He knows more about what’s going on with the pregnancy and with newborns than I do. He calls me to make me put the phone by my stomach to talk to the baby. He’s picking up his whole life to be here!”
Kelly nodded and rubbed my back. “I know Mike is a good guy and he’s not going to hurt you. And I’m here for you. I promise. You are not losing me as a friend. As long as I can be cool Aunt Kelly.” I laughed and told her she was more than welcome to be an Aunt. “So, tell me details! When are you due? Boy or girl?”
“Well, we don’t know the sex yet and we’re not positive we’re finding out or if we do, we’re keeping it a surprise. I’m due in late October.” We chatted for a bit longer before she said she had to go. She promised she’d try to talk to Chris as well as keeping the news quiet for a bit longer as long as she could tell her mother. I agreed.
“Look, Syd. If you ever need me for anything…I’m here for you.” I gave her a hug and thanked her. Once she left, I curled up on the sofa and cried some more because despite her words, the pain of how Chris acted never left me.
A few hours later I was all sniffly and just staring at the television mindlessly when my cell phone rang. It was Michael.
“Hi.”
He knew immediately that something was wrong. “What? What happened?” I told him what happened after we finished moving into the new apartment and how Chris and Kelly found out everything. I was crying so hard by the end of the story, I actually made myself sick and Michael had to listen to me vomit for a few minutes, which made him angrier than I’d ever seen or heard him.
“I’m going to kill him when I get to Vegas, Syd. I swear.”
“Stop it,” I hiccupped.
“NO. Look what he is doing to you and I can’t even be there to hold you and make you feel better. He’s road kill!”
“Michael…just…stop.” He heard me shuffle around and asked what I was doing.
“I just climbed into bed. I just want to go to sleep and forget all about today.” I curled up around my “Michael bear,” as he named it. It was a stuffed bear that was supposed to give me comfort when he wasn’t there with me. “Can you just talk to me about nice things until I fall asleep?”
He sighed and I could tell he was trying to control his anger. “I’m getting on a plane.”
“No, Honey. No. We both have finals. You are not coming here now.”
“You need me…”
“Well, yes, I always need you. But I do not want you coming here. You need to do well on your finals. I’m upset now but I’ll be better tomorrow. Just…please talk to me until I fall asleep.” He relented and did his best to make me feel better until he was sure I was asleep and softly hung up his phone.
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I woke up Sunday morning feeling like a truck ran me over. Realizing I never ate dinner last night, I apologized to the baby and immediately chomped on a few crackers to ease my stomach into accepting regular food. Making no effort to look presentable, I stayed in my pajamas with my smeared makeup from yesterday’s crying fit and camped out on the couch to study for finals.
Around one in the afternoon, there was a gentle knock on my door. I opened it to find Mrs. Tyler standing on my doorstep. She looked startled at my appearance for a moment before sighing.
“Is this what my son did to you?” She asked, gently. Before I could reply, she came forward to hug me and asked if she could come in to talk. I nodded and said that I assumed Kelly told her everything. She confirmed that and sat down on my couch.
“Come, Sydney,” she gestured next to her. I sat and she took my hands. “So, Kelly told you about Erin.” I nodded. “So I have some experience with this…” She told me about Erin’s father and what it had been like to be such a young mother. “Sydney, I’m not going to lie and say it isn’t hard. But Michael seems like a wonderful boy and the fact that he is running towards you and not away from you speaks volumes. Chris just doesn’t like to see the people he loves get hurt and when he learned the truth about Erin, he was so angry with me for not fighting to have her father in her life and letting myself be in that situation where I got hurt. But he has no right to treat you this way and make you so upset, especially if you are his best friend, as he likes to say. I’m not making excuses for him, and he damn well needs to apologize to you himself, but I’m just simply stating why he is the way he is.” I nodded, not saying anything. “Sydney, I also want you to come to me if you ever need a mother figure. You know I think of you like a daughter anyway. And I want to offer you a gift.” She paused. “You know how I work from home, right?” I nodded. “Well, I’d like to volunteer to watch the baby for you when you go back to work and school. It would be really easy for me to have the baby around and still do my work, and I know how much money childcare could cost. Plus, it would be better for the baby if someone who truly loved it was taking care of it.”
I stared at her for a minute. “You’re serious?” She nodded. “And this wouldn’t put you out?”
“Not at all, Sweetie. This was my idea and I want to do it.”
“That is so unbelievably nice. I have to talk with Michael, of course, but I can’t see why he wouldn’t agree and I’d be honored if you want to do that for us. And I’m going to make sure the baby knows you as an honorary grandmother.”
She smiled. “My first grandbaby!” She joked, but deep down I knew she’d consider my child as one of her own grandchildren.
“Thank you, Mrs. Tyler…so much.”
“Okay, you really need to cut that out. Call me Maggie like I’ve told you to.”
“All right…Maggie.” We laughed and she said she had to get going but forcefully reminded me to go to her for anything. I hugged her tightly and thanked her for everything she already gave me.
I felt better once she left and sat down again to study. Michael called around three and I told him about Maggie’s visit. He jumped at the chance to have her watch the baby while we couldn’t.
“Syd, that’s so great. Seriously. Not only would we save so much money but also we know the baby would be safe with her. I hear so many things about some day care places that it scares me. I’m totally sending her a thank you. Can I have their address?” I gave it to him and we talked a few more minutes before I told him I needed a nap and I’d talk to him later on.
“Okay. Sweet dreams. Syd…it’s only two more weeks.”
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Finals came and went and before I knew it, those two weeks passed and Michael was officially a resident of Las Vegas. On his first day here, he insisted on seeing Maggie, since he only met her briefly over new years. He was like an over-excited little puppy, hugging her constantly and expressing his thanks at her wanting to protect his child.
Before we left her house, she pulled me aside and told me I had a keeper. “I’ve never seen a young man so anxious to have a baby! You two are going to be just fine.”
I was now three months pregnant and things were progressing well and luckily for me, my work out regimen still kept me from really showing. If anyone noticed, it would actually just look like I was bloated. That secretly made me very happy. I decided I needed to sit down with Dave and tell him what was going to happen. He took the news well and told me to work up until whenever I needed to stop and that I’d be welcomed back with open arms when I was ready. I signed up for both sessions of UNLV’s summer classes and took full course loads for both sessions. Those would make up for the fall semester I missed by starting school in the spring and the fall semester I’d be taking off due to the baby arriving sometime in the middle of that semester. I did, however, find out about a six-week course that fit into my major I could take during the first half of the fall semester. I signed up for that because it would allow me to take a slightly lighter course load for the spring, which would give me more time for the baby.
Michael was busy with his internship and loving it. We settled into a comfortable pattern. We’d wake up and have breakfast. He’d go off to his job while I would either go to class, the library to do assignments, or work. Some days, when I had the dinner shift at the restaurant, we wouldn’t see each other until he’d wake up when I collapsed into bed around two in the morning. Once he expressed concern that I was pushing myself too much but when we called the doctor to ask, she said it was good I was staying active and as long as I was eating healthy and felt fine, I could continue with my schedule.
June arrived and it was time for our next doctor’s appointment. I had a slightly larger bulge in my abdomen, but it still didn’t look too much like a pregnancy bump. Again, that didn’t upset me.
The doctor was surprised that I didn’t show too much but after thoroughly examining me, she pronounced the baby to be developing just fine.
“I guess all that exercise is paying off, Sydney. You are eating properly, correct?”
“Does she ever eat!” Michael broke in. “She polished off an entire bag of cookies herself the other day.” I playfully slapped him while the doctor laughed.
“So do you two want to know what you are having?” Dr. Barnes asked as we watched our little peanut squirm around my uterus on the sonogram machine. I nodded eagerly. Michael took hold of my hand and we turned to look at the doctor. “Well, I’m pleased to tell you that you are having a little girl.”
“A girl!” I cried. My secret wish had come true. I looked at Michael, hoping he wasn’t disappointed but he had a huge grin on his face and his eyes were sparkling.
The doctor chatted with us for a little more, giving us some more instructions and telling me to return in four weeks. We thanked her, made the next appointment and left, beginning the walk home hand in hand.
“So are you happy with a girl?” I asked him. He nodded.
“I wanted a girl,” he confessed, somewhat shyly.
“Really?”
“Yeah. I wanted a little princess I could spoil and put little shirts on that say ‘Daddy’s little girl.’” I laughed. “One day, Syd, a boy would be nice but I did want a girl.”
“Me too,” I also confessed. “But…can we still make the nursery blue? Or maybe keep it ivory and have hints of blue? I love blue and it is a really soothing color.”
“That will look nice, Syd. I like it.” I smiled.
“So, now that we know that little Jaclyn Faith is on her way, do we tell the parents? Or keep them guessing?”
“Let’s keep them guessing. I can’t believe everyone will be here in just a few days.” I nodded and agreed but told him he’d have to keep an eye on me from blurting it out. Suddenly, it seemed so much more real to me. My grin got wider and I gripped his hand even tighter.
“We’re having a baby!” I squealed. He laughed.
“I was waiting for you to get excited…took you long enough.” He stopped walking and swept me up in his arms right there on the sidewalk, kissing me deeply. “I love you so much, Sydney Anne. And I love our little Jaclyn.” We made it home quickly and gently made love to celebrate our happiness. Life was good.
TBC...sometime tomorrow!! Next up, the parents come to visit. All the parents.
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