tinkerbell23
Cadet
Hey ya'll....this is something that i'm sort of playing with. After watching season 3 over again, i wondered if Sydney would re-evaluate all that she is after coming back from such a tramatic experience. So...this is what i came up with. There is more, if you like this let me know...
Oh yeah- the song "Because of You" is from Kelly Clarkson's new album "Breakaway"
Sydney walked into her empty apartment. She didn’t bother turning the lights on, she poured herself some wine and sat down on the couch. She picked up a book that her dad had given her, the few pictures from her childhood. Since coming back to the CIA, Dixon had suggested therapy session but she didn’t want them. But she had come to realize that she was lost. Sydney no longer knew who she was. Staring at the picture her mind went over childhood memories, and who she is now because of it.
She stared at the first one of her mom and her dad sitting next to each other.
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hardway
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the same side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me
But everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I forced to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break when it wasn’t even
Whole in the first place
She realized that the Sydney Bristow she was before her ‘death’ was an actress, faking a smile, a laugh, every so often her anger would peak through. She started life with a broken heart and she learned to live with it, only now was she seeing the repercussions.
I watched you die
I heard you cry
every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known
Better than to lean on me
You never thought
Of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Oh yeah- the song "Because of You" is from Kelly Clarkson's new album "Breakaway"
Sydney walked into her empty apartment. She didn’t bother turning the lights on, she poured herself some wine and sat down on the couch. She picked up a book that her dad had given her, the few pictures from her childhood. Since coming back to the CIA, Dixon had suggested therapy session but she didn’t want them. But she had come to realize that she was lost. Sydney no longer knew who she was. Staring at the picture her mind went over childhood memories, and who she is now because of it.
She stared at the first one of her mom and her dad sitting next to each other.
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hardway
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the same side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me
But everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I forced to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break when it wasn’t even
Whole in the first place
She realized that the Sydney Bristow she was before her ‘death’ was an actress, faking a smile, a laugh, every so often her anger would peak through. She started life with a broken heart and she learned to live with it, only now was she seeing the repercussions.
I watched you die
I heard you cry
every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known
Better than to lean on me
You never thought
Of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you